1,335 days May 21, 2017 - January 15, 2021 Abduction, Interstate Kidnapping and Estrangement

 What does that look like ? 

How long ago was May 21st 2017?

May 21st 2017 was on a Sunday and was in week 20 of 2017.

How many months ago was May 21st 2017? 
43 months

How many weeks ago was May 21st 2017? 
191 weeks

How many days ago was May 21st 2017? 
1336 days

How many hours, minutes and seconds ago? 
32,040 hours 
1,922,403 minutes 
115,344,206 seconds

    This story line started long before Texas or Florida.  But there is a lot more to this Story than is being led to believe via Facebook and the false narrative in Court.  

  My scheduled , supervised phone call with Abigaile today ( January 15, 2021 ). I can not imagine the confusion , the trauma and the pain my child is experiencing and has experienced during all of this.  What a horrific form of trauma abuse.  You don't believe this is abuse - 

https://www.psychologicalscience.org/publications/observer/obsonline/how-mother-child-separation-causes-neurobiological-vulnerability-into-adulthood.html#

In addition this was a healthy, happy and healing child who's medications and drugs were discontinued prior to the. abduction and kidnapping event ( since 2015 ) drug free and healing.  After this event malicious lies and false narratives were spoken about me to The Dallas Family shelter in addition to Alachua County Florida family court.  All fraud to remove me from my childrens lives-  This is what that looks like.  

Why were my children removed - I didn't remove my children nor did I project or triangulate malicious and false narratives to them about anyone.  

  This is my call with our beautiful , handicapped Abigaile who has regressed and has experienced further regression in addition to medical kidnapping, legal abuse and financial exploitation and Guardianship abuse.  

  I will leave a legacy of Truth for my children.  My children will know the truth.  

💔. It literally breaks my heart and soul to hear and to see what has been done to our daughters at the hands and actions of other people.  For anyone to allow this type of behaviors and to do this to children much less a handicapped child to cause the trauma to her in the name of financial exploitation and medical abuse is beyond reprehensible. 

See Alachua County Florida - Robert Groeb - case # 01-2018Dr- 004259 

https://www.flsenate.gov/Laws/Statutes/2018/787.03

http://www.leg.state.fl.us/Statutes/index.cfm?App_mode=Display_Statute&URL=0700-0799/0787/Sections/0787.03.html

  What Alienation turned Estrangement looks like.  I did NOT alienate or abandon my children as the false narrative, fraud story that has been spoken in court.  My minor children were Abducted and Kidnapped and then kept and withheld from me.  

  In addition ALL forms of communication were kept from our daughters and I from communicating with one another.  While a malicious and false story of fraud was being perpetrated in court and on court record that I had abandoned my children which is an out- right fabricated lie.  This has continued to be the false narrative while my children have been forced and coerced to live in a lifestyle of lies and deceit while being emotionally traumatized, psychologically manipulated and continued trauma of being kept from me their mom.  

  This is a horrific form of Psychological child abuse that has been done to our children and is being done to our children.  

  This is Tortious interference with parental rights in addition to abuse being done to me and my children.  

WORDS: 

Abigaile answers saying BYE, BYE, BYE, I ask how she is and she says “ hi”.  She then starts hitting something in the background.  She then starts screaming POPPY, POPPY, POPPY, 

STORYTIME:  ( These are all nursery rhymes and books that I read to her and all books and nursery rhymes that I taught her letter sounds, word sounds, vowels, and two and three word sentences.  

I also taught her counting as well as inter-active play and engagement.  

While I can not visualize what she is doing ( I can hear that she is playing with toys - meaning she is distracted from our phone call, from my time with her as her mother ).  

There is no verbalizing or engaging in any of the conversation.  

A Little Sweet Tea - 

I read the book- there were several distractions of saying please, bye, and banging on something in the background ( a distraction ).  She then says please and continues beating on whatever object she is beating on.  

Brown Bear Brown Bear -  

She says please several times and continues banging on whatever object she is banging on. 

Says please continues beating on object and saying please then poppy . 

You are My Miracle - 

She continues beating on object - says poppy during my reading the story and then continues banging again.  She says please and continues banging on object.  

Old MacDonald Had a Farm -  

She says please , please , please I ask her to say 

Ma, ma, ma - she responds with Please, please, 

Buh, buh, buh -  she starts beating on object .  

Duh, duh, duh -  she responds with please, please, please, please and continues banging on object. 

Puh, puh, puh-  no Response - no Engagement 

Pat - A- Cake -  she starts blowing sugars over and over I tell her good blowing sugars then she says please, please, please 

Wheels on the Bus-  

Bepp. beep. Beep - She starts banging on object again and says please , please 

Swish, swish, swish - she says please, please - no response no engagement 

Bounce up and down - no response no engagement 

Ma, ma, ma - no response no engagement . The phone is silent.  

My mommy loves me - no response no engagement - the phone is silent. 

Five Little Ducks - no engagement no response - no verbalization of counting when I ask her to count. 

Incy Wincy Spider - 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - banging on object again - after I started reading . 

No response No engagement.

Prayer :  

Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord our souls to keep Guide and Guard us through the night wake us with the mornings light. Amen.  

• There is no response except the continued beating on an object to make noise.  She has gotten quieter and no longer responsive and does not engage with my conversation.  

