To return to Love out of Hate

Proverbs 8:12-14 

“I, wisdom, dwell with prudence,
and acquire knowledge with discretion.
 To fear God is to hate evil.
I hate pride and arrogance,
evil behavior and a perverse mouth.
 Counsel and sound wisdom are mine.
I have understanding and power.

Everything that God does is out of LOVE. So then, when we say that we are of God then everything that we do should be out of LOVE. But it is not always done out of LOVE. In fact, often times the things that are done are out of spite and hate, vindictiveness. Or sometimes done out of fear. But not out of Love.

In the book of Proverbs 16:3-4 says that we should commit our ways to God, do all things unto God, live our lives according to how God created us and then our plans, ways and lives will be done and established. God has made everything for its own purpose including those who do evil - their purpose is that they will be judged, on this earth. Not when life is over.

All bad behaviors and evil will be judged on this earth - before it is in Heaven. When it goes against God and how God created us to live- God will judge those who go against His will and His ways, not in the after-life, but when the dirty deed is done.

We should have wisdom in living and how we treat others. Having wisdom is to live with caution, being able to decide what is right ( good- for God ) or wrong ( evil or bad - against God ).

To love God is to hate evil and hate all of evils ways. To hate pride and arrogance and the perverted mouth all of which God hates.

Sound advice with good intent toward God and others - is a good and right judgement that will have actions that show that good and right judgement. To have Wisdom is the ability to think and act upon insight, discretion, experience, knowledge, compassion, and ethics. And to do good, show love, have compassion towards others.

When actions are done that harm others whether the intent initially is to cause harm - God says to do no harm. To try and justify ones actions with CULTurally normal when it causes trauma or harm to others, it still harm and trauma. It is still hate in the sight of God. It goes against God , it goes against good- therefore it is evil, it is against God. It is not love.

One should return out of fear to God - not fear to culture or humans - no matter the cause , logic or reasoning. Harm and trauma will never accomplish its good. It is a wasted evil, against God that has been sent to cause harm and trauma to another.

When you return to Love it is returning to God. You return from night to day. You return from hate , harm and trauma back to Love.

This will bring you to the higher level of Love - the Love that God has to give and the Love that God gives to you.

God is Love - Evil is Trauma, Hate, Fear - and is against God.

My prayer for our girls today is that you always are able to see what is before you. Does it cause fear, trauma, hate? If it does no matter what the consequences might appear , instead turn away from it with no question and do what is right before God. That is Love. God is never in Trauma, Hate or Fear.

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love,

your momma,

forever <3

xoxoxo

How do you change direction when your past sends you in the wrong direction ?

Isaiah 33:21-23 

But there the Majestic One, our LORD, will be for us a place of rivers and wide canals, where no galley with oars will row, and no majestic vessel will pass. 22For the LORD is our Judge, the LORD is our lawgiver, the LORD is our King. He will save us. 23Your ropes are slack; they cannot secure the mast or spread the sail. Then an abundance of spoils will be divided, and even the lame will carry off plunder.

 When you see that your headed in the wrong direction and your present is taking you down a wrong road- in the physical world we can use GPS to get us headed in the right direction.  If you don't have GPS there are paper maps.  I have experienced that most people do not read maps or have never been taught to read a map.  Reading a map to me and having a compass are tools that are invaluable that can benefit everyone.  With those two things in the physical world - you shouldn't get lost.  

  When you have been heading down the road in the wrong direction in the spiritual or the mental it is a different subject.  We can't call on a time machine to travel - and we seem too often to live in the past.  But when we try and live in the future it causes anxiety and fear.  So it is reality that we should live in the present.  Living in the past will only cause pain and trauma. 

  Our Creator , God,  looks at where each of us are right now.  We are essentially Co- captains of our vessel- ship in life.  Our Creator is the Captain.  It is when we follow His direction and instructions that we have smooth sailing.  Then once we are on course for the direction that God has put us on - in our mission on this earth - then and only then will we remain to have smooth sailing.  

