May 21,2017 Abduction day has been Three (3) years and Nine (9) days

21 May 2017 was a Sunday and was in week 20 of 2017.

This was in early April 2017 prior to the girls abduction 

Scottdale Arizona 2014.  We lived in Gilbert, AZ. and Ronnie and Cathy ( my friend ) came to visit 

    So today I decided to write here more like a diary.  I have kept a log of time that my girls have been kept, withheld and literally estranged from me, their natural birth mom. 

    What has been done to our family - is horrific.  To literally have your children abducted and kidnapped from one state - while estranged and interstate kidnapped to another state.  While all the Texas local, state and federal agencies in addition to NCMEC - claiming to be child advocates and the best interest of the children in my family has exploited and continues to exploit and cause irreparable harm and childhood trauma.  

    Since May 21, 2017 I have learned that Texas has aided in that abduction and Interstate kidnapping.  I have over 60 plus lawyers, attorneys, local, state and federal agencies that were part of this plan, and chose to do nothing when I contacted them.  What a horrific state of events for such selfish, callous and cowardly reasons.  Not to mention the profit that the local, state and federal stand to receive from this all at the expense of our daughters childhood.   

   This has destroyed a Twenty year marriage, destroyed two little girls childhood and their lives and who they trust, who never asked for any of this but instead have been coerced, forced and made to accept that this is the way it is.  Their lives have been taken and forced to live someone else lives.  This was not the lives they were living - nor was it in the plans for them to live this way - their lives were more sacred, more protected and they had more peace.  Their lives now is the filthy cultural smut that culture wants people to believe is normal.  

   To force a child, much less an adult to live in control and manipulate others and to cut off any protective means of preventing that says a lot psychologically.  I can't imagine any parent who has brought up their children living in a God centered home ever doing what has been done to our children. 

  To destroy two little girls because of childhood attachment traumas and addictive behaviors being more important and throwing them to the village - isn't about the children it is about " self".  The system, has no moral beliefs or conscious - no moral values.  The system profits.  Welcome to the life of the ' Beast". The Beast controls and manipulates and takes children, coerces them so they grow up to do the same as adults. It is all for profit. 

  My phone call today with Abigaile is the same as the past.  I'm posting my notes here because I want others to see what it looks like when this happens to a family.  We had a 20 year marriage,  Two beautiful girls that so many people complimented on their behaviors of how sweet and good they were. I stayed at home and cared for our daughters , they were first in my life and their needs ALWAYS came before mine.  ALWAYS.  

  Our daughters were never hit, never abused, never neglected, never molested, never sexually assaulted- prior to May 21, 2017.  Beyond that morning of May 21, 2017 I can't comment what has been done to either of them.  All of their lives has been erased from me, they have been kidnapped, hidden, my phone calls, text messages, and emails have not been returned.  Their lives stolen from me and my life stolen from them.  Their lives FORCED into a system of maltreatment and trauma instantly while being medically, legally exploited and traumatized.  Forced to live a life completely polar opposite to how they were being raised prior to their abduction and interstate kidnapping.   To forcefully remove a child from a loving mom who has cared for her children is beyond mental cruelty.   I have stayed home and placed our girls first, I have home educated them, I have gone above and beyond to care for and to get our child who was almost killed by vaccines medical and health care.  Since May 21, 2017 our daughter now has the medical mafia, her long time Dr. exploiting her, and every person that was there to be a support to me and to her dad as Permanent Guardians - have exploited her.  To have possession by deceit doesn't equal custody from May 21, 2017- December 2018 or October 7, 2019.

  I committed to my spouse and to my children to stay at home with them and to place them first in my life.  I have never broken that commitment.  Their have been memories, milestones, birthdays, holidays that have been stolen from me and have been stolen from our girls.  Those were our memories, moments, birthdays and holidays to share with my children that were stolen from me and from our girls.  Those memories, milestones, birthdays and holidays can never be given back.  Every day that goes by is another day, another hour, another week, month stolen from me and our girls.  