   I spent at least 10- 15 minutes asking Abigaile if she was there - asking her to respond to me- asking her to repeat ma, ma, ma or my mommy loves me trying to engage her to respond and verbalize anything and the phone was silent.  

   It sounded as though she possibly fell asleep - then she started beating on the object again and I heard a male voice say bye - say bye - so she said bye several times and said bye please. The phone was then disconnected.  

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

#ChildInterstatekidnappingandParentAbduction

#ChildPsychologicalTrauma

   My children were trafficked via the legal system from Arlington , Texas where we had lived from 2015-2017 with established services for our daughter. 

The Dallas county family shelter was used in this trafficking.  Per court record. I have copy. 

The State of Texas I have numerous documented incidents that aided in this interstate trafficking. Including Arlington Texas Police Department.

The children were trafficked, hidden, kept and withheld all communication from me their mother. I received a service in Texas for dissolution of marriage in January of 2019 - my children kept this entire time with no communication of their whereabouts.  I was never told where my children were at and had not been served or brought to my attention any investigations that were in the state of Texas ( as claimed on dissolution of divorce).  The state of Texas was notified through several government  and local agencies of this incident as it was happening. I have documented.

 

The state of Florida was notified through several documented contacts that they were harboring a parent abduction and kidnapping. I have documented.  The state of Florida in addition to others who knowingly held and kidnapped my children and have since continued to cause Intentional trauma to the Mother and child attachment and relationship.  I was the primary attachment, primary caregiver and primary continuity of care for our handicapped daughter prior to this parent abduction and interstate kidnapping.  

#Stop the abuse to my children 

#Bring them home

#Justice for Abigaile and Natascha ( on facebook) 

with love,

Momma to Abigaile and Natascha 

xoxo

1,328 days May 21, 2017 - January 8, 2021 since parent abduction and kidnapping

My appeal to Heaven 🙏🏼

    My "supervised phone call " with the most beautiful - spirit filled girl that I have ever encountered.  A child who has been forced to endure an insurmountable mental, emotional and physical pain and trauma.  And continues to be forced to endure mental, emotional and physical trauma and pain in addition to the many ways that she has been exploited , punished and used as a weapon.  

    No child should ever have to endure what she has been forced to endure at the hands of others who follow evil for their own benefit - their own selfishness.  I pray that Lazarus is delivered from the tomb. For the sake and safety, well being and health of my children.  They do not deserve what they have been forced to endure.  

    My call with Abigaile tonight.  The call speaks for itself.  Please pray for me - Please pray for my children.  It is enough of the evil it is enough of the abuse.  This is nothing but evil.  When adults use a child as a weapon, when they financially exploit a child and remove the Childs primary caretaker and caregiver- the primary attachment .  This goes beyond cruelty - 

ABGO PHONE CALL 01/08/2021

WORDS: 

Storytime : 

A Little Sweet Tea -  

Says poppy, poppy, - no response no engagement.  I asked her to use her words and tell mommy what she did today.  She was silent and never responded.  

Brown Brown Brown Bear - 

No response no engagement. 

You are my miracle - 

No response no engagement. 

Old Macdonalds Farm -  

ma, ma, ma - can you say my mommy loves me ?  No response no engagement and then she says please.  

Buh, buh, buh - can you say buh, buh, buh ?  No response, no engagement. 

Duh, duh, duh - “ “ “ “ - no response , no engagement . 

Puh, puh, puh, - “ “ “ “ - no response, no engagement .

Wheels on the Bus- 

Beep, beep, beep - no response no engagement .  

Swish, swish, swish - no response, no engagement. 

Can Abigaile bounce up and down - no response no engagement. 

Babies say ma, ma, ma - can you say ma, ma, ma ?  Thats pretty simple - no response and no engagement - she is banging on something in background.  

Mommy say - my mommy loves me - no response no engagement. 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - 

no response no engagement - 

Prayer time - No response no engagement 

Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord our souls to keep - guide and guard us through the night and wake us with the mornings light amen - can you say amen Abigaile ? She screams several times out loud. 

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

#Child Psychological Trauma Abuse 

#Hate Crimes against Handicapped Child 

# Child Abuse 

#CrimesagainstHumanity 

1,325 days May 21, 2017 - January 5, 2021 since Parent abduction and kidnapping

     

May 2017 - prior to Parent abduction and kidnapping - using fraud in court.   

May 2017 - the days somewhere near the Parental abduction and Interstate kidnapping.  Look at their faces - what a horrific form of punishment and Mental, emotional and Psychological abuse done to me and to our daughters.  

May 2017 - NO DRUGS ( no drugs ordered ) healthy, happy - prior to Parent abduction and kidnapping. 

    But wait, there is a lot more.   There are over Sixty Local, State and even federal agencies that 

were involved in this abduction and kidnapping.  I have a lot of documentation.  The state of Texas aided in this Parent abduction and kidnapping with no evidence, no trial and with no investigation what so ever.  The Parent in this case used the state system in order to bypass an investigation, bypass court and bypass all legal works.  In addition the state bypassed all the legal, bypassed all the investigation and allowed this parent to abduct and kidnapped our two daughters.  

