Saturday, September 18, 2021

1581 days ( ONE THOUSAND, FIVE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY ONE DAYS AGO) Childhood trauma abuse

 


May 21, 2017 the day my daughters, Abigaile and Natascha were family abducted.  

May 21, 2017 Family Abduction and Kidnapping. 

 
  This is Abigaile, to the left.  A child who was experienced a severe and traumatic vaccine injury ( that was not pre-genetically disposed, according to several medical records from Childrens Hospitals ).  Estranged from the continuity of care that protected her, helped to heal her from a Severe and traumatic adverse reaction to her Vaccines at 5 mos.  She was walking with walker, canes, and could count and had recognized and verbally expressed letters and numbers.  

  Now she is traumatized, terrorized, held captive for over four years and severely regressed at the hands of others who never care for her and was not active in her care.  


  Abigaile was Thirteen years and Eight months old.  She had spent Seven years in the club Med allopathic medicine , not progressing, getting sicker, and stagnant in any progress because she was doing Occupational injury therapy that was not allowing her progress. She did not have an Occupation Injury.  

  I am her mother. I was her primary attachment, her continuity of care and trained personally in every therapy modality, and treatment for Abigaile. Abigaile has suffered and now grossly regressed at the hands of people who are more concerned about their personal involvement and benefit of control, manipulation and funds from the entitlement that I solely won for her injuries because of my continuity of care for my daughter.  Now labeled a WARD of Florida - signed over Guardianship and now a " Power of Attorney".  The damage and theft continues.  This is criminal exploitation of a disabled daughter.  


  


This is Natascha - 5/2017 age 17. Just experiencing childhood trauma.


   This is Natascha.  The beautiful older sister.  Natascha was Seventeen when she was Family abducted and interstate kidnapped.  Natascha's innocence stolen.  I can not imagine all that Natascha has been subjected to and coerced and manipulated to do during this.    
  
  I can go back to Nataschas actions and behaviors that she would present after visiting the mother of her dad.  The same behaviors that her own dad spoke of himself doing while he was living in an abusive childhood trauma and terror.  Actions speak loudly when one is willing to listen. 

  Addictive Behaviors were coming out of the girls dad,  and I had requested him to please seek counseling and professional therapy - we agreed to this prior to marriage.  When he told me that he was seeking counsel to his mom and his sister ... https://youtu.be/BVg2bfqblGI

  I know that Natascha went along with the plan, what else could she do?  
She loves and cares for her sister, Abigaile.  She likely thought that nothing bad will ever happen to Abigaile - she could protect her.  Yet, what could she do when the time to abduct based on mom asking her dad to get Professional counseling and therapy - and instead he chooses to chat with the family where his childhood trauma and terror came from.  She likely found that buying emotions isn't comforting very long.  She likely experienced the terror and trauma of living Abigailes hell twice.  It was horrific the first time but to see ( family members because of their bullying , and narcissistic behaviors ) Natascha relived this again.  

  Natascha is now enmeshed with childhood trauma and behaviors, is it looking normal to her? 
 You can't go against the grain or the storyline, the narrative of the cult- if you do - you will be the Witch hunt.  This is how people who act and behave in this manner-  
  Natascha has not been allowed to freely communicate with me, her mom since her abduction and kidnapping.  She has not been allowed a relationship with me since this abduction and kidnapping. No phone calls, no voice mails, no text, no emails. 
 People should understand this is forming, programming and grooming a young woman in her relationships to believe this is normal behavior.  

PLEASE, I IMPLORE YOU - Look at the BEFORE and AFTER photos of both of our daughters on this blog.    She has no free will.  I have heard some pretty deplorable statements from people.  
This is emotional incest and causing severe Psychological trauma and damage for years.  In addition there have been and continue to be - so called professionals who reward it and go along with it.  Likely because they too experience it.  They just want to feel they are " getting back at someone".  
  I have never done anything to any of these people.  My children have never done anything to these people.  How can they be allowed to continue this mental, emotional, physical, financial Trauma abuse ? 
Because they want control, manipulation, and they profit-  not the best interest of a child.  