  My phone call today with Abigaile : 

5/29/2020 - words she said:  poppie- bye- please -hi- ( nervous laugh) at about 20:00 mark  - Abigaile making grunts of sounds - trying to get attention saying please - no engagement in conversation with meat all.   No response or engagement with any of the stories or nursery rhymes.  These are nursery rhymes that Abigaile has learned words and has been engaged and intersactive in the past with me.  There is no acknowledgement from Abigaile at all toward me. I can hear Abigaile making noise in background, it sounds like she is playing and distracted. " a male is heard saying " blow sugars go bye bye " : blow sugars go bye " Abigaile says please- please and the phone hangs up - I'm curious where Abigaile thinks she is going bye bye - this was my Thirty minute supervised phone visit today. 

# Justice for Abigaile and Natascha 

# child- mother alienation 

# child - mother estrangement 

# child - mother separation 

# Hate Crime 

# Facebook @JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha 

# Facebook @ Whole Body Restoration Ministry - Letters written to our girls while they have been held hostage and interstate kidnapped 

-->> Me or our children were never told of a separation or a divorce - SURPRISE on May 21, 2017 after a request for counseling to their dad :  They would be estranged for almost two years of forced NO CONTACT from me. It has been three years of estrangement for our oldest daughter who is now a legal adult.  Odd that a legal adult child can not speak to a mother whom never abused or neglected her. I would like to further explore why.  It has been over Three years now since our girls have been forcefully estranged from me and were relocated to another state without my permission, without my knowledge or without any communication of such endeavor during any of this over three years. 

Mothers Being Erased after Divorce https://jengrice.com/child-estrangement-after-divorce-mothers-being-erased/?fbclid=IwAR0laCSAEYjsPbfZR7pCeKr47n6aNfYJPfBsLaPBku7OORNVNt8ycPTrMJU

--->>> A child that I was the primary attachment, primary caregiver, and the primary health care manager for until she was abducted.  She experienced a traumatic chemically induced brain injury from a serious, life threatening vaccine reaction when she was Five months old.  I had spent her entire life until she was abducted getting her to a rehabilitation state. By 2012 Abigaile was walking with a walker, quad canes, and single cane walker.  I had trained on ALL of her therapies ( so that I was doing her therapies at home with her- she was getting double the therapy) I was able to give her 1:1 nursing care, I was her continuity of care.  I communicated as well as managed her primary care and health care her entire life - until she was abducted.  After her abduction all of that work - went to hell !  

  Her progress, she has declined, she has regressed.  Don't believe me - look at her medical records, unless they have become " fixed".  I sill have progress notes.  I was told after they were abducted ( the same week by their dad in person ) that if she had an emergency I would be notified that hasn't happened and I get trauma triggers reading the unnecessary trauma my child experienced- unnecessarily and I was never contacted knowing that I was her primary caregiver, health care manager and primary contact for her health care.   I can hear what has happened to Abigaile on the phone calls, the regression in her speech, the regression and slur and sluggishness , lack of words, and her cognitive understanding - all gone.  She has regressed at the hands of those who were on her team- who have made themselves surrogate parents - while violating my parental rights and causing harm and unnecessary trauma to our daughter.  

How Mother-Child Separation Causes Neurobiological Vulnerability Into Adulthood- https://www.psychologicalscience.org/publications/observer/obsonline/how-mother-child-separation-causes-neurobiological-vulnerability-into-adulthood.html#

  It is disgusting and deplorable what people have done to these children, what they have done to Abigaile. How can anyone with moral values or conscious even do this to a child?  I have fought for this little girl and for both of our girls in ways that no one even knows.  But to cause the mental, emotional and physical trauma intentionally?  The system has profited from this and continues to do so.  

  What do you tell my children after caring for them for their entire lives, changing their lives to polar opposite of what they were living ( and happy and content doing so).  How do you explain and quantify an abusive monster that there was no evidence or proof ?  Staying at home caring for my children , putting their needs first, home educating them - that isn't a monster, or abuse and it is not neglect - it is being a mother.  It was also agreed to by me and their dad how we would raise our children.  Not revert to childhood traumas and addictive behaviors, when they became teenagers.  