                The state of Texas was involved in this abduction as well as the state of Florida.  In addition there is Guardianship Fraud and abuse, Medical abuse and medical kidnapping , Legal abuse - including the attorney who took my case ( and seemed to no longer represent me once she got my Guardianship information). I was denied to attend pretrial hearing and so much more- yes I have documentation of it all. 

    How this Abducting parent changed their address with the oldest daughters address in 2014 ) all pre-mediated.  There is a financial trail that follows.  Ask me how, I have documentation of how. 

    In addition I was never told and in fact I was denied phone calls, texts and emails all communication was denied to me from my children and my communication to my children was denied to them.  

    October 2019 court - I was denied - Yes, I have proof.  In the judgement that I was shown a copy of - the Court never sent it to me. In fact I have never been sent or served 60% or more of the comments in the docket.  Why?  A fraud coverup.  I was also told that our Handicapped daughter was made a Ward of the state of Florida ( any parent who believes they have won something with this is beyond delusional ) in addition says she can not leave the state but Judge Groebe Hague judge awarded the Abducting, kidnapping biodad sole custody based on Fraud. No evidence no trial - no due process .  

    Court year 2020- Even more of a joke but played in the hands of the ones abusing our children.  Add all the proof and documents in addition to proof of kidnapping, in addition to fraud of a Guardianship, ADA, and medical abuse.  Financial abuse.  The parental alienating attorney who claimed to be a lawyer - helped in aided the biodad further exploit and continue the abuse against our child.  

    I have a list of every local, state and federal agency including private funded agencies.  I have had countless people ask why no one has done anything - to a parent who clearly planned and premeditated to abduct and kidnap their child from the other parent from Texas To Florida.  I asked the same thing to the agencies I spoke to- it was planned - an inside job was done to destroy a child to exploit her estate and to use her. 

    In addition the kidnapped and abducted children were taken the biodad with his elder  parent and held hostage and kept from me all communication between me and my children from June 2017- at least January 2020 ( according to Dissolution of marriage) - Say NO to grandparents rights for this reason! 

    There is excessive Financial fraud and guardianship abuse of a handicapped minor child.  

  Stop the abuse of my handicapped child.  I raised my children as a stay at home mom for their entire lives, homeschooling them and caring for them as their primary attachment and primary caregiver until they were abducted and kidnapped by their dad and his mother.  

    There are laws against this type of legal abuse - the abuse against my children continue.  They are psychologically abused and forced to live a life that is polar opposite to how they lived prior to their Parent abduction and kidnapping.  

    I care for our handicapped daughter and spent years researching the traumatic brain injury , vaccine reaction and spent the years gathering evidence that won her vaccine injury case against the DHHS. She was awarded entitlement and because of that entitlement, my attachment, and my care plan working with professionals she was healing and she had words and vocabulary that are NO LONGER existent. She was walking with canes, single pole canes, a walker. I designed a handicapped van for her for rehabilitation based on her needs.  

     She was making progress and she was happy and healthy.  Our oldest daughter the same. If you ask someone who is experiencing Stockholm syndrome if they are experiencing they are too fearful of their abusive captors to speak.  

    Follow the money trail - meanwhile the child - mother relationship has been damaged and continues to be damaged.  There is evidence.  There is harm that has been done - a lot of harm to both of our daughters.  Substantial trauma and harm.  Substantial trauma and harm do to me.  

    This is a HATE Crime - a crime of humanity to me to our children.  A mental, emotional and physical abuse.  

    Every court, every lawyer, attorney, Doctor , family member you have all abused me and my children.  The court is just as abusive as the perpetrator who has done this action. I cant wrap my mind around how anyone call allow a handicapped child to be abused at the hands of a parent or the system.  

Will you have any shame or show any shame. I haven't seen it.  

 #Hate Crimes against handicapped children 

#HatecrimesagainstProtectivemom 

#TraffickingviatheUScourtsystem

#ChildPsychologicalAbuse

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

#Abigailesstory

#Nataschaabusedonawholenewlevel 

#NodueProcessundercoloroflaw

     

 

1321 days since parental abduction and interstate kidnapping

   Today I had my 30 minute scheduled phone call with my Abigaile. This is 1321 days of Abigaile being refused and denied  to have a child - mother attachment relationship. My rights to parent my child have been stolen from me. 

  To my beautiful Abigaile and Natascha - mommy loves you and misses you both so much.

  I will never accept this false narrative that you both currently have. Built with deceit, lies and theft. No I don’t accept the fake deception or the actors playing it. It is morally and ethically in addition to laws that were broken. 

  Mommy wants for each of you to know - and  Natascha you have copies of emails, texts messages and you have the court documents as well. I guess you have to ask yourself is it worth living a lie and to have been bought off with gifts and money of deception to not have a relationship with your mom? Or with your moms family? You think you have plenty of time but people decease all the time. Mimi is 82 - you have lost time with her. You have missed birthdays and holidays and I have been kept from your birthdays for you and Abigaile. Why would anyone do something so cruel to children. People decease in accidents. Mimmi has been in an accident and was hospitalized for Covid. I never taught you to disrespect anyone in that manner. I never taught you to disrespect your dad. It has been done to me- ask yourself why that is and where that came from? 