Dr. Childress explains the family dynamic of this emotional incest. 


  I had a difficult time after being married Twenty years and being together for Twenty two years with the love of my life trying to understand how he could do this to me or our daughters.  
  I have over Twenty years in Medical, health and the health sciences.  I decided to research this and came upon Dr. Childress who explains this Childhood trauma and attachment disorder.  I mean what kind of person, just does a 360 and starts a hate campaign against their spouse.  
  I watched my Seventeen year old daughter go from a loving and wanting to please and do what she was asked. Our daughters never hit, spanked or abused.  To go to a daughter who became oppositional, defiance and would not even speak to me when her dad came home.  She would not respond and went out of her way one day to say to me " mom , homeschool is not real school ".  I knew where this Hate campaign came from - it started the day of our wedding.  

Dr. Craig Childress- AB -PA blog  - https://drcraigchildressblog.com. Explains the dynamics of dysfunctional family behaviors, attachment disorders and alienation and estrangement.  



  My plea today on my gofundme-  I am not just asking but I am begging for others to get involved.  Our daughters are in eminent danger. Abigaile , has become more non verbal, has severely lost cognitive skills, she is medically kidnapped and being exploited.  

Today is 1581 days that my daughters Abigaile and Natascha have been coerced and forcefully removed from my life. No investigations and no Discovery. My daughters and I have been terrorized and traumatized not only by the person we trusted but in addition we have all been terrorized and traumatized by a system that claims to help victims. In my experience, I have seen experienced nothing but bullying and exploitation of victims. What family abduction looks like in my case : https://www.ojp.gov/pdffiles1/ojjdp/229933.pdf This past week of September 14th was Nataschas birthday - five birthdays and recklessness, callous , and malicious behavior done to a child who has done nothing but instead was a victim of abuse. This past week I filed another response to the Probate court to Judge Stacey M. Youmans , Citrus County , Florida. Once again I have filed in this document where I was never served by the attending attorney Pamela Martini in the previous hearing with Judge Peter M Brigham . The attorney Samantha Shealy Rauba served me notice and then was mysteriously DISMISSED by Peter M Brigham. I never received notice. In my filing my answer to the Judge Stacey M. Youmans I have shown a corrupt paper trail of the Alachua county court family court , and then the Citrus County guardianship / probate court to continue with a false narrative that never was investigated and no Discovery. In every single conference, hearing etc. I have informed the court and all the judges, and attorneys of the criminal theft of my daughters , interstate transporting them and holding them hostage against their will ( UCCJEA filing 01/2019 dissolution of marriage ). My daughters were coerced and forcibly taken from my daily care in addition to my continuity of care for my disabled daughter and have caused her gross regression and mental and emotional trauma and harm. https://drcachildress.org/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/The-Hostage-Metaphor-Childress-2014.pdf The reality is this has caused childhood trauma - has caused severe regression in our daughters health and her rehabilitation. Why would any parent want to cause this harm and trauma to their own disabled child? Why would a system want to cause irreparable harm and inflict this trauma on a disabled child? Why has their never been any investigation in my case ? In Texas where we resided as a family together ? Why has their never been any investigation in my case in Florida? The photo posted below shows our daughters in a photo, taken from their home and place of safety a day or two after they were abducted. The photo sent to me with no explanation , with no response to where they were, what was being done to them - or even why this was being done. { I have a exhaustive list of contacts to law enforcement , missing persons agencies and other government agencies in Texas and Florida with Case numbers.} What can you do ? If you can please donate - no amount is too small to bring my babies home. This is cruel and torturous abuse to them and to me. Please contact the Office of Inspector General Justice Department in Florida and the Washington DC and request that a formal , federal investigation be done in this case. Alachua County Florida case # 01-2018-DR-004259 Citrus County Florida - File no. 2021-GA-33 2021 GA 000033A File No. 35-2021-GA-000033 Please get involved my daughters life is dependent on numbers of people to Protect Abigaile. #FreeAbigaileG
 
  with Love, 
Paris ( Momma to Natascha and Mommy to Abigaile ) 
#Justice For Abigaile and Natascha 

Tuesday, September 14, 2021

Happy Birthday my beautiful girl momma loves you and I pray that your day is blessed !!!