  My prayer for our girls is that I pray that your map, GPS, and compass are all in working order.  That they are all set on the Creator God- that God steers you in the right direction and that you hear His command as Captain.  God the Captain will never steer you in a bad direction.  He will never lead you in a dangerous direction or give you bad directions.  

  One thing I have experienced though is when God says , " Make a U- Turn " do it quickly.   You never know what danger lies ahead. 

  I love you - our sweet beautiful girls and mommy loves you and misses you both very much.  I pray all your God given instruments and Spiritual human gps is working and that most of all your spiritual hearing is working. I love you and pray to see you soon. 

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love

your momma , 

forever, 

xoxox

Where there is no forgiveness there is no love with God

Where is that point of being broken that a relationship becomes reality?  

  When does it become real?  Only when it has been broken.  

  When each person fills obligations and fills each others expectations - there is only a contract that is checking off transactions.  But there is no relationship.  

  Once the trust has been breached between those two people in the relationship, trust has been broken there must be a new level of a human being.  There is a new level of trust that much me attained - as there is a new level of trust gained.  

  There is a new level of Trust that must be found just as the covenant has been broken with God that the sons and daughters of God will turn away from Him- but the promise of the Words of God will not be forgotten by their decendants. 

  When there is a true and real relationship, and not just a contract and if it is the true person that matters - then there is a place inside the soul to reach down for forgiveness, to return to that person and for healing.  

  It is the same with the relationship with God we must seek God when He is to be found and call on Him when He is near ( Isa. 55:6).  It is the remembrance in the days of Awe that we return to God and restore those broken relationships.  

  When brokenness happens in relationship there is an art to forgiveness- 

we ask - 

Why forgive ? 

How to ask for forgiveness ?

How do you know you are really forgiven ?

How do you forgive yourself ?   This one was the most difficult for me and it was also the most difficult to do.  

  God forbids us to hold grudges or to have hate in our heart.  Whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness. He does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

True strength is expressed by overcoming the instinct of revenge and being able to forgive.

  Psalm 130 talks about this love and crying out to God for mercy that we have broken our relationship with Him and we return.  It is from the depths that we cry out.  It is the same in human relationships that we cry out.  

  My prayer for our beautiful girls is that no matter what relationships that you have.  Commit first to a relationship with God first and foremost.  Then commit to a relationship with yourself.  Have a true relationship with God and yourself - then all other relationships will be real and it will be easier to know who and when to Trust.  My prayer also is to not have hate or to not forgive in your heart - where there is no forgiveness there is no love. 

  I love you our sweet girls and mommy misses you both very much.  I pray for you for your relationship with God and yourself.  And I pray that the relationships that you do have are real, and that you can always discern trust to know they are real.  

with love, sugars, hugs, and more love, 

your momma, 

forever ,

xoxoxo  

The cry of our inner soul through our God created senses

Psalm 34:8 O taste and see that the Lord is good;
How blessed is the daughter or son who takes refuge in Him!

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  There are many things that are important to us - things that we feel the inner need that we must speak out on.  Things that are important, sometimes these things affect us personally and sometimes they affect our families or friends.  We feel called to speak out to them - it can be an injustice or a wrong. 

  There are some of these things of moral values, behaviors and moral laws that are so convicting that we have emotions packed behind them.  We speak out to them and speak to them in a BURST of emotion.  We speak in rich and convincing words, colorful with descriptive words that guide the listener to draw a picture in the mind.  We speak in vibrant tones as to etch every little detail imaginable into the mind of those listening so that what we are communicating is not just labeled a grammatical sentence, but instead a picture or a story in the mind with more than a thousand words.  

  And then there are things that will shake our mind like a earthquake.  Imagine standing in the desert, and you hear a giant rumble, you see the dust peering up off the earth.  Particles of sand reflecting in the sun.  There are dust clouds vibrating into the stillness that sets before you.  It appears as a giant herd of rumbling horses galloping in your direction - running at you - as the dust boils behind their hooves. 