  You think possibly that one day everyone will die and then you come home to that scenario we have all been painted of a better life? What happens when your not there. Can you live with your actions of false narrative and deceit ? 

  

  You were both whisked away that Sunday morning May 21,2017 and clearly by the look on your face you knew what was happening but never said anything. And I’m not pointing blame in this - you were 17 and were never raised to believe this by me. I don’t keep secrets and never have. It’s dark and hurts people. Always. It’s meant to hurt people otherwise they could be honest. 

  To watch Abigaile and to hear her begging and crying mommy, mommy, mommy over and over ? 

  Abigaile having generalized seizures again because of the trauma this caused. Medical records and progress notes all prove this.  

  Abigaile was healthy, healing and happy after all her medications were discontinued because she was healing and making progress. 

  Then to blame this behavior on me - just to abduct her and kidnap her and blame neglect and abuse on me so she can be drugged ? No I don’t accept that nor do I buy it.

And I will one day find someone who has morals and values that will help me to bring all these lies to light. 

  To steal my time from our daughters and their time from me causing them childhood trauma that was premeditated. Let’s talk about why a 22 year old adult daughter won’t speak to me. It isn’t because of what I’ve done. 

  And let’s talk about our Abigaile. The baby I carried, and cared for from sun up to sun down - seven days a week through good and bad times. I saved her life and did CPR literally bringing her back from death more than once. I have countless emails, texts and advocacy work I’ve done for her.     Including training on all of her therapies. I have done medical care for her and I have done health care for her. Thirteen years and eight months to finally to get her stable, healthy and healthy - then abducted and kidnapped. She was finally able to start living a normal life. And for no fault of hers and no fault of mine or Natascha’s we were all punished? 

 I have watched medical records and I’m blown away that anyone can live such a malicious lie and harm children. I know what Abuse is- mentally, emotionally, physically and sexually. I’ve been exposed to all of it. 

   Tonight 01/01/2021 my phone call with Abigaile was shut down at 30 min. I have transcripts of each call.

  I’ve sat through call after call hearing my child begging her dad - who she references as “ poppy”. Saying bye, poppy and please. This is our child who now only has 4-5 words due to the severe psychological trauma she’s experiencing because of being forced from me her mom who was her primary attachment and primary caregiver. 

  I read story time to our daughter because she no longer has enough vocabulary to talk with me like she used to.  Before, she could laugh, talk and speak sentences and conversation even make up some words , could articulate letters and even count. She no longer does any of this. I’ve counted no more than 2-4 of the same words on every phone call. I document this regardless of the “Report card “ given in evidence that proves no more than a report for federal education funding and some free therapy. A therapy not geared to traumatic brain injury like she was doing in my care plan. The reason I fought and spent seven years alone in my battle to get good funding for her so she could be rehabilitated- that hasn’t happened in 3 1/2 years. Only severe regression at the hands of every person who has kept the separation between me and my child and our relationship. Every single person has profited from it while destroying our daughters health and well being. 

  The first call I was allowed to talk with her was Sept 7 2019 her birthday - 2 1/2 years that she was not allowed to talk to me.

I was refused to talk with my girls and was never disclosed where they were even at. I learned by the dissolution of marriage I was served Jan. 2019, they were living with their dads mother in a elder gaited community.  While my daughters were lied to and told I was abusive and neglectful and kept from me.

  Sept 7,2019 was Abigailes birthday. I called every year texted and bought gifts on amazon sending to email address because I had no physical address. Because of their dads conflict in family of origin in our marriage - I wasn’t surprised our daughters were being held at the bio dads- moms house. My texts, emails and phone calls went unanswered - while fraud was spoken that I abandoned our daughters and that I had not contributed to their care. They were kidnapped ! 

  When I spoke to Abigaile she didn’t say much but over the call she started remembering. Can you imagine , being a handicapped child and having a contact and 24 hour per day 7 day per week healthy attachment and one day your just picked up, taken to a rental car and sorry you won’t ever see mommy again? Imagine what this does to a typical child ( read stories from alienated adults who were  alienated as a child). Imagine then magnifying this with a handicapped child who was healing because of the attachment first and the care plan this attachment was doing and one day - gone and then being coerced to live a polar opposite lifestyle from the 13.8 years you just lived. And being ignored when you say mommy so you forget the word and the person? 

  She said mommy and ma ma ma mommy my mommy loves me - on the sept 7 2019 call. I tried to keep her saying it and telling her past stories. But because of the trauma she doesn’t respond. 

Neurobiological Trauma and attachment 

psychologicalscience.org

  Her health has dramatically regressed - she doesn’t have words, numbers, sentences - nothing cognitive. No response no engagement. 

   There has been harm and unnecessary trauma in medical treatments. I have been denied the right to care for and parent my child that I primarily cared for 13.8 years. Her health suffered because of this. This is Child Psychological Trauma Abuse 

Dr Craig Childress Child Psychological Abuse

  I will  share the court dates and what happened on those days also as well as my deceitful lawyer 

- yep you heard it the alienation lawyer played into the plan and further did more damage. But she got a lot of clients from my fb. Shame ! 

  Tonight’s call was much like the rest I’ve spoke about. Tonight’s words were hi, poppy, and please and at the end while I asked her to please say ma, ma or mommy - a male voice in the background told her say bye. So when I asked her to say mommy she was told to say bye.