  Domestic shelters profit from families - then ex parte' and pay moving expenses for when they have no evidence of abuse or neglect.  A thirty day residential hold while receiving Federal and state funds and paying for moving expenses?  Abducting and Interstate kidnapping my children for profit then moving them to a different state ( PKPA and UCCJEA) clear as mud.

  No due process to a mother who has done anything wrong - can not get due process because of a " conflict of interest because of  " lying in the system?"  

It is destroying children.  Profit in the system.  Terrorizing our children with lies and holding them like they are terrorists from lies.  Turning children against their parents.  Teaching children that their parent is an abuser and telling them to text they are going to a " safe place"- to family members???? No, they went straight into the Abyss and were given ice cream, cookies and candy just like any " devil" would do.  To train my children to call me " her".  I know where that came from- I have heard it spoken myself - in front of my children with me present.  

  My children will know how I have fought for them - I will expose every player and actor in this - false narrative of events.  My children were raised with ' common sense, not lies, not being used, and they were not abused or neglected ever until May 21, 2017 when they were misled, lied to, and used.  Their lives were changed on May 21, 2017.

#beloud
# Justice for Abigaile and Natascha
# child- mother alienation
# child- mother estrangement
# Hate Crime
# Texas aided child Interstate Kidnapping

  

   

  

Independent Steps - Grapevine, Texas - day 3 - Medications -

Independent Steps in rehabilitation another day of learning.  Activity of daily living.  

  What is it like to have a child who has experienced trauma from vaccine injury?   While living through the trauma it simply can't just be the child, it is the entire family that suffers from trauma of the vaccine injury.  

  Sadly friends, family, extended family tend to force their beliefs, their thoughts, their culture and ideaology into the family who is already suffering.  When the family or caregiver of the child has been the one who has provided continuity of care for that child.  I have been hands - on in every facet of our daughters life and health care since she was conceived. 

  In addition, most families want and seek consolation.  However when you have extended family who has not been in the childs life or daily care there can be unhealthy thoughts, a unhealthy belief system and can even harm and cause more trauma to the child or even more harm and trauma to the family of origin of the child.  

  Why do others feel compelled after not being in the childs' life for her entire life- to no fault but their own business, too busy with vacations, life, or whatever excuse to indulge in this type of behavior? 

   It's certainly their life but to use guilt and shame and to force your belief systems in a family where the child has been raised and has a belief system contrary to your thoughts and beliefs can cause trauma, harm and even physical danger to the child. 

  When people ask for family or others to be there - we aren't asking for you to parent us and tell us what to do.  I have been caring for our daughter for over Thirteen years and have managed to take her from death and dying to rehabilitation.  Since her abduction, I have watched her Health and progress deteriorate substantially on her medical records.  

   In addition for unknown reasons that child was removed forcibly from my care for no justifiable reason and thrown in a car and relocated to a different state to assume a new life.  The first time I heard her voice after her abduction was September 7,2017 which I called and was hung up numerous times.  The next time I was allowed to talk with her was September 7, 2019.  

  According to medical records she is now being drugged six times per day with marijuana oil to just make her forget this abduction or her mom? 

 Addictive behaviors and addictive tendencies don't make someone even a child forget.  This childhood trauma in addition to the medical trauma that was forced into her life for the early years of her life - there is no drugging or amount of drugging unless she would be overdosed and expired would make her forget these traumas.  She can't express that. She can't talk about that.  She can't verbalize that.  Instead this is compiling trauma upon trauma upon trauma in many different levels.  I can't comprehend why anyone would ever do this to a child who has done nothing to anyone. 

  I have seen and heard remarks from others that the reasoning of forcibly taking our daughter from my care after almost Fourteen years of trauma care and rehabilitation.  This reasoning I was told is that I wouldn't give her medication.   I want to clarify some things for those of you who were not in our lives and who wasn't in Abigailes life during the first Fourteen years of her life until she was abducted and kidnapped.   

  I was the ONLY primary caregiver and Health care manager that Abigaile had during those almost Fourteen years.   I can assure you she did not live those Thirteen - Fourteen years without medicine and there is a lot more to the story that is told or even on the medical records.  