  And all of a sudden the earth moves, it begins to sway back and forth.  The swaying moves from right to left swaying your body from side to side. Before you can think what this might be called - it abruptly stops.  And then the same tiny motions sway back and forth for hours.  And at the end of the day after research of what this could be and talking with others - you realize - you experienced an earthquake.  This is how our thoughts work.  

  We process through the senses.  Our senses that God created in each of us in order to experience instinct and what is safe.  Much like the instinct of animals.  So we not only have awareness, and what we are taught but the five sense are primary in teaching us safety. The organs associated with each sense send information back to the brain to send signals in order to help us perceive the world around us.  Our Five senses are controlled and control the Limbic area of the brain.  Responsible for our Five senses and our emotions.  

The Five Senses are :  Touch, Sight, Hearing, Smell and Taste

Touch 

  Scientist believe that Touch is the first sense that humans develop. Touch communicates between the brain and neuron sensors through the skin.  Through the skin these sensations can be pain, touch, caressing, scratching, and injury this is communicated to the brain to send signals from the receptors and how we respond is because of how we have been afflicted each time. This process has also been described in how we express compassion to one another and even to animals.  Touch also affects the decisions that we make, it enhances our cognitive awareness.  Touching certain textures or certain objects sends messages to the brain - making decisions of touch that feels comfortable - safe or not.  This is why it is so important that the attachment between a mother and her child are not to be broken.  Important to the child as a attachment and bonding to the mother , instead of dis-attachment used as a object - not a human.  You can read more about touch and compassion here The Greater good - Hands on research at Berkley EDU - Compassion and human touch.  Also the most important article in this is Attachment parenting in a detached world http://www.attachmentparenting.org/support/articles/detached.  And Attachment Parenting and your special needs child https://www.greenchildmagazine.com/attachment-parenting-special-needs/ . 

Sight 

  The sight is next of importance.  The sight is how we perceive things through the eyes.  The light reflects off of an object to the eye.  Each part of the eye is specific in its inner working, a self contained organ created of the cornea, pupil, iris, and lens  - each part of the eye having its own call of duty, created by God in being able to target an object and perceive what that object is through sight.  What an amazing tool that is gifted by our Creator.  The lens has nerve cells that creates all the textures, the colors and is responsible for showing the details of the object being viewed. There are rods and cones in the lens that also give light to vision when needed at night or when light is not optimum to refract through the cornea.  The rods then turn that vision into motion and the vision that we can see from the sides of our eyes called peripheral vision.  The light that is given at night through the eye is sent as electrical impulses to the brain through the optic nerve.  I believe this is why Abigaile couldn't always see, and also why children who have seizures appear that they are not able to have vision after having seizures, this over time causing damage to the optic nerve, and the impaired impulses.  Thankfully Hyperbaric oxygen therapy proved to help heal and with God Abigaile was healed of this.  Some more great research from an former ophthalmologist and retina specialist 

How the human eye works - research from Live Science .

Hearing 

  Hearing is next.  Hearing is communicated by a miraculous self contained organ called the Ear.  The ear has its own inner working that is important to the senses of the body.   The ear is actually a complex maze of a structure with each part of it serving a function.  Did you know that sound from hearing is actually created by vibrations sent to the inner ear?  As sound travels through the canal of the ear it travels down the canal and into the ear drum getting to the connective tissues and causing vibration and what we know to be " sound waves".  This miracle happens in the middle ear.  The middle ear contains three very important structures to hearing.  They are the hammer, anvil and the stirrup.  It is the stirrup striking that causes the sound vibrations to send the impulses to what is caused the Organ of Corti.  There are tiny hair-like cells in the Organ of Corti that translate the vibration into impulses and they are carried to the brain by sensory nerves.  While hearing is not a life or death organ, it can be very important in the senses to children hearing their parents voices so that they have a healthy attachment for safety to their biological mom and biological dad.  Here are some fun facts on hearing, function of the Ear Live science research on the human Ear - fun facts and function. Click here. 

