Showing posts with label Abigailes rehabilitation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Abigailes rehabilitation. Show all posts

Friday, June 26, 2020

June 19, 2020 - 1125 days alienation and estrangement

Abigaile call 6/19/2020 
I called at 4:30 there was no answer. I sent a text asking if Abigaile would be ready for her phone call I got a text back from Abigail’s number saying Abigaile had the phone and turn off the ringer.  

Words on todays call:  Hi, poppy, please

I start telling her I love her I miss her mommy loves you mommy misses you. Can Abigaile use your words and tell me what you did today? I keep telling her  mommy loves you mommy misses you - I blow her kisses - she doesn’t respond then says poppy , poppy over and over again. 
Abigaile was partially crying, saying hi a lot. Saying poppy over and over. Abigaile sounded nervous. She also had a nervous laugh she did this several times on the call then she would sound like she was beginning to cry. 

Storytime: 
A little sweet tea 
A little sweet tea- are you ready for mommy to read? Abigaile starts yelling poppy over and over and screaming then yelling something unintelligible. Then starts saying poppy over and over. 

Brown bear brown bear 
Abigaile sounds like she is going to cry on the phone and keeps saying poppy poppy over and over again. I ask her if she is ready for mommy to finish reading. She has no reply.

Old Macdonald had a farm 
I read the story and asked her to repeat certain sounds or words as we have in the past.  The phone goes completely silent. At times it is so silent it sounds mute.  Abigaile is not engaged and has no reply to anything requested that I ask her to repeat - these are all words and sounds that she made before with ease and was completely engaged in the rhyme.  This was education for her but fun.  

I also read to her 
Pat-a-cake,  Wheels on the bus ( was her favorite and she could do all the sounds and actions) , Five little ducks ( she would try to quack but not anymore) , Incy windy spider she loved and would laugh about him falling- but no response verbally or otherwise. And Twinkle, Twinkle little star.  No response. She doesn’t say mommy, I love you or bye.  Instead the phone hangs up. 

Abigaile has no engagement on our calls at all. She has not only no appropriate response but she has no response to anything that I read to her or talk to her and ask her to say. 
She keeps saying poppy over and over like she is requesting an answer from poppy but she doesn’t get one so she keeps requesting. I ask Abigaile a question most she doesn’t answer today the entire call is spent saying poppy.

I called her back after the call was disconnected on her end- and told her that mommy loves her and misses her and that I am praying for her.  

This goes beyond trauma - the actions that have been done. And to work so hard to get our daughter where she was at before she was forced to abduction, kidnapping and estrangement.  She has no life , no happiness , no joy in her voice. I hear trauma in her voice.  

June 9, 2020 - 1115 days alienation and estrangement

Abigaile call 6/9/2020 ( 32 min. 25 sec and the phone was hung up from their end)

Abigaile answers poppy please - I say my normal mommy loves you mommy misses you mommy loves you. No reply.  No acknowledgement and no engagement.  
Can Abigaile say my mommy loves me ( no response ). 
Is Abigaile ready for momma to read? No response, no engagement. 
I ask Abigaile mommy misses you can you hear mommy- Abigaile starts saying please like she is requesting something there.  
How about mommy reads A Little Sweet Tea ?  Abigaile?  No response .
Read A Little Sweet Tea - I ask are you there Abigaile - no response then I hear screeching from Abigaile.  But no engagement or words. 
How about mommy reads Brown Bear Brown bear?  Are you ready for Brown bear? No response - I say mommy loves you mommy misses you. I read Brown Bear - Brown Bear ? I asked several times if Abigaile liked the book- she did a grunt but no response. 
I asked Abigaile if she wanted to hear Fish is Fish or Madeline? And I told Abigaile to let me know if she wants me to read Madelines Rescue I believe that is what I said I would do the next time I read to her. 
Read Madelines Rescue.
Im reading and Abigaile starts saying please - and poppy over and over saying poppy.  I read some more Abigaile was silent - then she started repeating Poppy again over and over. I asked Abigaile if she was there I couldn’t hear her- she said bye then said bye really loud then said please. 
I then ask Abigaile if she is there and read her Old Macdonalds Farm -going through all the engagement reading that she once always responded to before. She has no engagement at all to anything and had no response to anything I read to her or asked her to repeat.  Before I even finished the story the phone became quiet and I heard nothing possibly the last 10 minutes or more of the call. I kept telling Abigaile that I love her and I miss her and ask her if she was there to respond to me. I asked if she fell asleep.  No response at all. The phone hung up at 32 minutes and 25 sec. I retrieved a text from Abigailes phone at 5:03 pm that says Is your mute on?  I replied No the mute is/was not on.  The phone on their end had been silent for some time.  But the mute on my end was not on. 