  I read her several books - all nursery rhyme books that I taught her words from. I taught her life lessons from and sentence structure. Colors, counting and all were interactive. 

  She no longer responds to any of these or me. She has no response, no engagement in any of the stories. When I request her ( I had ABA therapists and I did ABA home therapy for requesting ) she can no longer respond to any of this. 

  A lot of traumatic in 1321 days, damaging to a innocent, handicapped child -and a loss of a mother and child bond who had a healthy attachment. 

  I have to ask why would anyone want to keep a child from their other parent - when clearly those accusations were lies and a much bigger scheme was at hand. To destroy a child’s mental, emotional and physical health to the point of regression - proven by medical records and progress notes. This is how I knew she is regressing so the Dr Kartzinel -denies me, her mother any more medical records or progress notes. He son, who works in his office stayed on email I would have to get court and judge to write an order for me - my daughters mother to get her medical records. There’s more to this - and I have documentation. 

  Why would anyone want to destroy a child who was happy, healthy and making progress? Look at the photos they don’t lie. 

The false narration the other side is being painted - but for over 3 1/2 years has destroyed lives. Destroyed childhoods . 

  My beautiful Abigaile and Natascha, mommy loves you my beautiful girls with all my heart. I am not writing these blogs to hurt or harm. But truth needs to be told. You are seeing truth or hearing it. Mommy loves you both very much and I miss you even more. I can’t explain why anyone or how anyone can do this. I will never stop speaking the truth. 

  Mommy has never abandoned you like you have been told. That lie has been spoke in court. You can remember through the trauma to the day you left Natascha. I have photos sent to me with no explanation nothing except my girls look traumatized as though you had been told you would never see me again. I was abandoned and deserted , in Texas and you were both taken and hidden.  I was never told where you were or where you were going. All of the bank accounts were then taken and closed as I watched funds from the account I set up for my caregiver payroll silently being transferred to hidden account numbers and when I asked the trustee she would never reply. I didn’t abandon you. I was abandoned - but my girls didn’t abandon me.

  I pray one day that someone comes into my journey that truly will get justice for us all. I love you my beautiful girls. 

  Natascha if you feel I have been abusive to you - please consider getting therapy. So you can determine and know in your heart where that came from. And seek an outside therapist that isn’t part of whom or where your at now. Seek a therapist that works with dysfunctional family systems. Please do this so that one day you can have a healthy relationship- not what you have been experiencing or observing. 

Love, hugs, sugars and more love,

your forever mommy ❤️💕

xoxo

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

  

  

 

  

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1320 days alienation since parent interstate kidnapping

 

PSALM 56: 8-11

"You have kept count of my tossing; put my tears in your bottle.

Are they not in your book?

This I know, that God is for me. In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord,

whose word I praise, in god I trust;

I shall not be afraid."

P

 

 

1,314 days May 21, 2017 - December 25, 2020 since Parent Abduction and Parent Interstate Kidnapping

 December 25, 2020 

    

2017 - this was taken a couple of weeks prior to

Abduction and Kidnapping by their dad. 

December 25, 2020 taken and sent from her dad today.  

    It's December 25th another day.   Another day of Trauma abuse for our girls and I.  

    I got a morning message from our oldest daughter for merry christmas - I had asked her several times for photos but she never sends them. In fact I have sent her at least one message and sometimes several messages per day since the day she and her sister were Parent abducted and kidnapped on May 21, 2017.  I have not received any messages back from her.  I received texts messages from her after they left - i thought her dad was angry and cooling off - but abruptly her messages stopped.  I now know why.   I asked her to please take a photo of herself with her Christmas gift that momma sent to her - I only got the message from her today.  Im curious most of the time even if it is from her.  I can tell by the spelling used in the message who the messages belongs to.  She has a different way of spelling - that is precious to her momma. 

    About 11 am I got three photos of our oldest daughter opening her gift from me.  Three photos of our beautiful girl that no longer look like our beautiful girl.  This is horrific for a parent to do this to a child.  

   To say Psychological trauma abuse it really a mild term.  I asked if she is not allowed to use her phone and then I was blocked from her phone to send her a thank you message for the gifts that she and her sister sent to me with a photo of them. 

    There were no more messages from her to me - and no messages or photos at all from our handicapped daughter.  None.  

    Today was my regular schedule day for my Thirty minute supervised phone call.  I called at my normal time to call her and at 32 minutes the phone was hung up.  I tried to engage in conversation with her but she says bye, poppy, or please the entire call.  Today she said please and was clearly distracted the entire phone call - as she is every time I call.  There is no engagement from her and I am reading her books and nursery rhymes that I used to teach her vocabulary, teaching her interactive and engaging activities and skills of word building and phonetic sounds.  She has not been encouraged or suggested to engage.  

    Most often I hear tones going off during our phone call or distractions of whatever she has or someone else has in the background. This has been disruptive and in addition to causing a disruption in our relationship.  She can no longer say mommy - nor is she encouraged to. Mommy was her base word- her first word and her attachment word.  

    This is caused irreparable harm and trauma to each of us.  Our oldest daughter is 22 and can't be allowed or send text messages or even emails to me.  This is abusive and coercive control.  And for those who emancipated of age decades ago can't be adult enough to encourage a child to have a relationship that they were part in severing is beyond horrible to me.  