Smell  

  Humans have over 400 smelling receptors.  Humans are able to compete with their animal friends in being able to smell over 1 trillion scents.  I imagine it is by far more than that now due to the over manufacturing of scented perfumes, fragrances, and synthetics-, as well as " food - like" enhancers.   In my research showing that these smelling agents are able to literally change the bodys' DNA and cause DNA and hormone disruption.  I think the term and diagnosis " chemical sensitivity " could be a little under-stated.  

  There are nerve endings in the Olfactory cleft that transmit smells to the brain Sensory Neuron Signaling to the Brain: Properties of Transmitter Release from Olfactory Nerve Terminals.  If you have a poor sense of smelling ability you may have a medical condition associated with aging or depression.  In my research the over- use of scented products and excessive smoking, drinking, use of many pharmaceutical drugs, also impair the ability to smell.  For some interesting facts and function of your nose and smelling go here and read on Live Science - Facts and functions about your nose . 

Taste 

  Taste is the last and final of the five senses.  There are four labeled classifications to taste recognized.  They are sweet and salty , sour and bitter.  Select here for  Perspective on Food and Human Taste and how taste keeps us safe from eating the wrong foods.  It is important to note that smell ( the smell of food while cooking ) and the texture are important in taste and part of the olfactory process in building perception of taste in the brain.  Taste is important as well in that often plants, foods, etc that have bitter taste are often considered to be poisonous or not good for the body and some could be harmful.  Bitter tastes in foods could identify poisons that can be harmful to your body https://www.eurekalert.org/pub_releases/2006-09/mcsc-bti091206.php.  You can also learn more on Lumen Learning on taste and smell - Boundless biology https://courses.lumenlearning.com/boundless-biology/chapter/taste-and-smell/. 

  So some things just don't need permission from the thoughts of the mind or the right words ( correct or politically correct ) because in reality the mind can't begin to comprehend them.  It is only when things break out in a cry, a scream whatever it takes to " get attention" and then there is silence.  

  It is at that silence that we hear the sound of the shofar - the calling of the one who created us - the professing of His presence in spirit on this earth - that is when we yell out to God and ask Him to please not leave us - ALONE.  

   My prayer for our girls is that we must pay close and careful attention to our senses.  Not only do our sense have the innate ability to connect with our Creator.  But our senses also guide us and give us the ability to protect ourselves.  They help us to know where there is danger from an alert from the senses. 

   Please know that when someone tells you that it is okay that they have done this or that and experienced it - with no side effects or harmful reactions, does not mean that it will be that way for you.  Our senses are what the Creator has given to us in order to detect danger and to stay away from danger.  Sometimes that is medications, foods, plants, trees, and things in our environment. 

   We are not all cookie-cutter nor should we be treated as such.  Our senses are a built in warning system of God the Creator to warn us from danger.  

  Momma loves you both and I miss you both very much.  I pray for your continued safety.  I pray that you continue to trust God and seek God with all your heart.  I hope and pray to see you both soon.  

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love, 

your momma, 

forever <3 

xoxox

The road to recovery, started in Los Angeles

  I wanted to share Abigailes Story by the story of when and where the vaccine injury happened. I have learned about blogs and how to set things up since then.  Our original blog was not very good. I didn't have time to update it. I also was providing 24 hour emergency care for my daughter and trying to still take care of and provide for her sibling and run the house as well. I can say many things have happened since then. We also closed our account for the ISP of the original blog and I was not able to transfer anything from that blog to here. I may one day just pay for a month of service to transfer it and then close the account.

  I am starting the story with Abigaile in Arkansas.  Abigaile was born in Arkansas, that is where the vaccine injury took place as well. The first picture that you will see of her is in her brand new Kidwalk gait trainer. This is her first vehicle of independence.  We were blessed. We had no idea where or what direction we were going. Thank you God !