I pray for my sweet girls and I miss them very much.  There is no engagement - there is no interaction on our call.  

# Justice for Abigaile and Natascha 
# child - mother alienation and estrangement 
# childhood trauma 

Abigailes call 6/23/2020 

Abigailes words : Poppy , bye, poppy,  please ( at end of call) and gave sugars prior to this,

Abigaile use your words tell momma what you did today?  Mommy loves you mommy misses you.  I give Abigaile sugars.  Is Abigaile ready for momma to read?  No response to anything I have said.  No acknowledgment , no verbal response, no communication toward me , no appropriate response.  
Can Abigaile say my mommy loves me ? No response from Abigaile. Hear noise in background of call. No answer from Abigaile. 

Books read: 
A Little Sweet tea - did you like that book Abigaile? No response 
Brown bear brown bear - did Abigaile like brown bear brown bear ? No response. I say Abigaile did you hear mommy? No response . 
Old Macdonald had a farm- can A say mmmm mmm like moo? Mmmm mmm like momma or mommy? Bbbb bbbbb like baa ? Bbbb bbbbb like bye ? Can Abigaile say bye - ( phone goes silent) can Abigaile say dddd dddd  like duck? no response are you there Abigaile ? No response? Pppp ppppp like pig? Pppp ppp like please - Abigaile no response - phone is silent - I asked her if she hit mute and silent then laughed 
Pat - A- Cake - ppp ppp please - no response - 
The wheels on the bus - can Abigaile say Beep beep like a horn? Can Abigaile bbbb like bye or bbb like beep ?
Silent no response . Are you there Abigaile?
Wipers on bus say swish swish can Abigaile say swish swish swish?  People on bus bounce up and down? Can Abigaile bounce up and down? No response are you there Abigaile ? Hello no response. 
What do babies on the bus do Abigaile? Babies on bus say ma mam ma - Abigaile saying MMMMMM mmmm ( Abigail said mmmmm I clapped and good job Abigaile - can you clap?) Mommies on the bus give sugars ( smack smack smack ) can Abigail give sugars ? - no response - 
Five little ducks. - Can Abigaile quack like a duck?
Mommy loves you mommy misses you give you sugars 
Incy windy spider -
Twinkle twinkle little star - are you a twinkle twinkle little start Abigaile- mommy loves you mommy misses you - what can you tell mommy? Can Abigaile say my mommy loves me ? Mmmm mmmm what else can Abigaile say?
Whats that voice Abigaile ? You have a frog in your voice? Are you there Abigaile? Did Abigaile mute mommy ? Is Abigaile tired of mommy asking questions? No response from Abigaile.

Phone hung up at 5:17 or so I called back and got vm with no mailbox recording.  I sent Abigaile a text that said _ “ bye my sweet girl mommy loves you and misses you very much <3 .  I hope and pray to see you soon love your mommy xoxox 

I never got a call back to say bye to my sweet girl - 

# Justice for Abigaile and Natascha 
# child - parent alienation and estrangement 
# hate crime 




Sunday, June 21, 2020

1128 days alienation - estrangement - happy fathers day



Happy Fathers Day 
to Allen, our girls dad.  I pray that Allens day is made complete by being able to share this day with our daughters on this day that recognizes Allen as dad. 