    Follow the money trail ....... 

        Follow the money trail .........

with love and Merry holidays - 

    This is become the new "cash cow" .  Our daughters parent kidnapped - and coerced to live a life style they did not grow up with our oldest daughter for ( 17 years ) and our youngest daughter ( almost 14 years) . Financial abuse, Guardianship abuse, medical kidnapping, psychological trauma abuse.  Using children as a weapon to punish a mother.  

Severe Parental Alienation : A mental health emergency 

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/resolution-not-conflict/201910/severe-parental-alienation-mental-health-emergency

How Mother - child separation causes Neurobiological vulnerability into adulthood 

https://www.psychologicalscience.org/publications/observer/obsonline/how-mother-child-separation-causes-neurobiological-vulnerability-into-adulthood.html?fbclid=IwAR0aALiVpFOciPxubtDidk2lZxQWO5CM3pelsUShf2AtnV8vDBcaSXHq11g#.Xgo1Q7ET9Fq.facebook

    

    

    

1312 Days since Abduction and Interstate Kidnapping

December 22, 2020  

12/22/2020 Abigailes photo with mommy gift- a quilt with hugs to remember mommy 💕

             
Abigaile the week prior to May 21, 2017 abduction and kidnapping 💕

    I have so much more I want to write.  I have so much to say.  I will be doing an update when I can get some filings done and caught up.  

    There will be no christmas for me this week.  No family. No friends.  I have some new friends who are also alienated and there are Zoom sessions.  

    I was able to hear our daughter for almost an hour tonight on the phone- the transcript is beyond sad. Hearing bye please the entire call. Its very difficult to hear.  The runny icing off the cake was the photo.  I love my beautiful girls but our oldest daughter won't message or call. She is 22 - you would think she could have a choice to call.  

    The photo is disheartening.  There is no best interest when you have coercive control to force children to live polar opposite of how their upbringing has been.  I can't imagine what our children have experienced, I can not imagine what they have been forced to do.  Including to not be able to call me, their mom when they want. There is no voice mail set up- they can't communicate freely with me and all they have heard is how I have been abusive and neglectful to them? 

  No, this is actually Psychological trauma abuse.  They were not abused and they were not neglected.  

They were neglected when I was denied using our daughters van that was purchased by her medical trust. Refused and told that I needed to ask my husband permission to use the van that was to be for her use? 

    No, she was neglected when I begged to take her back to California to do her therapy- the therapy that had her independently walking, not prescribed drugs, and she was happy and healthy. 

    And to the "misled caregiver" who spoke fraud in the court hearing in November.  You have been misled and lied to and you have perjured your testimony.  I was the primary caregiver for our daughter since they were born.  I stayed at home with them both, homeschooled both of them. And taught them by far more than the deceptive institution brainwashing for federal funding they are getting now.  I was the health care manager and primary caregiver. Our Abigaile would be dead if it were not for me.  I had to do CPR on her a couple of times and my previous career was nursing.  I have worked in the hospital environment with 8.5 years experience in addition to 2 years in a specialist pod.  In addition it was my care plan that the government used for her care plan because it was working.  

    You see our daughters were abducted and kidnapped May 21, 2017 just as I said in court.  After a confrontation with Allen about a situation.  He left abruptly and then hid our daughters for a year and half after May 21,2017. I would learn January 2019 through a serving for a dissolution of marriage ( which was never told to me) that our children were abducted and taken to a family violence shelter with false accusations that were never substantiated and never investigated by the state of Texas where we were residents.  

    I had local, regional and state authorities ( documented ) even with case numbers documented - that I was searching for my children.  I was abandoned and deserted in addition to finances cut off and no transportation in an area that I had no resources and no contacts.  I couldn't use legal aide- because he did that and it was a conflict of interest.  I learned from divorce papers that I was served a year and half after he interstate kidnapped our daughters ( without my knowledge or without my consent ) on the divorce papers it states that he lived with our daughters with his mother in her elder gaited community.  So his mother aided in kidnapping and holding our daughters in her home this is on court document. I have no way Ms caregiver of when you came on the scene but you automatically testified that our daughter was emancipated ( no she isn't of age yet ) and then the opposing counsel ( who has also fraud the court with heresy ) that our daughter was emaciated.  

    So there is your answer. Our daughter was health and happy, no consecutive seizures or generalized seizures.  In addition no drugs were ordered by her Dr the same one that has since found it profitable for Munchausen ByProxy https://www.uofmhealth.org/health-library/hw180537 .  This is because of family history.  So our daughter was emaciated because of the lack of care, neglect and Psychological trauma abuse from being abducted and kidnapped and has been punished and ignored for saying mommy.  I shudder at the thoughts of the abuse this child has endured.  So you determine what day since May 21, 2017 and when you seemed to take charge and you can be assured it was not my abuse or neglect.  

    In addition to this I trained on all of my daughters therapies, her treatments, and I administered medical and health care for her. She was rehabilitated and doing well. I cant imagine why a parent would ever jeopardize their childs health and well being but I can assure you I didn't.  She was destroyed and her health abused and neglected as well as exploitation by every person on her team.  