We press on... Day 1 ( round 2) at Polfit Wellness Anaheim, California

  Here we are at Polfit again.  This is our second time here and it is a love/ hate relationship.  We love it that we see our daughter who was critically injured by vaccines that technically she had some many shots that day we really don't know which one caused it. Then only by going to many specialists and traveling our life savings out did we find out it wasn't our genetics (like they had hoped) and it wasn't my breast milk.  Only conclusion left, was the vaccines.
  We couldn't get help in Arkansas besides telecommute Dr. appointments so we gave away what we had packed one moving truck and moved. There is much that transpired prior to that and one day I will do an <insert here> to catch up but for now I think this is important to give others hope.  If I honestly waited around for someone in our families, or friends, or anyone else to give me hope it just wouldn't happen. If I waited for an answer from God, I believe it wouldn't be faith. Let me tell you without God we wouldn't be here. It is also without God none of this would be possible. We are not that perfect family, with perfect friends, or perfect family. We have not been able to rely on family or anyone else to help us.  It is not that family has not helped they have and I want to offend no one no matter how small but if you think family helps us all the time or has helped us a lot that simply is NOT true.  Lord bless them all the same.
  We spent this past week with our teen daughter in the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit for an allergic reaction to pollen of palm trees that ended in a nasty asthma attack. She spent three days in the hospital. Abigaile who we are talking about on this page, has multiple chemical disorder and it is serious. There is no where we can go to eat, not even raw foods. We purchase meat from a farm co-op and buy only certain fresh veggies from a farm stand farm by the ocean.  Everything MUST be prepared from scratch or ingredients. We have found one dish detergent, one laundry detergent and only certain cleaners we can use all must be botanical and organic or mild soap and water , then rinsed. It is a nightmare. I am thankful that we have figured it out. Sure I would like to be able to choose and have a variety and not be so cautious all the time but this is our season right now. God is still good without Him we would not know these things.   James 1:5 says this ...

But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him. I want to be able to document our visits of the treatments that we have done so that it may help others. I will also link as many of the treatment facilities and therapy clinics as possible.  I will say first and foremost though without our faith in God we just wouldn't be where we are doing what we are doing, Abigaile would not be doing as good as she is.  I want to make clear as well I am a total advocate for my child's health.  We as a family unit have sacrificed many things over-all, and daily for Abigailes health and well-being. It is a small price to pay to make her well for the future. Here are some pictures and videos of our day today.  We are out at the end of morning rush hour Los Angeles traffic. We have a one hour drive one way.  Our therapy is 5 hours per day just at Polfit.  We alternate days at our Chiropractor and with Hyperbaric Oxygen therapy treatments to get the most benefit for Abigaile. When we do Hyperbaric oxygen treatments it is twice per week and we are there and in the tank for 1.5 hours plus. The Chiropractor is usually a 30 minute to an hour visit for Abigaile. This does not include her normal Dr. visit with her Bio-med.  It is a very long day and a very long week. The last time we were at it for five weeks, this time only three.  My sweet girl works so hard and she is doing well but it is a lot of work. Below are some of the pictures I wish to share. I will share more once I get organized.

Morning Gratitude Positive Affirmations

Morning Gratitude positive affirmations

Gratitude is a word used to express thankfulness and praise. A general attitude of thanksgiving in both the trials and blessings of life. 

Dear God, Thank you for your amazing power and work in our lives, thank you for your goodness and for your blessings over us. Thank you that you are Able to bring hope through even the toughest of times, strengthening us for your purposes. Thank you for your great love and care. Thank you for your mercy and grace. Thank you that you are always with us and will never leave us. Amen

Our daddy, He is a King, and our Father

James Block- Open the Gates YouTube

 Our daddy the King of the Universe during Rosh Hashanah ( The Spiritual New Year ) dictates what will be and what will not be.  

  He will declare what will be done and what will not be done.  He will give plenty to those who have need. 

  He will service justice to those who have been wronged.  And He will make right to all those who have been done wrong.  

  He is the only one who can be called Father because there is breath and life of Him who created us and gave life to each of us- He resides in our spirit and our soul.  

  It is how we choose that He will dictate the new year to come.  

  It is why we must choose for life.  

 He who sustains and maintains the universe - it is our Father who breathes life into us.  We must choose life in order to see this.  

  My prayer for our girls, Abigaile and Natascha is that I pray that you always know that you are both the daughters of the God of the Universe, A Father, A King, your are royalty in His eyes. 