  So before presuming and re-writing your false narrative - there is a truth and truth is coming out.  This statement is an outright lie - it is a false narrative- it is defamation and slander to me as her mom and her caregiver to imply that I have ever been neglectful or negligent in Abigailes care.  I have made appointments and taken her to Pediatricians, hospitals, childrens hospitals ( in a five state area), to therapists, to treatments in state as well as out of state.  In addition I have fought DHHS to even get recommended equipment when Insurance refused her a wheelchair. 

    I have given her medications , I have stopped medications when I have noted by diary, day planners, journals and according to packet inserts her symptoms coincided that she was having an adverse reaction or an adverse event to which I had notified the primary care Dr. or the Specialist each and every time.  I have worked with all of these individuals and professionals on a first name basis that I have been able to do private duty care for our daughter and had her at the level where she was making tremendous progress and in active rehabilitation. 

   If we want to visit a conversation about neglect and withholding equipment, denying care, treatments and therapies by not responding to my requests or my being able to follow through with appointments.  I will be glad to have that chat with my Lawyer present.  

  Below is a video of daily Independent steps where you can notice several things.  I want to be sure that you get the TRUTH of the video.  There are several items in the video.  

2016 Greapevine, Texas Abigaile taking her medicine.  Medicine is defined as pharmaceutical drugs and Supplements.  Abigaile could not verbally express the word medication or drugs.  She simply would call it " MedMed ".  

1. You will notice and hear my voice with beautiful Abigaile and her voice.  Also you can hear beautiful Natascha speaking in the video as well.  

2.  You will notice she has her apron on - this is used when she is feeding herself and eating so she doesn't have to change clothes so many times per day.  She was able to help assist in dressing but not always independently. These were skills on our daily learning activities. 

3.  You will notice a large sized - worn zip lock baggie.  It has brown bottles with white lids ( locking lids ) these are plastic pharmaceutical bottles- both ordered by Dr. Kartzinel.  They contained her medications a Thyroid armour ( which was discontinued based on labs after modifying her diet to correct her Thyroid profile.  The large ziplock baggie also contained a large white bottle with Kirkman labs Buffered Magnesium Bisglycinate also ordered by Dr. Kartzinel.  There was no marijuana homeopathic. 

4.  Next you will hear me request Abigaile to " put container in the bag".  Container is filled with these " medications" once per week after they are all taken.  This is a Seven day pill dispenser making it easier to keep up with daily medications or supplements per week.  So that one doesn't ( over dose - or forget to take a pill).  

5.  Abigaile takes " container " and " puts container in the bag.  The container was out of the bag so that Abigaile could take her medicine - and then I used this time so that Abigaile was able to recognize and use her occupational therapy skills as well as cognitive learning skills in use with activity of daily learning.  While taking her medicine.  

6.  The next thing you will notice is that when Abigaile gets the clear pill container to the bag - there are a few days still left in the clear container meaning that we still had the remainder of the week to go.  

7.  Next, Abigaile became distracted with Natascha likely cooking something and had become disengaged from closing the baggie.  I had taught her to use occupational therapy to use pincher and pinch the bag shut - but because she was disengaged by Natascha  distraction she didn't do it.  I was eager to move forward with the day and requested her to say Bye- Bye which was common to close the video out.  So she immediately responded Bye - Bye because she has mastered that word.  Then in addition by her recall and call back - she automatically waves " Bye " as well.  These prompting and actions took years to master.  Early on she was having so many seizures " on medications and drugs" that she could not retain anything - she could not master anything.  

8. Abigaile then proceeded to " blow sugars " or blow kisses as most people will call it.  This is her saying I love you- I'm done.

