So this is Ms. Abigaile and walking with Anya at Polfit doing physiotherapy. I have several videos of walking . Isn't this beautiful?
In my mind I find it terrible for people who haven't been in our lives - and were not in the lives of our daughters to be making covert decisions for our handicapped daughter. I made decisions for her from the time I became pregnant until she was abducted and has now been estranged from me for over three years. This is what Allen ( her dad ) and I ( her mom) agreed to. No third parties in marriage and no one to involve themselves by bullying behaviors or Psychological trauma. I didn't bully Allen and Allen didn't bully me - our child had a adverse reaction to a vaccine - no one else was there no one needed to be there- we took our child to hospitals and dr.s if you had been available and supportive to our family - you would know this. Parents of the child know what is best for the child. I had training and education that I knew what was best for my child. I can effectively communicate with medical personnel. I am familiar with medical terminology, anatomy, physiology and well beyond this. Having worked actively in a hospital environment, specialists pod and in addition to a BS in Nutrition and working on a Dr of Naturopathy. In addition to vaccine research and cellular biology of nutrition for integrative healing. I have a lot of certificates, work experience and I managed our daughters health and care well beyond what was expected. In addition to advocating for special needs and many other capacities. This is what I have done for my child. Give me some evidence where this is abusive or negligent in caring for my child. I want to see it because I have yet to see it.
Abigaile was making great progress and was thriving - and took a turn for the grave condition ( since May 21,2017) and sadly has regressed near the point of when she experienced her vaccine injury. See medical records and progress notes. I don't need to physically see my daughter to figure this out. I worked in a hospital, was trained in the medical field, was certified and had over ten years working experience in various capacities of the medical field. I also have others who have witnessed Abigaile walking and talking and have remarked and noted how I have been key in her health and healing such as Dr.s , nurses, therapists who have seen me hands on actively working with Abigaile.
Our child was ripped from my care, forced to leave me her primary attachment and primary caregiver. I don't feel the need to publicly humiliate anyone but I won't be accused of anything without my story being told and without whom ever accuses me - I hope you have plenty of evidence.
People and family who are not in our immediate family - Abigaile and Natascha are my children also. You weren't there for over Seventeen years ( yes 17 plus years) or in their lives. Like my previous blog stated - we had no support from anyone during these years of trauma on our family. None of you were there to support our family. You were never in Abigaile and Natashas lives or mine and Allens for that matter . You were not there for birthdays, for hospitals, when our child almost died on numerous occasions instead - a phone call prompted by Allen or myself to call and tell you the news and then we would call you back and have to CALL YOU to give you updates. Isn't it amazing how flying monkeys want to make themselves all bad and known when the person they are throwing under the bus isn't there? And my children had to be abducted and kidnapped to make me not there, hiding my children and holding them hostage for a year and a half before I was sent a divorce from a different state for notification of holding my children hostage from me. And psychologically causing them trauma and me.
What you have been part of and done is this. YOU have harmed our children's mental, emotional and physical health. Because of your attachment or lack of attachment you have destroyed our daughters well being. YOU are NOT a medical professional, her parent or any other discipline nor have you been trained in the medical or health profession or field. I have. In addition I have medical records and progress notes that verify and confirm what I am saying. To act like and accuse me of being negligent in my children's care or calling me abusive is slander in addition to the Psychological abuse you have caused our children.
I worked with our daughter and was her Primary contact and caregiver. I was her Primary attachment. I am her MOTHER - I was there when she almost died, gave her CPR where were any of you? NO WHERE near. You were off making excuses why your couldn't talk and too busy explaining about siblings jobs, employment and private schools and vacations. But yet you took time to mentally, emotionally torment me and our children for years. I have many, many words from our daughter on what was projected into her and what has been said to her to turn her against me. Now you have decided that you want to covert control so you control and manipulate through mental and emotional abuse.
This is causing mental and emotional abuse in addition to physical trauma called Psychological child abuse that you are doing to our children.
Abigaile was walking, talking and she was thriving - ( she was not drugged or on drugs because they weren't ordered and there were no symptoms to warrant drugging her). When you can take simple Anatomy and Physiology and understand how DRUGS work this might be clearer for you. Drugging Abigaile will not allow her to heal ever. Drugs do not heal. Drugs suppress neurotransmitters to stop signaling to the receptors where the problem is.
Dr.s don't heal people they DRUG people and children. The fact is when anyone has to do something such as what has been done to our child and our children that is deceitful, lying, and to cause mental , emotional and physical trauma with medical trauma you are causing Psychological abuse and trauma. Question yourself why you feel it is necessary to project your behaviors on to others especially a child or children who have done nothing to you. I will leave the toxic behaviors done toward me for years out of it.