  I pray that your choices will be centered toward our Father , the sustainer of the universe. So that He will always meet your needs, wants and desires.  I pray that you will choose life in all that you do.  I pray that you have control over your mind to choose between good and evil- and knowing that choosing good instead of culture means that our King will fight for our life.  

  I love you both very much and I miss you both very much- I thank our Father that He gave you both to your daddy and I.  I am choosing life for this situation and circumstances for the coming new year as I have the past 29 months.  I choose God, I choose life, I choose the King of the Universe to win my battles.  I pray that you both will do the same.  I pray that the daddy and King of the Universe will keep you safe from harm.  I hope and pray to see you both soon. 

with love, hugs, sugars and more love,

your mommy,

forever <3

xoxoxo

This Little Light of Mine - and where is God hiding these days?

Where does God hide -

“ This Little Light of Mine - Etta James https://youtu.be/_eZ_M3EJG48

This Little Light of Mine - Odetta https://youtu.be/cMaWsfLYQko

Doesn't it seem that when we have good things to happen in life - we automatically think - oh God - There You are !!!!

But when adversity strikes - we think - God where are you? Am I the only one to think this way? Or are we all thinking wrong?

In my experience and thinking back to the past and in the current situation - I would have to say this has surely been my thinking but in reality, God is always here and He is always with us. The Spirit of God resides in our soul.

We go through situations where we feel like we are closed in. There are fences and gates around us. There are times when it feels as though we see God through the picket fence and other times - there is a cement wall. We scream out " where is the gate?"

Open the gate that is wide - I want to see God only and close the rest of the world and their behaviors out. But then reality stares at me through the picket fence and says " it is better for you to not be alone". For God is always with us- He is always there it is our choice to shut the door or open the door. God isn't hiding - are we hiding God with our everyday choices and circumstances?

This is something that we must ask ourselves.

Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and those who enter through it are many. How narrow is the gate and difficult the way that leads to life, and those who find it are few.?

My prayer for our girls today is that you seek God when you have a wall that is put up before you and know God is always with you- He is in your soul - no wall can ever stop that. And when you see light on the other side of the fence well keep pushing toward that light and eventually you will be on the other side of that fence.

You might stumble and fall, but God is always there to pick you up - and I will always be there for you both when you stumble and fall - to pick you up. I chose to be a momma, it was an option for me. I made choices to put your best interest before my own. Are my ways perfect? Absolutely not. But the ways that were chosen were the ways that God tells us to live our lives- those were the ways that your dad and I chose for you.

I pray that you remember that God is always holding you in His righteous hand. And momma loves you and misses you both so very much ! I hope and pray to see you both soon <3

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love,

your momma,

forever <3

xoxoxo

The origin of your Soul

is celebrated on the head of the new Hebrew calendar year. It is called Rosh Hashanah.  It is said that on this remembrance  of this day that Adam and Eve were created.  Do I know this to be absolute truth- NO- I wasn't there.  But by far I will acclaim to celebrating the day that the Universe was born - and all of Creation as opposed to the celebration of drunk, New Years resolutions that no one ever keeps. 

   This is my reality.  

  It is this day that sets the tone for the remainder of the year.  From that point your soul can return to its origin and from there you can restart to build your entire being, transform your thoughts, and renew your mind and its way of thinking.

  On this day all things return to their beginning or origin - the slate can be wiped clean.  

  You too can return to your origin - the Soul can return to our Creator, God and His ways.  

  It is from there you can rebuild your entire being from your Soul. 

  It is said that this is when all people of the world pass before God like a flock of sheep, and it is decreed in the heavenly court “who shall live, and who shall die - who shall be impoverished and who shall be enriched; who shall fall and who shall rise.” for the coming year. 

  It is a day of prayer, a time to ask God, our Creator to grant us a year of peace, prosperity and blessing. But it is also a joyous day when we proclaim God is King of the Universe.

  It is a day of remembrance of our beginning of our Soul , brought to this earth - but a day of Judgement when God our King calls all of His Creation to determine their fate of the year ahead.  