  In addition I want to say that Abigailes dad and I had agreed prior to having children and once we had our children that if we or our children needed drugs or medical care that we felt they should be able to get that.
  However it crossed the lines if and when class 1 drugs that are gateway drugs to other drugs.  Due to addictive tendencies and behaviors in extended family ( family other than our family of origin ) our family of origin - defined as myself, Abgailes dad, Natascha ( her sister ).
  Because of my continued education for Abigailes Health care and my work experience prior in the medical field her dad and I agreed to never give our daughter a highly addictive drugs or drugs that would not promote healing for the condition.
  I have spoken my disgust in the prescribing of CBD oil ( CBD is addicting and does nothing to promote healing).   This conversation was held with Dr. Kartzinel as well as Abigailes dad and I all present on several occasions).  Since the abduction and absconding,  the medical records state this DRUG is being given to our daughter against my will due to my Philosophical beliefs and Religious beliefs and it has no Health benefit or healing toward our daughters seizures.  It does nothing to promote life saving abilities.  Our daughter is being  " doped"  six times per day against my wishes and the wishes for our daughter to not be forced addictive tendencies or behaviors toward medications with known addictive tendencies and behaviors in family of origin members.  

  I hope this clears up the "medication - drug" mis-information and false narrative.  I have never - nor would I ever do anything to cause harm to my children - never.  To be coerced into a place where someone out right causes trauma to a parent or a child by spreading such deceit for whatever reason - it is clearly not in the best interest of Abigaile.  

with love, 

Paris ( Abigailes mom ) 

xoxo 

Independent Steps - Texas Day 2 part 3

Abigaile at the Monterey Bay Aquarium 

Lessons of Activity of Daily Living : 

  Abigaile washing face- video gets cut off at the end and will resume in the second video. 

  Daily life skills are routine and made habit.  This was a daily routine for the girls and I.  These skills are necessary and a necessity for learning and living out daily.  These actions may seem redundant to some but with families who have special needs children these skills - even one of these skills can take enormous pressure off of a parent that the child can manage this skill on their own. 

  It is obvious the benefit for the child.  

 

  It is not only important for ones health to have good hygiene it is important to learn as a skill set.  I am amazed at how many people who are adults, much less children who have not been taught proper hygiene.  It is actually a very important concept in teaching one good health.  

2016 Grapevine, Texas Abigaile finally decides to wash her nose and face - little Sweat Pea <3

  

  I am not trying to bring down the writer in this post I believe over all the post is very spot on. However, coming from a stance of Natural health I disagree that one has to use deodorant.  And this thought comes with research of not wearing deodorant and why we shouldn't.  

  You can fact check this with some simple Biology and anatomy.  

  

  Your body sweats because your body is detoxing from things antagonistic to your body.  The endocrine system and sweat glands - sweat out what is toxic.   There are chemicals in food, water, drinks, even the environment that the body can absorb through the skin.  This is why when one eats raw or fresh garlic they tend to sweat out the garlic once it has assimilated into the blood.  

  This is why exercise is good for detox, to make one sweat- to sweat out the impurities.  

So when you layer that deodorant on ( in my opinion its unimportant if it is organic, natural or whatever -) the fact is you are covering up a very important health benefit of sweating out toxins.  

    The deodorant is sticky and creates a layer so the skin and pores can not sweat and can not breathe trapping toxins and trapping the deodorant back into your pores, trapping into the sweat glands and creating more toxins back in to the blood stream.  

  You will find with a pure diet and less toxins that you drink or eat, or put into your body - you won't sweat as profusely and it won't smell.  It is good to sweat out toxins.  This should make one aware of what they are eating or drinking - is not always good for your body. 

  This is a good list of basic care that should be taught to all children and is should especially be taught to children with special needs.  I am not going to label children with the diagnosed diseases or disorders but instead focus on the symptoms.  

8 Easy steps to teaching your special needs child Personal Hygiene :  

https://suchatimeasthis.com/2017/10/14/teach-your-child-proper-hygiene-special-needs-lifeskills/

Applied Behavior Analysis : 

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapy-types/applied-behavior-analysis

 While listening to the videos you may hear me repeat phrases over and over.  I realized while watching these that likely I was repeating to quickly for Abigaile to respond this was a several times per day request to do these behaviors.  

  This type of repetitive wording was taught while we were in California.  I had Abigaile in Applied Behavioral therapy.  I initially wanted to do this therapy because Abigaile loves books and instead of have a formal dining room I put wall to wall bookshelves and it became our library.  It was much more relaxed and served a purpose to us all.   However, Abigaile loves books and while I like to foster that in our girls- well Abigaile found books and this is how she learned to do the pulling to stand - she would start with the lowest shelf on the wall and pull all the books.  Then she would gradually keep going up the shelf until she could stand, while knocking rows of books off the shelves.

