Abigaile - Special needs December 2019 Christmas ( actually several days after when I repeatedly asked if the girls had gotten their Christmas gifts and how they like them) What I got several days maybe even a week or more later I got this picture. Does she look happy? It isn't about the gift. This little girl used to be all smiles and say hi to everyone- her spirit is no longer there.
I was sent this picture at the same time. In addition I got a message back from her last known to me phone number. I got a message that stated they were not at home and saying that the gifts had been laying on the porch while they were gone. Does she look happy? Their spirit is dead. No life. And for those of you who say you see them and they look happy. You don't know them. I am their mother. You know them by the false narrative you have been led to believe. Just like they were led to believe a false narrative.
This was taken in early 2017 at Grapevine Texas at the park. They have a RV park there. Does it look like they were happy? Yes they were. This is what we did every day, because it is what we were given and what we were allowed to experience. I would have loved to do more with my children, but had no idea what was being planned out in deceit.
This was in 2014- This was Scotssdale Az. We lived in Gilbert AZ for nine months. Does this look like an unhappy family? No it doesn't. You have been led to believe, and you have been fed a false narrative for a much larger destruction.
My #BELOUD story
( and I will not be silenced )
# beloud
A Twenty year marriage. Two beautiful daughters both minors. One with handicapped, special needs , a proven Vaccine injury at age of 5 months. Texas home state over one year. Husband had full time employment in Texas, children had medial and health services established in Texas, our special needs daughter had specialists, a Dr. being established as her new Primary care, established therapy in Texas ( Tarrant County, Texas).
I had noticed some behaviors from my husband that I tried to talk with him about, asked him to seek counseling after he admitted to these behaviors. There became no solution for this and my thoughts is that this is a bigger problem.
In May 2017 on that Sunday we were to head to an office store for some supplies. His intentions, unknowingly to me he picked up our handicapped daughter carried her to the door, no shoes, no jacket, no bag - our Seventeen year old daughter behind with a look of deep sadness. I said I would grab bags and water for our youngest, by the time I got to the door they were physically gone and I had no idea what had even transpired. I called my husband and oldest daughter but got no answer, I texted my husband and daughter but no answer. This went on for hours.
I decided to contact the Arlington police dept. spoke to the dispatcher who told me that my husband had called and if he decided to come back to me -that I should remain quiet, not upset him and not question him. That I should not cause any issues. I guess the fact that that a man who was asked to seek counseling and who left in an unstable manner was not alarming to them. I continued calling Arlington PD begging them to file police reports - they refused.
A few days after my husband left he came back to our location to get food for the special diet our daughter was on for seizure control. He told me that he would call me or talk to me when things calmed down and explain, and told me that if our daughter had any emergency he would call me. It is now over three years later that has never happened. The police even weeks and months later would refuse to file missing persons for our daughters. Our daughters were kept, withheld from me. My phone calls, emails and text messages were not responded to over three years.
Several actors in Texas took part in this Abduction and Interstate kidnapping. Our daughter being a proven vaccine injury and a proven case is very valuable to the system to keep her in the system ( racketeering). I could not believe the next two years that would play out before me. I have worked in the system in volunteer and paid positions. I have been a child appointed advocate. I have helped to reunite several families back with their children. I was appalled that I was now fighting the very system and being gaslit by the system I once assisted. I contacted the Morgan Nick Foundation who took my information but could not assist because of the refusal of the Arlington Tx police dept. refusal to file a report ( even after 72 hrs refused to file a missing persons report) the agency could not post, could not assist me. They advised me to contact the NCMEC ( National center for missing and exploited children) to file a report and so they could issue an Amber alert. I called but was played out for weeks and told that unless the Arlington police department would file a report I could do nothing but hire a lawyer. I filed with a case worker who gave me a case number. I was asked once again to contact the Arlington police to ask them to file a report. I asked them to send officers to my location so that I could ask them in person. They sent 2 male officers, who once again refused to file a report saying the last known person the girls were seen with was their dad and he has the “right to do with them whatever he wants”. I told them I had been the primary attachment and caregiver for our daughter with special needs her entire life and that her health was going to be impacted by this. This would cause her to experience generalized uncontrollable seizures because of the trauma. I was laughed at, and repeated he is their dad he can do what he wants. One of the officers who looked asian decent told me to shut the hell up , stop crying and stop being emotional - he is their dad you can do nothing. Does this sound like he has the Childs best interest- my thought is shouldn’t they investigate before making a decision and acting in that tone and unprofessional manner” My child was in serious medical distress. I know this because I know how to read medical records and progress notes.
