Tuesday, March 21, 2017

I asked God to give me Strength and Wisdom

God gives power to the weak. And to those who have no might, He increases strength. Isaiah 40:29
I was at this place of being weak. 
I needed to know at what place I am - where am I suppose to go. 
I felt Abigaile was at a wall with her healing, her progress. Stagnant. Felling hopeless and helpless. 
This happens occasionally with families who have children with illness or special abilities. I know that there has to be better. 
God earlier in this battle impressed upon me that my child is healed. I know prayer works. I know that eating the diet God created works. When we get to a place of being stagnant it is time to move forward. 
What keeps us from doing this?
Fear thou not; for I am with thee; be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen Thee, yea, I will help thee, yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of My righteousness. Isaiah 41:10
To overcome this FEAR we must remain in the will of GOd and we must TRUST GOD in order to retain FAITH. 
So it is Hope and Faith that we must remain in. 
Continue reading about your diagnosis, pray daily and find your promises in the word of God and claim it. 
I called to establish a new Dr. here for Abigaile. We were able to get into this clinic in a week. WOW ! we went to the visit there was no one else in clinic. We went through the assessment and at the end of the assessment we were referred to another Dr. in a nearby town. 
The original Dr. we saw called personally to get us in to the other clinic. 
He wanted to only speak with the office MGR or a couple of ladies at the clinic. 
This new clinic did not have an opening we found out later until November or December of 2017. 
The office MRg says- we had a cancellation (today at last minute ) if they can be here by 3pm we can get them in. We were about 45 minutes from clinic. 
We ended the current assessment - I checked out while the dad loaded the kids and we went on our way. 
We went to other clinic filled out intake forms and Voila we were sitting in the office with the new Dr. AMAZING how GOD works. 
It was a very stimulating and encouraging visit. I felt empowered because I felt God working in this. 
Before I knew it I was invited to attend a confernece the following weekend. I went and it was fantastic. I met some wonderful Practitioners , Doctors and leaned of so many modalities. Guess what? This is where we were stagnant. God gave me Wisdom and with that came peace. 
God is amazing! I will be implementing many of these things ( in moderation of course into our care plan). 
God is good and I ask God to bless these amazing people. 
The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Psalms 27:1
I sought the Lord, and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. Psalms 34:4
Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day. Psalms 91:5
The Name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous runneth into it and it is safe. Proverbs 18:10
….lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Matthew 28:20
I leave with you thoughts and prayers and ask the God of creation to bless your day...
 Also a huge thank you to those who blessed me this past week. There were several people in my life who knew me and didnt know me that allowed me to go to this conference and for this I am blessed.

The most important people who made this happen was my family. It was a huge sacrifice for them to let me know for that I am thankful.
My husband Allen is a rock and has supported me in so many things. I know many times even before himself. Im really blessed that God has given me such a man of God with such favor. He supported me in this and also was by handsome driver to and from every single day. He worked on driving, food and helping to keep things in order at home. He also packed our coach down and moved it with some friends. He planned this and pulled it off a lot better than I ever could have.
Our daughters especially Natascha I know she helped care for her sister and did things I normally would do helped with meals and making sure things were done at home. She is super awesome Im so thankful that she helped in this.
The thing that makes me happy is to see my family working together for something that is for our family.  Im very thankful that God has given me such a beautiful family.
I say this sometimes but I forget to let them know maybe each individual thing. No we don't always have to say thank you but we do need to let them know we appreciate what they are doing.
I thank God for my family- each of them.
There is nothing good about trauma but what it does it that it shows that each person is given a gift from God and that gift is their unique gift. Just because we don't see it as a gift doesn't mean it isn't important or it doesn't exist.
So thank you God first and foremost, Thank you my awesome family I love you - you truly are the best family ever that a momma could ever ask for. I really need to let you help me more often. I feel so much more fulfilled :)


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