  While this was cute, and she did good she would get done with all the books and clap.  So we had to change this behavior.  Yes- we had tethers on the shelves.  I didn't want her doing this because it is not always guaranteed that all bookshelves where she is at would be tethered and not fall on her.

  Our children with special needs aren't hopeless it takes time and attention to their details - to meet their needs.  It isn't always simple to figure out but when you do and your child has that AhA moment then that will be the biggest blessing taken away from the adventure.  

  Once again I want to reiterate that this is Abigaile in 2016, who was not prescribed drugs or medications.   She did not have a seizure pattern or global seizures - she did not have clusters.  She was making substantial progress.  

  I had planned and scheduled on different occasions our trip back to Southern California for Polfit wellness therapy.  A great group of professionals who taught Abigaile that she could walk.  Sadly these plans were never acted upon due to lack of commitment.  

with love, 

Paris ( Abigailes mommy ) 

xoxo

Independent Steps day 2 Grapevine, Texas 2016

2016 Grapevine, Texas at Independent steps Abigaile drinking water from a straw.  

Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet’s reward, and whoever receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man will receive a righteous man’s reward. When anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones because he is My disciple,truly I tell you, he will never lose his reward.” Matthew 10:41-42

  We started every day with prayer, some praise and worship music and often a study somewhere in the word of God.  Often the girls and I did this to start our day of learning and before school.  There were days it wasn't possible but this was the normal routine for the girls and I.  

  While I am aware that water here in the scripture is meant for the Spiritual concept- in reality water in life - especially Spring water has much to give as well.  Spring water has all the natural minerals left intact.  In health and wellness Spring water has nothing missing, nothing broken.  Does this sound familiar to you from scripture ?  

  Isaiah 26:3-4 Perfect peace. Shalom. Nothing missing, nothing lacking, nothing broken.

  In my experiences in life, through all my testimonies this is always true.  Even though we may not see it at the time we have to remain faithful to God that we trust Him.  When we Trust in God - His ways will come to pass.  We can't trust in human ways or ways of culture - but we must trust in God.  

  I worked with Natascha and Abigaile daily to work first and foremost in Spiritual mindset.  In order to create and foster a way of thinking toward the ways of God.  So they were not forced into slavery of thinking like culture. I wanted them both to remain positive, happy, and giving, loving toward others.  We can clearly see the world around us in turmoil - and this is chaos.  No where does God tell us to think or rely on chaos.  He also tells us to put Him first. I believe putting Him first is starting with that cup of water.  

 Psalm 42:1

As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

   I worked on Spiritual skills first.  We were able to foster healthy emotional skills because of this.  

  Then I worked on occupational skills such as the eating, drinking, dressing, walking, talking, all of these things are by far more necessary starting with a child who has special needs.  They are a foundation that is to be set prior to anything in institutional learning.  This is why special needs children don't make progress in Institutions called school.  I have friends who has MS in Education that have special needs children and agree with this statement.  

  In my 30 minute phone call visits per week our daughters verbal skills have declined she has very few words and nothing of the vocabulary she once worked to get to.  She had mastered at least Fifteen words prior to being abducted.  

 Prior to her leaving I observed the more that her physical skills were improving the more her verbal skills improved.  What is this saying for her Physical and motor skills now?  In photos she sits with legs crossed Indian style.  That is from inactivity and not walking. Occupational therapy for a physical accident does not work with those who have experienced Traumatic Brain Injury ( from a chemical component ).  The more chemicals that are given the more the brain function deteriorates.  These Drugs Suppress the activity - suppressing the neurotransmitters that fire signals for necessary action.  Causing one to be wheel -chair bound indefinitely and not making progress. Not making independence and not fostering a rehabilitation but instead a dependency. 