I proceeded contacting attorneys to only find out I would need a $5000. Retainer. I didn’t have. I was a stay at home mom caring for our daughters for seventeen years. I did receive a stipend for caring for our daughter paid from her medical trust but that was gone because she was abducted. The joint checking was closed. I contacted multiple actors in the local, regional, state of Texas and multiple domestic violence agencies, the Dept. of DHHS Region 6 Texas. I filed complaints with DHHS , who advised me “ I wasn’t going to like their decision”. I filed with the state auditor of Texas, the state attorney general, the governor, the interstate transportation authority, the Dept. of Justice, the FBI who hung up on me in the middle of the report and when I called back- advised me to call the local police department. I know who to contact up the ladder, I know how to contact them, I also know documentation. I was advised to contact a Probono lawyer, In Texas they no longer have Pro-bono attorneys or lawyers. These lawyers are funneled back into the system and called the
Texasadvocacy.org. I was advised to contact the
Texasadvocacy.org and told on two different occasions to file for legal aid because I had no income, no transportation, nothing. When I contacted them the first time I was told that I did not qualify that there was a conflict of interest but I never understand and could not get the woman to tell me what that meant. The 2nd time I applied again I was told the same and a lawyer I contacted explained to me this reason code. I later found out that my working husband was able to live for 30 days with our daughters, putting our daughters health and well being in jeopardy as well as causing her additional unnecessary medical, mental, emotional and physical trauma in a male family domestic violence shelter. I have a photo of our daughters in the car, during this time. It is morbid - they look like death. I had been her only continuity of care, organizing her medical and health care until she was abducted. I was told prior to the 6 months that there was nothing I could do ( unless I had the $5000. ) retainer which obviously I didn’t have, couldn’t borrow). Our daughter a prime target for every actor in her story because of the Reversionary Trust that the ignorant can spend in the system ( who had regressed her health - obvious by medical records). Those who are players as well being everyone protecting the new false narrative is also financially benefitting. She also has a Guardianship fund still residing in her birth state which they are now trying to remove me as a permanently signed CoGuardian. She is being and has been financially exploited , while causing her health to decline and regress out of my care. She has been medically exploited unnecessarily because the first 10 years of her life that discovery was already made, agreed upon and she was in active rehabilitation phase, walking with assistance of quad canes, walkers, and single pole canes, even taking occasional independently 26 steps at one time with her Alternative therapy.
When my husband decided to live at the shelter, stating false claims that I was abusive to my children he signed a claim that he was legally separating from me. This brought tax benefits for him and he received tax credits not only for him but for each of the girls. I had been working on taxes for some time but could never get the assistance from him. In addition in Texas only one party has to be notified of filing for legal separation. Which he apparently did while he enjoyed his vacation in the child trafficking agency AKA domestic mens family shelter ( likely funded hugely by the fathers movement) that it is and traumatizing our daughters with a plan to alienate them from me and eventually estrange them. I have contacted over 70 agencies in this primarily in Texas, the state and federal government as well as many local, state and government agencies in Florida. Our daughters and I were denied that Due Process in Texas, and denied Due Process in Florida.