All of our actions are all a reflection of the God or god that we serve.  
This was in 2011 or so - we would go download at the beach almost every day at dinner time.  Allen and I would have a glass of wine at the beach.  I would have dinner ready in a picnic and as soon as allen would come home we loaded the van and headed to the beach to eat dinner and watch the sunset at dinner time.  I thought this was the best time , the most relaxing time. This was our family time at the beach.  Allen with Abigaile. 
At the Grand Canyon on the way to California.  It was November when we left Arkansas to make the Journey to California to make our little girl well.  We weren't sure which treatments, therapies etc would work- which ones wouldn't. But we ( myself, allen, natascha and Abigaile ) were all committed to another to help our little injured soldier.   I don't have photos of the girls and I.  Its odd that I have a lot of photos of allen and the girls.  Ive asked for photos - Im not a selfie person but I would like photos of the girls and I.  I thought I would throw this one in - this is OUR FAMILY.  Sadly there are friends and family that actually PRIDE themselves in destroying our family.  Natascha, me, Abigaile and Allen. 
In  our first adventure on the way to California - to do recommended therapy and treatments suggested by Abigailes Dr. Kartzinel.  Who followed her since she was approx. 18 months old.  I believe this was a Cracker Barrel along the way. It was our favorite stop to get something to eat, use the restroom, walk around the store for a break and then keep traveling. What an awesome thing to do for children - more families do this than you know.  





In CA doing Rtms therapy - has a tight grip on that little girl.  We had some scary things happen early on during the trauma we all experienced because of Abigailes injury from her serious vaccine reaction.  But when we were together Abigaile was well because Abigailes family supported HER and we went through everything with her.  And well now during this time, is by far more traumatizing and worse that the initial trauma of the vaccine because even then we realized the damage the drugs did- sadly its ignored now.  Abigaile with Allen. 
This was in New Mexico at a hotel.  You can see we were dressed from the Grand Canyon.  It was still unseasonably warm in Arkansas when we left we actually had shorts, Tee shirts and flip flops on.  We got to the Grand Canyon and there was a massive cold front that came through.  We were all freezing, couldn't get to winter clothes ( yes it was that cold).  We had to find a WalMart so that we could all find jeans and long sleeves tee shirts to put on.
Natascha, Allen and Abigaile.
Amazing healing that God has done in the right circumstances- when in the will of God.  Not drugged, just doing the right care plan and the right implementation.  Abigaile at therapy.  Standing all alone with no help or assistance from anyone. I would time Abigaile doing this at home and she could easily stand for 20 or more minutes at a time.  Not drugged.   

Arkansas our last Christmas prior to leaving for CA. for therapy and treatment for our Abigaile.  Christmas 2010. Allen, Abigaile and Natascha.  
In Ca. in Rtms therapy with Abigaile.  Allen and Natascha - the crazy things that we do for our children that might not look right to others - but when they WORK - they WORK.


I couldn't get the photos to place in order as I wanted but I wanted to reflect the day that honors dads.  Children honoring their dad is more than buying a card, buying gift and spending time with them.  These days are however a human tradition and have nothing to do with being honored as a dad.  What a dad teaches his children is by far more important than any card or gift.  When a dad teaches their children to honor God first and the ways of God first that is the greatest honor to God.  

Respect and honor toward a mom and dad is a commandment of God.  This is so that the child, even as an adult child can still honor their mom or dad.  

Exodus 20:12 


happy fathers day 

Friday, January 24, 2020

Independent Steps - Grapevine, Texas - day 3 - Medications -

Independent Steps in rehabilitation another day of learning.  Activity of daily living.  

  What is it like to have a child who has experienced trauma from vaccine injury?   While living through the trauma it simply can't just be the child, it is the entire family that suffers from trauma of the vaccine injury.  