Abigaile is being given drugs that are not life giving or life saving drugs - against my religious and philosophical beliefs and this is something that her dad and I agreed to never due because of the Addictive behaviors in family. I have sent numerous emails to her Dr. and to Allen , the trustee, her lawyers anyone who would listen to me that I am still Abigailes mother and we agreed no drugs that were drugs relating to any kind of cannabinoids. Abigaile has grossly regressed - she no longer is engaged and has no skills, no words, not walking but instead living drugged in addictive fantasy with class 1 addictive drugs. This is causing further harm and trauma to Abigaile and forcing Natascha to watch it. Why is this? Why would anyone do this to a mother or a child when the mother has been the continuity of care for the child Thirteen and half years and had the child in active rehabilitation phase? I can't comprehend a parent wanting to intentionally inflict harm or intentionally cause trauma to a child.
To have her Dr. to even back this mentality says that he is medically maltreating Abigaile. In looking through the medical records and progress notes I have since May 21,2017 the communication is poor and doesn't accurately describe what has happened to Abigaile. In addition for a Dr. that is sworn to the Hippocractic Oath and has caused harm to our daughter, in addition has given her drugs that have been documented in the past to cause adverse reactions and side effects and to remark that he is giving her a drug to treat side effect instead of discontinuing the drug.
For a Dr. to violate the Hippocratic oath and give a child non life saving drugs, against a parents wishes- when that parent and the Dr had a working relationship with that child and continuity of care for Thirteen and half years and to be be disregarded by the Dr. via phone visits and emails is a violation of my parental rights as my Childs birth mother. To deny me medical records and progress reports when I know that my child is suffering and to condone harming my child by allowing the Psychological abuse of my child through child and parent alienation and estrangement. I have sent numerous emails to her Dr. with medical citations and Psychology published materials. This implies this is a financial arrangement for profit and not for the Childs best interest.
Where exactly is Abigailes best interest in this? There isn't.
Yesterday 6/29/2020 there was a hearing with the Alachua county Florida court. This was a hearing that was scheduled by my lawyer Leslie Ferderigos in Windmere, FL. I contacted Leslie because of the child parent alienation and estrangement that has been done to our daughters. I have spent over three years watching my children from a distance while the system implies that unless you pay for custody. If you don't pay the bond money to buy time with your children - it is told to you that you don't care about your children. In my experience working as an advocate for children and with children and as a foster parent - I beg to differ. Children want love, security and to know they are loved. They want attention. They dont want to be bought. They get gifts but every child I have worked with - says they would rather have the attention than the gift. Children don't like to be bought. This is paying for emotional blackmail. https://exploringyourmind.com/emotional-blackmail-and-how-it-harms-our-kids/
https://exploringyourmind.com/the-neurobiology-of-trauma/
I want to thank everyone that showed up at the hearing yesterday. I want you to understand that it is important to me for our daughters best interest which includes mental, emotional and physical health has always been important to me and will always remain important to me.
This is why I have been the contact, primary caregiver and attachment for our daughter on every contact, medical record, and Dr.s office in addition to therapist, congressman, equipment providers, oxygen providers, and I have even testified our vaccine injury case twice before the state congress in Ca. and Arkansas. I haven't sit on the side line and been a side line - bon bon eating - sitting on the sofa or non active parent or mother. I put my children first. I don't send them to to the village for someone credentialed and take their word because they are a dr. or any other credentialed person. I have hands on , personal interest and always have had in getting my children well.
I can assure you I will keep going until my children come home to me - then I can assure you I have not nor will I ever lie or cover up what has happened. My children will know the truth. I believe in Trust and in order to have Trust you have to show communication, honesty, integrity and to tell the truth. I have yet to see any of these characteristics in anyone involved in this situation.
It is beyond sad to me that people will worship their pride instead of saving a child from psychological abuse and trauma.
I want to thank Judge Groeb yesterday for ruling in my favor for our daughter. That the judgement ruling that was given last October 2019 ( In deceit since 2017 - and actually a lot longer than this) but Judge Groeb ruled in my favor to set aside the decision from October 2017 and for that I am thankful.
We now have a hearing and thankful that I have been provided a Lawyer, who was also alienated as a mom so she is understanding and compassionate and caring. The hearing is August 31 with a pretrial hearing in July. Please pray that my story will be heard and that our family will see Godly Justice in this and our daughter will be saved from this trauma. She has gone through enough and it is beyond horrible to me that anyone could even do this to our family knowing what we have been through. I have no words for anyone who causes that type of Psychological trauma and harm to a child who has been traumatized by the system and now by people who have not been in her life for thirteen and half years.
This video was taken just a few months prior to Abigaile being abducted and kidnapped from my care with no reason and no evidence of doing any harm, no evidence of abuse, no evidence of negligence.
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