September 14, 1998 my gorgeous girl I have always loved you even since the day I learned your where in my womb .... love always xoxo 


Happy blessed Birthday my beautiful girl, 



  Natascha, your  birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other  person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..." 


  This is the day when you were given the authority for your mission to help change the world. The day when God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spirituality and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. While accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body. The power of the Universe- all to you for your mission for God. 


My beautiful girl - you will help to change the Universe !!! with love, momma 
xoxo 




  Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of confidence and endurance. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. No matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you. No matter what others try to throw at you or place as obstacles in your way- God has given this mission to you to complete and God will see it through. He will remove people, places and things that try to block this mission. 


  Fulfilling the commandments of God is the vehicle through which we connect to God.  It is how we are made in His image. The Spirit of God, is the breath of God that lives inside us.  Every time that we breathe in or breathe out, every word that is spoken should edify God and elevate Him.  


  This means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is reason to be thankful for your birthday. To celebrate your mission to celebrate the worthiness that God created you. 


  When you were born on September 14, 1998 it was God that  invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities.  These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God given to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. These talents and qualities, characteristics are by far more important than anything of accolades, academia, or culture taught.  To be given Godly talents and gifts is a gift to receive that is priceless. 


  My beautiful Natascha, On this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.  I pray that this day you feel a special connection to God.  That you are reminded of how God created you for your mission . Be blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence.  Your momma loves you and misses you and I know that God is bigger than anyone, anything or any obstacle that has kept us apart. I pray. that this day is made special for just you and that you are made whole. 



  You have both been forced and coerced to experience things in your short lives, your innocence and childhood stolen.  Just know that God is going to use our pain and trauma for His purposes of changing the world.  
I believe. 
love momma, 
happy beautiful birthday 
xoxo 



Beautiful birthday blessings my beautiful girl, 

love, hugs, sugars, and more love, 

momma 

xoxo <3 




 

Saturday, September 11, 2021

Update on Abigailes Story - September 11, 2021 - FCACC project Pink slip and Fundraiser


September 11, 2021 A photo of Abigaile with the doll that I sent to her for her birthday. September 7, 2021.  September 7 was the day the OIG ( Office of Inspector General received the FCACC letter).  God is in this. 
Psalm 121:5-8 


The Lord is your protector; The Lord is your shade on your right hand. The sun will not beat down on you by day, Nor the moon by night. The Lord will protect you from all evil; He will keep your soul.

The Lord will guard your going out and your coming in - From this time and forever.  


   I wanted to thank everyone and especially so many who have helped to be part of this campaign to Free Abigaile.  I was sent information this morning that the FCACC has received a response from the OIG Office of Inspector General.

  I am so thankful for the private response and the OIG taking personal responsibility in this serious matter and am beyond thankful that they take this serious and they take their position in this seriously.  We should keep an open mind and remember that there are people in the positions that do consider what has happened and take it very serious. The OIG contact information is listed in the link below - 

** Please if you haven't sent your letter or email please do so and be sure to thank the OIG office for this!! 

The FCACC is demanding a Federal Investigation into this Guardianship Fraud case and believes an investigation will uncover a massive corruption, racketeering operation in Florida.

Please participate in our Mailing Campaign. The letters are written for you, you just need to sign them and pop them in the mail! Please click on the photo below for the link to the Google Drive for this campaign.









FCACC website links with prewritten letters and instructions :  

https://familycourtanticorruptioncoalition.com/protectabigaile

   Thank you for the response from the OIG and that you are taking jurisdiction and personal responsibility for this serious matter.  And thank you to FCACC for all your members are doing to stay updated in this. I am beyond appreciative. 

  We still need the prayers, pre-written letters sent, phone calls , emails sent to all those listed on the PDF document in the #FreeAbigaile section.  