  Sadly friends, family, extended family tend to force their beliefs, their thoughts, their culture and ideaology into the family who is already suffering.  When the family or caregiver of the child has been the one who has provided continuity of care for that child.  I have been hands - on in every facet of our daughters life and health care since she was conceived. 

  In addition, most families want and seek consolation.  However when you have extended family who has not been in the childs life or daily care there can be unhealthy thoughts, a unhealthy belief system and can even harm and cause more trauma to the child or even more harm and trauma to the family of origin of the child.  

  Why do others feel compelled after not being in the childs' life for her entire life- to no fault but their own business, too busy with vacations, life, or whatever excuse to indulge in this type of behavior? 
   It's certainly their life but to use guilt and shame and to force your belief systems in a family where the child has been raised and has a belief system contrary to your thoughts and beliefs can cause trauma, harm and even physical danger to the child. 

  When people ask for family or others to be there - we aren't asking for you to parent us and tell us what to do.  I have been caring for our daughter for over Thirteen years and have managed to take her from death and dying to rehabilitation.  Since her abduction, I have watched her Health and progress deteriorate substantially on her medical records.  

   In addition for unknown reasons that child was removed forcibly from my care for no justifiable reason and thrown in a car and relocated to a different state to assume a new life.  The first time I heard her voice after her abduction was September 7,2017 which I called and was hung up numerous times.  The next time I was allowed to talk with her was September 7, 2019.  
  According to medical records she is now being drugged six times per day with marijuana oil to just make her forget this abduction or her mom? 
 Addictive behaviors and addictive tendencies don't make someone even a child forget.  This childhood trauma in addition to the medical trauma that was forced into her life for the early years of her life - there is no drugging or amount of drugging unless she would be overdosed and expired would make her forget these traumas.  She can't express that. She can't talk about that.  She can't verbalize that.  Instead this is compiling trauma upon trauma upon trauma in many different levels.  I can't comprehend why anyone would ever do this to a child who has done nothing to anyone. 

  I have seen and heard remarks from others that the reasoning of forcibly taking our daughter from my care after almost Fourteen years of trauma care and rehabilitation.  This reasoning I was told is that I wouldn't give her medication.   I want to clarify some things for those of you who were not in our lives and who wasn't in Abigailes life during the first Fourteen years of her life until she was abducted and kidnapped.   

  I was the ONLY primary caregiver and Health care manager that Abigaile had during those almost Fourteen years.   I can assure you she did not live those Thirteen - Fourteen years without medicine and there is a lot more to the story that is told or even on the medical records.  
  So before presuming and re-writing your false narrative - there is a truth and truth is coming out.  This statement is an outright lie - it is a false narrative- it is defamation and slander to me as her mom and her caregiver to imply that I have ever been neglectful or negligent in Abigailes care.  I have made appointments and taken her to Pediatricians, hospitals, childrens hospitals ( in a five state area), to therapists, to treatments in state as well as out of state.  In addition I have fought DHHS to even get recommended equipment when Insurance refused her a wheelchair. 
    I have given her medications , I have stopped medications when I have noted by diary, day planners, journals and according to packet inserts her symptoms coincided that she was having an adverse reaction or an adverse event to which I had notified the primary care Dr. or the Specialist each and every time.  I have worked with all of these individuals and professionals on a first name basis that I have been able to do private duty care for our daughter and had her at the level where she was making tremendous progress and in active rehabilitation. 
   If we want to visit a conversation about neglect and withholding equipment, denying care, treatments and therapies by not responding to my requests or my being able to follow through with appointments.  I will be glad to have that chat with my Lawyer present.  

  Below is a video of daily Independent steps where you can notice several things.  I want to be sure that you get the TRUTH of the video.  There are several items in the video.  


2016 Greapevine, Texas Abigaile taking her medicine.  Medicine is defined as pharmaceutical drugs and Supplements.  Abigaile could not verbally express the word medication or drugs.  She simply would call it " MedMed ".  