    In addition to this I homeschool both of our daughters.  Our daughter had 20-25 words that were clear and spoken before she was taken.  She also spoke in two - three word sentences.  She had full cognitive understanding of those words and sentences.  She had cognitive understanding as well as receptive language.  In other words, I taught our daughter her words, her grammar and her language skills.  To say that she is saying bye ( stating that is her wanting to get off the phone with me and throwing stuff down) again, you have been misled or lied to.  What this is - is Abigaile requesting to go bye to see me ( her mom) she in fact is begging to see me.  I hear her hitting and throwing things. When a non verbal child does this it means they feel not heard and they are frustrated. It further causes the drop seizures in addition to a lack of trust with whomever this is taking place with.  

    Please be careful misleading my child.  I know my child better than you, better than her dad or her sister.  To mislead a child in this scenario is custody interference.  This also misled the court record.  I know my child.  

    What is being done and has been done is child psychological trauma abuse.  Instead of placing blame on  me and the continued abuse of our daughters it would be respectful to admit what has been done by those who planned this event since at least 2012.  

    I am not done with this.  I will update in a few days the court hearings and give my perceptions of what happened. This is about her dads wants - it has nothing to do with me abusing my children.  I have been abused because I have stayed at home with our daughters and that was our choice.  The family of origin for the dads family has always voice their disagreement with this. In addition to the medical trauma they have cause due to addictive behaviors.  

    I won't allow lies to be projected on to me any longer my children know the truth of what has happened and we all know who the perpetrators are.  What has been done since May 21,2017 is the mental and emotional, Psychological trauma abuse to our children.  

    I have done one interview and I have more planned.  Stop the abuse to my children.  I take responsibility for what I do - but to lie and kidnapp our children for a false narrative this is abuse.  

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha 

                                                                    

1273 days abducted and kidnapped , estranged

  My handicapped daughter is currently medically kidnapped. After being traumatized , abducted and kidnapped to another state. Thank you for bringing awareness and validating what is happening. When will people bring validation to the children and families this is happening to. My inalienable rights God given , have been taken from me to harm and traumatized my child in the name of profit. 

I will do interviews and continue my advocacy for our daughter. Please message me on the email provided on the blog to schedule interviews. 

Part 1 

https://youtu.be/CZID7AHdNrQ

Part 2 

https://youtu.be/ipkH2CWabRM

Please pray for our daughter. 

Please help me to set our daughter free from this. Please help me to Bring Abigaile home. 

With love 

Xoxo

1268 days ago the world ended to me

   I want to first and foremost say thank you to my family, my friend, my neighbors, and even complete strangers for helping me through what would seem like is eternal hell. I am thankful to each and everyone of you who has extended kindness, love, and generosity even when you didn’t have it to give yourself.

   This is what faith looks like in the flesh.   It has by no means been easy. I have cried countless nights, countless days. I have felt frustrated, helpless, beyond controlled and manipulated. At the end of each of these feelings God has always had someone there who has encouraged me  no matter how bad it looked and no matter how bad the news coming to me seemed impossible. 

   There really is no hell and I’ve experienced a lot of  hell in my life because of my own bad choices, and because of others bad choices that I’ve had in my life. But there is no hell like the hell of watching your children being put through hell when it has been completely unnecessary. To be forced and coerced out of my daughters lives has been the worst form of punishment I’ve ever experienced in my life. Sadly I can only speculate why, who, and for what horrible reason but it doesn’t get back the time that has been stolen from their childhood - it doesn’t gain them or me extra time stolen from me. My days will be shorter in number than theirs.

  I’m writing this because tomorrow Tuesday, November 10 is the trial that I have been waiting for for 3 1/2 years. I’m asking for your prayers and for the Lord’s prayer that His will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.   I can only pray for  spiritual justice from God. I pray for truth and only truth. 

  I’m beyond thankful for each and every person who has been praying for me and my family. It has been a long 3 1/2 years of trying to make sense of something that makes no sense. And it has been a long 3 1/2 years of being forced away from my  daughters. This is truly been the most horrific trauma I have ever experienced in my life. And I have experienced near death more than once. I’m grateful and thankful that I serve a God who believes in life who believes in truth and who believes in justice. 

  I pray for each and every person that is involved in the hearing tomorrow.  I pray that only truth will come out and only truth will be on record. I pray that all the darkness and I pray all the deceit will be illuminated by the light. 

  I pray that God bless each and everyone of us with truth and justice.

1261 days abandoned, estranged and stolen from our daughters childhood - childhood trauma abuse

   

  The childhood trauma and pain that our children have endured is beyond unbelievable to me.  

  I can see so many warnings signs from the family of origin of where this addictive and trauma abuse comes from.  All childhood and all trauma abuse.  

  Including the adults perpetrating this trauma onto our children and to me.  I saw warning signs early on but didn't know what it was called.  I started doing research and looking up the behaviors.  I sent case studies and articles to my husband and our daughter but it was sadly too late.  

   Once I noticed the warning signs and I noticed gas lighting and splitting, befriending, so many things I had no idea what to do.  When I sent these articles I thought my husband would talk or communicate with me.  I knew already by our conversations early on in our relationship and other conversations about addictive behaviors of family of origins.  