  In essence it is a remembrance to repentance to God for those things we have done wrong - and a dedication to do things right in the eyes of God for the following year.  It is a remembrance of the binding of Isaac - the ram that was given place as sacrificial offering to God.  The Shofar, or the voice , the sounding of the King is coming - God, the King of Creation <3 

  My prayer for our girls is that you return to your Soul of Origin-  the Soul that God our King gave to you at your Creation, before your birth - in the womb.   And that you not only hear the rams horn but more importantly that you sound the horn, your voice proclaiming who your King is.  It isn't the kings of the earth, but it is the only King of the Universe, God.  

  It is then that your mind and spirit, your emotions and your Soul, can heal and transform your thinking and your flesh.  You will have a renewed way of thinking. A new way of doing things.  Bringing about new circumstances in your life. 

  I pray that God continues to keep you safe from harm, that God blesses each of you with His love, His embrace, His awesome power and majesty.  I pray and have hope and faith to see you both soon-  

There is no light in death but in life - keep following the life, the truth of God, the good of God.  

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love,

your mommy,

forever, 

xoxoxo

The birth of the universe and everything in it

The Fall Feasts High Holy days and rebirth/ renewal

  It is each new year during the Feasts that the sound of the Shofar is sounded.  It is said that during this time there is a rebirth or a renewing of the universe and everything in it.  

  The Shofar (ram’s horn )  sounded during the month of Elul, on Rosh HaShanah and at the close of Yom Kippur; reminiscent of the ram “tangled in the bush by its horns”  ( the sacrificial ram ) during the Binding of Isaac (Genesis 22), the shofar sounded at Sinai (Exodus 19)and the shofar of Moshiach (Isaiah 27:13)

Genesis 22- The binding of Isaac - The Binding of Isaac - Genesis 22 

Exodus 19  - The Shofar sounding -  The Shofar sounding - Exodus 19

Isaiah 27:13 -The Shofar of the spirit of God - The shofar of the Spirit of God - Isaiah 27:13

  During this time of the rebirth, of the universe, and all those in it -  this is a time of resolution for our prayers.  During this time we hold awesome power to our prayers.  This is our time on the mountain like Abraham. 

  This is the time like the child of the newborn year, the Feasts, how soon will there be new breath, new life, how soon will this child be able to get up and walk-  to take us through the next twelve months of the new birth year?  

  We experience similar on the birth of the new moon- which is the beginning of a new month -  that life is renewed again.  

  We experience new life every morning at the end of the night - it is nighttime that is similar to the taste of death. 

  It is at every moment in time that the particles of the earth, when every living being, all of life, nature and creation - that are burst into the universe of life and it is recreated.  A newness , a new beginning during these times of renewal. Just at it was at the beginning of time. 

  This is reason to have Hope and Faith - the time for renewal- a new beginning life is reborn and new again.  This is where we become masters of how this moment will be born again for the new year. 

  My prayer for our girls is that we should daily sacrifice our lives to God like Isaac.  Not for others but so that we can be in active mission and service to God.  God will renew generations of lives not just our own.  My prayer is that when we sound our voices ( our shofar)  to tell others about God - and His renewal of life we exile ourselves but we also exile others. 

  This will then tune others ears to the sound of the spirit of God.  Where His spirit will dwell among us , through others , with goodness, kindness, and the outpouring of love and those who are peacemakers.  This is the time of the shofar ( or sound - a time to hear ) and see the presence of the Spirit of God who lives in each person who carries His fruit.  When this happens the new city will be on the earth.  What a glorious day that will be - the day of the Lord - the Moshiach - the Spirit of God, the Messiah.  What do you call His name?  I pray for the celebration of the Feasts the High Holy days - a time of renewal , strength and Joy for the coming new year.  I pray that during this Feast that you both will be renewed, given new strength, new understanding, and a new love for life and renewed Fatih in our Father God and I pray that His spirit to dwell in your souls. 

With love, hugs, sugars, and more love, 

your mommy 

forever, 

xoxoxo