1. You will notice and hear my voice with beautiful Abigaile and her voice.  Also you can hear beautiful Natascha speaking in the video as well.  
2.  You will notice she has her apron on - this is used when she is feeding herself and eating so she doesn't have to change clothes so many times per day.  She was able to help assist in dressing but not always independently. These were skills on our daily learning activities. 
3.  You will notice a large sized - worn zip lock baggie.  It has brown bottles with white lids ( locking lids ) these are plastic pharmaceutical bottles- both ordered by Dr. Kartzinel.  They contained her medications a Thyroid armour ( which was discontinued based on labs after modifying her diet to correct her Thyroid profile.  The large ziplock baggie also contained a large white bottle with Kirkman labs Buffered Magnesium Bisglycinate also ordered by Dr. Kartzinel.  There was no marijuana homeopathic. 
4.  Next you will hear me request Abigaile to " put container in the bag".  Container is filled with these " medications" once per week after they are all taken.  This is a Seven day pill dispenser making it easier to keep up with daily medications or supplements per week.  So that one doesn't ( over dose - or forget to take a pill).  
5.  Abigaile takes " container " and " puts container in the bag.  The container was out of the bag so that Abigaile could take her medicine - and then I used this time so that Abigaile was able to recognize and use her occupational therapy skills as well as cognitive learning skills in use with activity of daily learning.  While taking her medicine.  
6.  The next thing you will notice is that when Abigaile gets the clear pill container to the bag - there are a few days still left in the clear container meaning that we still had the remainder of the week to go.  
7.  Next, Abigaile became distracted with Natascha likely cooking something and had become disengaged from closing the baggie.  I had taught her to use occupational therapy to use pincher and pinch the bag shut - but because she was disengaged by Natascha  distraction she didn't do it.  I was eager to move forward with the day and requested her to say Bye- Bye which was common to close the video out.  So she immediately responded Bye - Bye because she has mastered that word.  Then in addition by her recall and call back - she automatically waves " Bye " as well.  These prompting and actions took years to master.  Early on she was having so many seizures " on medications and drugs" that she could not retain anything - she could not master anything.  
8. Abigaile then proceeded to " blow sugars " or blow kisses as most people will call it.  This is her saying I love you- I'm done.

  In addition I want to say that Abigailes dad and I had agreed prior to having children and once we had our children that if we or our children needed drugs or medical care that we felt they should be able to get that.
  However it crossed the lines if and when class 1 drugs that are gateway drugs to other drugs.  Due to addictive tendencies and behaviors in extended family ( family other than our family of origin ) our family of origin - defined as myself, Abgailes dad, Natascha ( her sister ).
  Because of my continued education for Abigailes Health care and my work experience prior in the medical field her dad and I agreed to never give our daughter a highly addictive drugs or drugs that would not promote healing for the condition.
  I have spoken my disgust in the prescribing of CBD oil ( CBD is addicting and does nothing to promote healing).   This conversation was held with Dr. Kartzinel as well as Abigailes dad and I all present on several occasions).  Since the abduction and absconding,  the medical records state this DRUG is being given to our daughter against my will due to my Philosophical beliefs and Religious beliefs and it has no Health benefit or healing toward our daughters seizures.  It does nothing to promote life saving abilities.  Our daughter is being  " doped"  six times per day against my wishes and the wishes for our daughter to not be forced addictive tendencies or behaviors toward medications with known addictive tendencies and behaviors in family of origin members.  

  I hope this clears up the "medication - drug" mis-information and false narrative.  I have never - nor would I ever do anything to cause harm to my children - never.  To be coerced into a place where someone out right causes trauma to a parent or a child by spreading such deceit for whatever reason - it is clearly not in the best interest of Abigaile.  

with love, 
Paris ( Abigailes mom ) 
xoxo 

Thursday, January 23, 2020

Independent Steps - Texas Day 2 part 3

Abigaile at the Monterey Bay Aquarium 

Lessons of Activity of Daily Living : 

  Abigaile washing face- video gets cut off at the end and will resume in the second video. 

