Go back to the place before you were born

The Shekinah - the light of the Soul

The place from before you ever born - and in that place you will find the strength for every obstacle that you will ever meet. 

  We are a pure soul before we are born into this world and placed on this earth for our mission. The only desire at that time is to do good.  

  Once we are born we have been descended into a world controlled by a beast that screams from the outside.  Because of this beast that tries to get into your mind and control your thoughts - the confusion may get you to think differently than doing good.      Instead the beast wants you to live in fear and it wants to control and manipulate your mind with thoughts of " what if ?" .

  God created each son and daughter, we are all sons and daughters, religions will lie to you and tell you there are people who are not.  But that isn't true.  We are all created by God.  

  It is the voice of the mind control named beast that uses that " what if?" to get you to change your mind.  

  So even if one says that they swear they will always do good and always have good desires- you say you will always keep your word.  What happens when one doesn't?  How do you overcome your own desires when they aren't for the good?  How do you overcome your desires and wants when they harm other people and cause trauma to them? 

  It is because this oath that you swore to, reached into your soul and it reached a place that surpassed all of your desires and the place where the light is, the light of the Creator.  This place is where reasoning and desire are no more powerful than the light of the Creator.  It is in this place that your soul swore to do good, despite reasoning and desires.  

  When life and the demand to do good and to do the right thing before God seems to difficult to do.  Go back to that place into your soul , where the light is , and rekindle that light, rekindle that fire at the very core of your being.  

  This is the place where the world , the CULTure, and the beast bow down as a servant to its master.  

  This is the place that you existed before you were born.  Your soul. 

  The place that surpasses all understanding.  

  My prayer for our girls is that you both when in exile, when in turmoil, when in despair - all those things that you get caught up into of the world, the CULTure, the beast, and even other people.  Go to a quiet place.  Go to where nature is predominant.  And sit in the still with your eyes closed, and taking some deep breath.  Letting go of the world, CULTure and the beast.  Sit in the stillness and imagine in your mind going to that place in your soul- while your traveling to the soul in your mind , when you see the light - the light looks as a candle.  It has a bright beautiful flame with a pure light glow.  Thats where you stop, and you sit in the light and leave all your world, your CULTure, the beast at that place and give it to God.   He will take those things from you.  And when you leave don't forget to take with you, your light.  The light will bring you Joy and peace going back out into the world.  Go back out in to the world with the tools of Joy and peace- with intent to do the right thing, and to do good in the world.  It is how the world and CULTure get changed.  

  Momma loves you both and I miss you both very much.  The only thing that keeps this mommy motivated is my light- and to keep my mental picture of Abigaile and Natascha, our beautiful girls in my mind.  And to stay present in my soul, with my light.  My light, He is my Creator.  He is my love and my everything.  

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love, 

love your mommy, 

forever,

xoxoxo