  

  I had worked with Abigaile over the years testing her with institutional learning and even though her  cognitive understanding was there - the output wasn't always there.  She had gone through a massive chemical assault on her brain and her body from the vaccine reaction.  So over the years I did research to try and find some thing more suitable.  Thankfully there are many great pioneers out there that have already traveled this road.  Thankfully there are others who are education minded but not controlled by funding or culture that have understanding - you can't always follow the culture or the money to help children.  I had finally found modalities and philosophies that were working.  Abigaile started making real progress and I was so happy for our girl.  It was so wonderful to see her progress- it didn't look like ACT tests and public funding for programs that " aren't working for anything but tax dollars to fund institutional learning." 

  Here a a few of the really wonderful programs and those in field who were extremely helpful in me being able to " reach my daughter " and pull out her learning ability.  

  I am going to start with Dr. Maria Montessori.  Many have learned of Montessori schools. Well this is where I started because I felt in the ages and stages of child development moving and using the limbs is the key to everything else.  The real foundation is healthy eating ( but I won't go there just yet ).  Martha Montessori was an amazing woman and has an incredible history about how she got into the field.  She was the first female Doctor of Italy.  She was also an educator.  Unlike traditional institutional learning the Montessori learning focuses on a child driven learning.  

  I made great progress with Abigaile using Montessori - things were slow at first it was a learning curve for me .  And a learning curve as well trying to think in reverse of how I had been taught.  But well worth the time and effort.  Learning isn't about culture nor is it about socializing it is that we learn basic life skills - then we build on that to learn skills that will lead us into occupations that will be preparing us for life.  

Who was Maria Montessori" : 

https://amshq.org/About-Montessori/History-of-Montessori/Who-Was-Maria-Montessori

The History of the Montessori education : 

https://www.whitbyschool.org/passionforlearning/the-history-of-the-montessori-education

  The next added learning philosophy was Charlotte Mason.  I found Charlotte Mason theory in Nature leaning.  At the homeschool education events we attended I was always looking for books ( I have a lot of books) that would capture " reality" nature, daily living, things that were like " living books".   In Charlotte Mason - now Ambleside has a collection.  I also did this with Abigailes older sister in her learning.  Then we went to institutional learning and curriculum for her older sister and she was no longer interested in school.  I believe there were other intrusions in her behaviors about her school also.  

 "  Charlotte Mason was a British educator who believed that education was about more than training for a job, passing an exam, or getting into the right college. She said education was an atmosphere, a discipline, and a life; it was about finding out who we were and how we fit into the world of human beings and into the universe God created. " 

https://www.amblesideonline.org/WhatIsCM.shtml

  An Introduction to Charlotte Mason - Ambleside online :

https://www.amblesideonline.org/WhatIsCM.shtml

Charlotte Mason preschool and preK focus on Nature and enrichment 

https://simplycharlottemason.com/planning/preschool-guide/

" The Charlotte Mason method is based on Charlotte's firm belief that the child is a person and we must educate that whole person, not just his mind. So a Charlotte Mason education is three-pronged: in her words, “Education is an Atmosphere, a Discipline, a Life.”

The next area that I was focusing was on Abigailes cognitive learning.  I knew that she had cognitive understanding and I knew that she could retain that information.  She was also tested on teaching her a specific skill several times and then testing her until she mastered that skill.  

 Abigaile learned that she needed to either use her hands and grasp the food to eat.  She also knew that she could grasp the spoon to eat.  Abigaile knew that if she was hungry and there was food on the plate or in the bowl she would completely bypass the spoon to get the food quicker.  She knew these things.  This is basic fundamental skill of necessity.  Food and being able to eat food, knowing what that looks like. Knowing the different stages of how to move that food from point A to point B is not taught in institutional learning.  Learning shapes, colors, numbers and socializing is less important that the need to learn basic life skills.  

  

  I believed Abigaile was at a point in her rehabilitation that I wanted to challenge her more. So I continued to research programs, therapies and anything I felt that would challenge her to the next level of learning and mastering a skill.  

  

  I should mention that Abgaile was not on medications or drugs during this time because all of her drugs and medications were not necessary.  They had all been discontinued.  She was not having active seizure patterns that were progressing.  She would have an occasional seizure trigger and this was no different than anyone else who experiences an allergic reaction. It simply triggered a seizure in her ( that didn't require drugs) she would seizure and then stop on her own.  This was an allergic response , not frequent and there was no pattern to it. 