  Daily life skills are routine and made habit.  This was a daily routine for the girls and I.  These skills are necessary and a necessity for learning and living out daily.  These actions may seem redundant to some but with families who have special needs children these skills - even one of these skills can take enormous pressure off of a parent that the child can manage this skill on their own. 
  It is obvious the benefit for the child.  

 


  It is not only important for ones health to have good hygiene it is important to learn as a skill set.  I am amazed at how many people who are adults, much less children who have not been taught proper hygiene.  It is actually a very important concept in teaching one good health.  




2016 Grapevine, Texas Abigaile finally decides to wash her nose and face - little Sweat Pea <3

  
  I am not trying to bring down the writer in this post I believe over all the post is very spot on. However, coming from a stance of Natural health I disagree that one has to use deodorant.  And this thought comes with research of not wearing deodorant and why we shouldn't.  

  You can fact check this with some simple Biology and anatomy.  
  
  Your body sweats because your body is detoxing from things antagonistic to your body.  The endocrine system and sweat glands - sweat out what is toxic.   There are chemicals in food, water, drinks, even the environment that the body can absorb through the skin.  This is why when one eats raw or fresh garlic they tend to sweat out the garlic once it has assimilated into the blood.  

  This is why exercise is good for detox, to make one sweat- to sweat out the impurities.  
So when you layer that deodorant on ( in my opinion its unimportant if it is organic, natural or whatever -) the fact is you are covering up a very important health benefit of sweating out toxins.  
    The deodorant is sticky and creates a layer so the skin and pores can not sweat and can not breathe trapping toxins and trapping the deodorant back into your pores, trapping into the sweat glands and creating more toxins back in to the blood stream.  
  You will find with a pure diet and less toxins that you drink or eat, or put into your body - you won't sweat as profusely and it won't smell.  It is good to sweat out toxins.  This should make one aware of what they are eating or drinking - is not always good for your body. 

  This is a good list of basic care that should be taught to all children and is should especially be taught to children with special needs.  I am not going to label children with the diagnosed diseases or disorders but instead focus on the symptoms.  

8 Easy steps to teaching your special needs child Personal Hygiene :  

Applied Behavior Analysis : 


 While listening to the videos you may hear me repeat phrases over and over.  I realized while watching these that likely I was repeating to quickly for Abigaile to respond this was a several times per day request to do these behaviors.  

  This type of repetitive wording was taught while we were in California.  I had Abigaile in Applied Behavioral therapy.  I initially wanted to do this therapy because Abigaile loves books and instead of have a formal dining room I put wall to wall bookshelves and it became our library.  It was much more relaxed and served a purpose to us all.   However, Abigaile loves books and while I like to foster that in our girls- well Abigaile found books and this is how she learned to do the pulling to stand - she would start with the lowest shelf on the wall and pull all the books.  Then she would gradually keep going up the shelf until she could stand, while knocking rows of books off the shelves.
  While this was cute, and she did good she would get done with all the books and clap.  So we had to change this behavior.  Yes- we had tethers on the shelves.  I didn't want her doing this because it is not always guaranteed that all bookshelves where she is at would be tethered and not fall on her.

  Our children with special needs aren't hopeless it takes time and attention to their details - to meet their needs.  It isn't always simple to figure out but when you do and your child has that AhA moment then that will be the biggest blessing taken away from the adventure.  

  Once again I want to reiterate that this is Abigaile in 2016, who was not prescribed drugs or medications.   She did not have a seizure pattern or global seizures - she did not have clusters.  She was making substantial progress.  

  I had planned and scheduled on different occasions our trip back to Southern California for Polfit wellness therapy.  A great group of professionals who taught Abigaile that she could walk.  Sadly these plans were never acted upon due to lack of commitment.  

with love, 
Paris ( Abigailes mommy ) 
xoxo

Wisdom

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