My phone calls, emails and texts would not be responded to. Our daughters were kept, withheld and without my consent, or knowledge of , no custody entitlement my daughters were wrongfully removed from my physical possession and physical custody was wrongfully retained. At no time was I notified, prior to the service of divorce from the state of Florida ( the home state was Texas and where separation was filed was Texas). In December of 2018 the week of Christmas I received a summons suing me for dissolution of marriage and my husband was seeking full custody of our daughter plus other requests not in the best interest of our daughter or her health. Prior to this I was never at any time made aware of where my children were at, I had never given permission or consent to their being moved to Florida. The dissolution was filed and stating that he and our daughters were living at his moms home in Florida in a closed retirement community. I responded in my answer and counterclaim with PKPA Parental kidnapping prevention act, and the UCCJEA uniform child custody jurisdiction and enforcement act ( with the Unclean Hands ) a parent kidnapping the children , moves the children to a different state for a better ruling for that parent. Please understand there was never a mention of separation or divorce in our marriage ever. And the only time that conflict existed was with husbands birth family visits were always a conflict.
So then I was gaslit by numerous agencies in Texas and Florida, which are their policies and procedures. I filed reports, I have those agencies names ( over 60 of them) the names of those I spoke to. I have emails from many as well. These are agencies that are taking funding from tax payers, from private individuals, and from federal and state funding and abducting, then interstate kidnapping children. If I were not aware of how the system works I would never realize what is happening and give up. I have met Lawyers, I have friends who are case workers ( leaving the system to go into self-practice for many reasons ) who have stated that they have never seen such an Injustice and abuse of power to allow a parent such control to literally abduct, kidnap and estrange children and the system not react or do anything about it. We have laws, and treaties that prevent this- why aren’t they being enforced?
Fast Forward- my case that was originated in Texas ( proven Texas HOMESTATE) and due to gaslighting and players in the system - they exParte those who they have NO Evidence of any kind of abuse. The Texas shelter received Federal and state funds as well as from private sources not limited to but including the new mens co-habitation with children shelter ( fatherhood initiative). I have gotten NO DUE process for my or our children because of how this Matrix is set up in Texas and how it is played. NO family wins- ever. Now I am forced to Florida court because due process was given to kidnapping and abduction. I have never lived in Florida, nor do I have a residence and once again could not obtain legal service initially because of lack of resources and lack of finances. I have filed reports and contacted the State attorney general, the governor and numerous agencies in Florida as well. I advised them that they have a parent who filed for separation in Texas and left the state of Texas and that Florida is now harboring children in their state, and I was pretty certain I knew where they were. But that Florida was helping to assist a parent kidnapping children. I received on voice mail message ( they selected to leave a voice mail - not to talk) I called the State Attorney general back and she never returned my call. I called Domestic attorneys, agencies, etc - more gaslighting of the system. They knew what was happening.
I was forced to be ProSe or not respond at all to the dissolution of marriage. There was court ordered mediation which I was granted to attend by phone. I refused all of the requests at mediation due to the circumstances that my children were deceitfully abducted and kidnapped and has been led to live and believe a false narrative. I filed motions when I received claims and researched online or asked friends how to find information so I could respond to the court. I built my case and filed a answer and counterclaim. Due to the circumstances that I was left in and financial hardship I could not travel to Florida from my current location. In October 2019 for the court I had requested to attend via telephone due to these hardships over a month ahead of the court. I called weeks and days up to the court and opposing counsel approved the attending by phone on the day of court prior to court. The opposing counsel email stated I needed to contact the Judicial Asst. back ( which I had spoken with several times already regarding the telephone appearance and other information regarding filing ) for the phone number to call in on. I contacted her prior to the hearing time when I was asked to call Judicial Asst. and she answered I gave her my case # told her the Opposing counsel requested I call for the call in number- the Judicial Asst. told me that the judge had denied my request for telephone appearance- on the day of hearing just twenty minutes prior to hearing.