  The next level of learning and education for Abigaile was with Equipping Minds. I had contacted the H.S.L.D.A. with regard to a newsletter about Dr. Brown after reading a newsletter she had written.  We ( our family- Abigailes dad, her sister and myself ) planned a trip to Kentucky.  It was suppose to be a learning experience and because we didn't get to take vacations. I planned for us to stay at the Kentucky Horse park near Lexington and to visit The Ark ( out in the middle of no-where Kentucky) .  I have some photos I will have to post later but these were really wonderful exhibits and fun.   It is very difficult as a special needs family to take vacations- now I have an understanding of why it was so much more difficult for our family -  with the outside conflict that was brewing, controlling and manipulating.  

  I first contacted Equipping Minds on email and ordered the conference ticket.  I was able to talk with Dr. Carol Brown and was able to share our story about our Abigaile with her.  Then I booked the conference and the trip.  I finally felt I was getting all of Abigailes plan complete so that I could focus on making additional progress for her.  I really could see Abigaile moving to the next level and making progress with this.  We had just moved from Grapevine, Texas to Arlington Texas because we had not found a more permanent address.  

About Dr. Carol Brown : 

https://equippingminds.com/dr-carol-brown/

Dr. Carol is an amazing woman.  She is kind and caring and invited us to her home to be able to do a personal consult with Abigaile.  She wished to meet with Abigaile and with our family.  I felt that she went above and beyond what any other professional in the field would do.  Her conference was one of the most detailed and hands on that I have ever attended and reasonably priced.  We felt this would be a great program for Abigaile.  I would recommend this program to anyone who has neuro-developmental issues.  

Equipping Minds - Cognitive learning : 

https://equippingminds.com/equipping-minds-cognitive-development-program/what-we-do/

  I was able to bring home a bag of wonderful goodies for Abigale to start her program and the plan was to work with Dr. Carol in Abigailes progress.  Abigaile loved the program and was just starting to get accustomed to the items we used in the program. Most of all she loved the ear buds to listen to her audio and Abigaile loved the audio.  

  We made the trip in April 2016.

  I would not have been made aware that in May 21, 2017 not even a month later that my world would fall apart, and that our daughters would be abducted and kidnapped with no communication, and no logical reason why.  

with love, 

Paris  ( Abigailes mommy ) 

xoxo

  

Abigaile's Story

  I am reposting and starting a new blog of Abigailes Story as I had another blog that was on an old ISP that I haven't been able to reactivate.  I will be transferring the information over to this blog page by page. I have been unsuccessful in transferring the blog information as I can't always sign on to it and don't remember passwords to the Photobucket where I had many pictures. But they refuse to give me my password and userid (I have forgotten them because of too many userids and passwords) the old email addy no longer is active. I'm going to be posting a little at a time as this will be Abigaile's progress.  My blog will be a little backwards but I want to leave nothing on the other blog.
  I can't change the fact that I allowed vaccines to be given to our child but what I can do is tell people to educate themselves and go where you can keep your children safe and not harm them with drugs. We unfortunately live in a drug-laden society and those of us who wish to stay healthy and are never ill are the crazy ones for staying safe and not sick. I have come in contact with many people who we tell about our daughters story. They want to know how we do it. We don't and we haven't with our God none of what we do would be possible. Our child was given a death sentence from a severe life-threatening reaction to a vaccine. Our family has sacrificed and given years of our lives to help her and rehab her.  We have lost friends and family along the way. It's sad but no regrets. The only regret that I have is giving her the vaccine.
  To friends and family who have told us to go live off the system, we may not live like everyone else and if you choose to cut our family off- so be it I don't care anymore. Just remember that street is a two-way street. I choose not to put my children through our family has been through enough hell.
  I hope and pray through our adversity that if you have a child who you believe has had a vaccine injury or even a child that you see with similar symptoms, please message me or comment I can only give you our story, and what we have done for our child. I don't know if it will work for your child or not but that is how we started as well. We didn't know either. We tried some and they worked, tried others and it didn't work.