   I would also bring up when these behaviors were being done by family of origin to me and our daughters - I was told not to worry.  Things escalated to other addictive behaviors coming out.  This is when I saw oppositional and defiant behaviors.  

  This is when the abduction and interstate kidnapping happened.   Sadly, looking back I can clearly see it was all planned.  

  In addition to this I have over 70 local, state, and federal agencies in Texas and Florida who tried gas-lighting me and assisting the kidnapper in keeping our daughters from me.  They have held our daughters hostage in Florida with the cult club in addition to the court aiding in labeling our handicapped daughter  as a ward of the state. The opposing counsel, judge and even the pro bono attorney has aided in this form of trauma abuse and mental anguish.  # Alachua County Circuit Eighth District - Florida.  Has knowingly protected a parent kidnapper while my children have been traumatized in addition to our handicapped daughter who has been financially exploited and medically kidnapped.  

  I work with other parents who have also been targeted as alienated parents and children have been kept from them and children.  I so happened to come across video tonight - and I sent it to my daughter and former spouse.  I wanted to share this here. 

  Lets hope that those of you who don't understand and just tell those of us who have experienced this- " get over it and move on ".   And some of us still experiencing this - if you have children and someone kidnapped them and kidnapped their mind where they were no longer in your life and if you don't have a issue with that - then you never had a healthy attachment with your child.  

  This is grieving children and watching them tortured and traumatized because of generational dysfunctional family systems that never dealt with the junk in their attic of their mind - trauma. And the courts and attorneys, as well as local, state and federal agencies exploit it.  

  Please watch this video and have compassion on us and our children.  This is a horrific form of trauma abuse.  Horrific !! I would not wish this for anyone not even my worst enemies.  To watch my children Psychologically traumatized and to be kept from them and to have a system that perpetrates this, exploits it and even rewards this type of behavior is about as system reprobate minded as it gets.  

This is what a Targeted Parent of a Sociopath looks like :  

https://youtu.be/zVa7bmdRBkw

#Justice for Abigaile and Natascha 

1,255 days May 21, 2017 - October 27, 2020 Stolen from my children and me

 Kidnapping is a serious offense in Gods law. 

How many commandments do you break? I hold you in contempt of Gods law. In addition you teach my children to hate and that it’s okay to break Gods commandments. God will deal with those who kidnap. 

#Godly Justice for Abigaile and Natascha

1. . Exodus 21:16 “Kidnappers must be put to death, whether they are caught in possession of their victims or have already sold them as slaves.

2. Stealing an innocent and righteous children , being raised in purity , to be sold and defiled - 

Deuteronomy 24:7 If someone is caught kidnapping a fellow Israelite and treating or selling them as a slave, the kidnapper must die. You must purge the evil from among you.

3. Leviticus 19:11 “You shall not steal; you shall not deal falsely; you shall not lie to one another.

4.Deuteronomy 5:19 “‘And you shall not steal.

5. Romans 13:1-7 Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. Whosoever therefore resisteth the power, resisteth the ordinance of God: and they that resist shall receive to themselves damnation. For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to the evil. Wilt thou then not be afraid of the power? do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same: For he is the minister of God to thee for good. But if thou do that which is evil, be afraid; for he beareth not the sword in vain: for he is the minister of God, a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil. Wherefore ye must needs be subject, not only for wrath, but also for conscience sake. For for this cause pay ye tribute also: for they are God’s ministers, attending continually upon this very thing. Render therefore to all their dues: tribute to whom tribute is due; custom to whom custom; fear to whom fear; honour to whom honor.

6. You shall have no other gods beside Me. You shall not make for yourself any carved idol, or any likeness of any thing... you shall not bow down to them, nor serve them.

7. You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain. ( you do this when you defile the ways of God- not just cursing).

8. You provoke your children to sin against God- their Creator- when you project or teach them

to hate in their heart against their biological mother or father.

9.  You shall not murder. ( when you hate and project hate towards another you MURDER in your mind) teaching children also to murder in their mind.

10. You shall not steal. The most horrific form of terror. To remove a child from their known surroundings and take them from their safe place. To force or coerce another human being into

Captivity and slavery against their will is evil and terroristic. ** There ARE times that parents need to make choices for safety for them and their children but when you do this to control the child or another’s thinking this goes against God. God allows every human free choice. Making choices to control and manipulate are evil not God. 

11.  You shall not bear false witness against your fellow. This is lying and deceit - not of God. Teaching your children or projecting into your children. This is Psychological Trauma to children. And because you pay your handlers called attorneys and pay the court to keep lying - you will be found out . Your children aren’t foolish - they know and wait the opportunity to jump into

Bad relationships and bad parties just to leave the lies and deceit. A person who lies even lies to themselves covering deceit until they can’t rememberer their own lies.  Just because you have others in your cult that agree with your lies does not make it truth. It’s a lie. 

The commands of God are a Treaty of Covenant with God. 

Stop looking for a sign in the sky, a light projected city, people flying up to the heavens- this is religion. 

God judges daily by what you do- what you teach your children and how you treat others. 

People are teaching their children to hate and to have lives that are shortened because with living lies and deceit- there comes sickness and disease. Their lives cut short. Your life cut short. 

This is murder in the mind, affecting the emotions and causing physical death.