I was never sent a copy of the judges ruling in any of the hearings or hearing in October 2019 by the courts or attorneys. In the end of 2019 I was finally able to secure a lawyer in Florida, an alienated mother also, who took my case. I was told that my husband , now former husband had sole custody of our daughter who is handicapped. Our daughters estranged from me for over Three years while I watch on her progress notes from her Dr who was my primary contact that we worked together for over ten years to get our daughter to rehabilitation phase. Her primary care Dr. stood with my former husband in medical maltreatment, malpractice, alienation, and estrangement. He was the professional witness who has now caused harm and unnecessary trauma to our daughter not to mention the Neurobiological vulnerability that has been caused.
My Lawyer, thank God who said she would represent me and be sure that I can see Justice in this now fighting for me from Florida I have to relive this trauma again. Our daughter is not doing well, she has regressed. Before she was abducted she had at least 15+ words, many two word sentences and some three word sentences. She was cognitively aware and receptive giving appropriate responses and now she is not. She has been fully estranged from me. I was ordered two - thirty minute phone calls per week since last October 2019. She can no longer say mommy , she no longer says I love my mommy, she no longer says I love you to her mommy who cared for her day and night as a full time caregiver. That has been stolen from her and from me. Her older sister who has “ aged out of being protected “ is now Twenty one. I have done welfare checks on both of the girls because I could not see them, talk to them or make decisions for them. I did welfare checks because of the alienation and being estranged - I told the Citrus County Sheriffs deputies that I needed someone to contact them and to see them - I just needed to know that my girls were alive, they were breathing but not dead.
I have been denied, ignored, not answered and no response from the time they left with their dad and from those professionals working with our daughter. Our twenty one year old when I did the last welfare check I was told sarcastically twice by two different Citrus county sheriff department deputies and phone dispatch - that our daughter does not want to talk with me, doesn’t want to see me , and wants nothing to do with me. Does this sound reasonable after taking care of and being a primary caregiver for her and her sister their entire lives? It isn’t her voice. But who will help her, who will care for her? That is a mentality of a child expressing the level of enmeshment of those she has been indoctrinated and living with. This is mental, emotional and psychological abuse and trauma not only by those who are doing it - but by every player in the system as well. I had no Due process in Florida either.
I have been attacked and told by friends and family that I am playing a victim. My response is no, our children are the true victims. We, have been Victimized. Abducting and stealing a Mother from her children who have been their primary caregiver and attachment because I stayed at home with my children - how do you believe this is impacting them? Do you think they feel safe to talk about it ? I don’t. We have been exploited and victimized because those who instigated it had poorly or never dealt with childhood trauma and addictive behaviors. Now my children and I get the brunt of that while the states of Texas and Florida exploited that and has profited.
I am feeling confident that my lawyer will change that for me and for the safety and well being of our children also. I minister in Natural and alternative health, it is what worked for our daughter. I have also worked in the allopathic system. I have done additional research and worked with numerous moms to understand why this is happening and helping others to work through what I have already experienced. I can see behaviorally and psychologically how childhood trauma is being exploited and profited by the system that is saying it protects children. In my experience it profits from the children, mind controlling them and the adult who also experienced childhood trauma -so that they are automatically triggered with an event to place their own children in that same trauma. Keeping generations and generations of children and families controlled by the system while the system profits. I’m going to believe that my lawyer is true and honest to her word and that me and my children will see Justice on June 29,2020. Please follow our blog and facebook below # Justice for Abigaile and Natascha and
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#Justice for Abigaile and Natascha
# child mother alienation and estrangement
# Guardianship fraud
# Racketeering
# Texas & Florida state Child Abduction, Interstate kidnapping, unclean hands
# NO Due Process ( for me or our children)
# childhood trauma
# Mother - child separation causing neurobiological vulnerability to a chemical induced traumatic brain injury from vaccine injury
# Hate Crime
# Texas state Fraud