  Please share on social media, twitter, facebook etc.  

Also I had a friend who has graciously donated time for graphics and setting up fundraiser and has truly been a God send to me as so many of you have for Abigaile. I can not thank you enough.  Please if you can donate to help #FreeAbigaileGolec I can assure you there is no donation that is too small.  This is an enormous project.  

Go fund me page for #FreeAbigaileAndNatascha 

https://gofund.me/b9e660a5


And please visit the # FreeAbigaileGolec fb page :

https://www.facebook.com/freeabigailegolec


Thank you I can not tell you how much this momma appreciates every single effort done for my daughter Abigaile.  We will pay it forward.  There are so many who need desperately attention and efforts.  This is a work for humanity to stop the terrorism that is and has been done on our families and children.  


with love

Paris 


Monday, September 6, 2021

Mommy wishes for you a Beautiful and blessed birthday

 Abigaile 18th birthday 9/7/2021 


   Happy Birthday my beautiful Abigaile- your mommy loves you and misses you beyond words.  If there were any gift that mommy could give your right now it would be that we spend it together.  I hope one day that you will be able to understand that things have been done that the choices were not given to you or I.  This is one of those choices. I would never be away from my children ever. I pray peoples conscience brings them to their knees and I pray deeply for anyone who has caused us both harm.



You are my Sunshine 



 





Happy blessed Birthday ! 


  Abigaile, your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, that you are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other  person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."


  This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spirituality - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.


  Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage it will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.


  You my beautiful girls are fulfilling the commandments of God is the vehicle through which we connect to God.  It is how we are made in His image. 


  This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is reason to be thankful for your birthday. 


  When you were born it was God that  invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities.  These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God given to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. 


  It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.  Mommy prays that this day you will feel a special connection to God.  Mommy prays that you are reminded of how God created you for your mission .  blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence.  


Mommy prays that my beautiful Abigaile receives beautiful birthday blessings on her special day- and mommy prays that God will see it possible that you and mommy will be together again soon.  



I love you my beautiful Abigaile - you have given me a gift of life for all that you have shared with your mommy.  For the faith alone that you have given mommy through the love, caring and trusting God to keep you protected and keep you alive when Doctors said you should not be alive. I will always put my trust and faith in God and trust Him and I will continue to trust that God will bring us both through this. 


Love, Hugs, sugars, and Birthday mission blessings 

Love always, 

Your forever mommy 

Xoxo 💜💜💜


Friday, September 3, 2021

EMERGENCY - URGENT !!!! Update - probate court in Citrus County Florida -


DEATH BY DECEPTION UNDER THE COLOR OF LAW... 

Is called Probate Fraud 





 What I have learned during all of this is that it is very difficult to Trust- anyone.  Even good people become swayed by marketing, self -gain and even money.  I really just don't need people like this in my situation to save my daughters life.  

  If you don't believe that they are intent to kill my daughter just follow some of the other probate cases in this link below.  

https://courtvictim.com


Thank you Robert for your dedication and your help - I am beyond appreciative. I have to make choices with people that truly want to save Abigaile.  I dont know what it all looks like yet- 

  I need an army - this isn't all about me - its about Abigaile its about others who have been wronged.  Medical kidnapping, probate theft and guardianship which is eminent domain over the entitlement of Injuries and the body of my child. 

What the hell kind of world do we live in that people can even do this kind of behavior ?  In addition what kind of people say they will help and make it in to a campaign or use the situation to stroke their egos or extort money?  

Im appreciative to everyone who helps and is helping to free Abigaile - My daughters life is in jeopardy. Please leave all egos and judgement at the door there is no need for it here. 


Please help save Abigaile 

Please send donations to this mercy campaign to save my daughters life to 

@Paris-Golec ( Venmo ) 



Wisdom

Day # 2515 TORTURE - ABDUCTION HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA

  The above video / photo taken by Abigailes sister Natascha was taken in Grapevine Texas.  This was taken a couple of weeks prior to their ...