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| This is the face of Truth, Trust, Honesty, Integrity and Love taken approx. 1-2 weeks before abudction and kidnapping May 22,2017 |
I will likely post in increments because of the nature of Trauma and the abuse of systems that have helped in perpetrating this type of behavior. I will not be posting that information here on Abigailes blog I will mostly be posting about Abigaile and my side of the story of what I have experienced with regard to this. Whole Body Restoration blogspot https://wholebodyrestoration.blogspot.com.
I'm doing this because over the past two and half years I have been gaslit and told by a system that I have no Parental Rights or rights as a Permanent Guardian. What has happened and has been done to my child after planning her pregnancy, carrying her through pregnancy and then being her Primary caregiver and her primary health care manager, I have been denied these Parental rights and as her mother. I have been the primary and acting role in successfully getting her entitlement in her vaccine injury. I have been primary in rehabilitation and care plan for rehabilitation that was showing remarked improvement in Abigaile , her skills, her learning, her daily activities, her walking with a walker and even single pole canes - independently.
I am doing this not only for Abigailes benefit but so that this story gets told so many times that there will be people who see that you don't have to have a gang of people, or nuclear family of origin who simply decided to impede and bully your ways or culture into a family and destroy their lives and destroy their children. People need to recognize the harm, trauma and psychological damage that Parental Alienation causes to a child and the biological parent that it is being done to.
In my blog I am going to disclose my own investigation of what I have uncovered in the past two and half years. I am not doing this to harm any one. But harm and trauma has been done to my children and to me and I say MY because I was pregnant with them and they came from my body. I have never harmed either of my children, have not caused them trauma , I have been a mother to them. I disagree with the term parent because of the agenda that it came from. I am not a gender neutral parent . I am a mother and this is the way God created me and He created me to be the mother for our children. This is not about their dad -
There is a much bigger agenda that is going on behind the scenes of this story - than a simple ( he said ) ( she said ). You will hear more about this story. I am in the process of writing books, multiple books about the harm and trauma that has been done to our family. And the trauma and pain , the mental anguish still being done to me and my girls who didn't ask for any of this is has even been perpetrated by the system. The medical trauma being caused to our daughter. My Parental rights since have been completely ignored when our daughter was abducted and kidnapped May 22,2017.
The above photo of Abigaile is when she was living with me, her dad and her sister in TEXAS.
We were not divorced. Nor was there mention of any separation.
We were not divorced. Nor was there mention of any separation.
Abigailes story started in 2003 when she was born and immediately had a reaction to the HEP B vaccine because her she was born with Group B Strep. I have a case study that I have written with details of when the reaction first happened. At the time I was not aware that a vaccine reaction is what it was called. In 2004 while receiving more vaccines, Abigale would have a second reaction this time with life threatening seizures.
I spent the next Seven years, myself , researching case studies and scheduling Abigaile for specialists, lab tests, phenobarbital sticks, and other medical treatments. I gave Abigaile the pharmaceutical drugs, and I will refer to them as " drugs" because that is what they are. Drugs. My prior occupation was in Nursing, I had education plus working skills in Nursing prior to marriage or children. So I am familiar with the medical field as it was my occupation for over eight years in a hospital setting. I worked in Cardiac, ICU, ER, and Geriatrics and Oncology. In addition to this I worked after I was married in a Specialist POD doing ICD9 coding and insurance billing working with Pulmonologist, Oncologist, Gastroenterology, and diagnostics. I have been a private duty nurse for many prominent citizens of our local community in my home birth state.
I spent the next Seven years, myself , researching case studies and scheduling Abigaile for specialists, lab tests, phenobarbital sticks, and other medical treatments. I gave Abigaile the pharmaceutical drugs, and I will refer to them as " drugs" because that is what they are. Drugs. My prior occupation was in Nursing, I had education plus working skills in Nursing prior to marriage or children. So I am familiar with the medical field as it was my occupation for over eight years in a hospital setting. I worked in Cardiac, ICU, ER, and Geriatrics and Oncology. In addition to this I worked after I was married in a Specialist POD doing ICD9 coding and insurance billing working with Pulmonologist, Oncologist, Gastroenterology, and diagnostics. I have been a private duty nurse for many prominent citizens of our local community in my home birth state.
I spent Seven years doing research in case studies, taking Abigaile to specialists to try to discover a protocol, a care plan , anything for our daughter to help make her well. I literally felt with the hundreds of seizures that she was having I didn't know if she would live one day to the next or not. She was on drugs for seizures and still having more seizures. I spent days, nights, weeks and months with very little to no sleep and often not eating. All medical decisions and research, all appointments, were made by me. I coordinated hotels, travel and Abigailes dad took time from work and drive us. We went as Abigailes family, Abigailes support system.
I spent Seven years doing trauma care and working with Dr,s specialists , nurses, therapists etc to get Abigaile to the place she was for rehabilitation.
Then after receiving a entitlement to damages from a proven vaccine injury ( which my notes, my burden of proof was done by me- no one else ). I spent days and nights documenting in journals her sleep, her intake and output, her foods she could tolerate foods she could not tolerate. This was not textbook - this is reality. I took from Drs, nurses, specialists, etc what I could take and that is how I got Abigaile to where she was making progress. It was because of my presence with her to document everything she had gone through and to continue things that worked and stop things that didn't. I was Abgiailes private duty 24 hour nurse , therapist, teacher, motivator and mom.
While I did research and reached out to professionals and academia when I felt Abgaile was ready to move to the next level.
While I did research and reached out to professionals and academia when I felt Abgaile was ready to move to the next level.
I trained on all of Abigailes therapies, took continuing education classes in Health, nutrition and even education and psychology. I did this as Abigailes mom - this was not the system telling me to do this - my daughter is not a asset and certainly not a product of the system. She is still alive because of the time and effort I spent taking that time as a stay at home mom I was burdened in my heart and my spirit to make my daughter better.
Abigaile was better, she was making progress, she was walking with single pod canes and quad canes and even with a walker. She was not in a wheelchair invalid state or drugged.
I did medication logs, food logs, sleep logs, and seizure logs of when Abigaile would have seizures and noted , reported this to Dr,s, neurologists and noticed that she was having seizures within a certain time of giving her certain drugs. I reference this as drugs ( because this is what hospital personnel call them - drugs).
I reported this information to her Dr. who was following Abigaile. I would update him on her progress via phone, emails and in office. The office visits her dad and her sister, and I were always present. I voiced my concerns when there was a drug we would start and it would show even in the logs Abigailes seizures would increase, causing the Dr. to say to increase the drugs. I did, then the seizures would become more frequent or more violent.
It appeared that each time I would give Abigaile these drugs within 30 min to 1 hour start having seizures. This is a red flag to me. Called an adverse reaction. To think that someone , a child or any one can't have a reaction to a seizure drug or can't have a seizure because of a adverse reaction to a seizure drug is ignorant and blatant malpractice. Even the warning labels of seizure drugs, even the emergency drug for seizures state this very thing. Abigaile was having drug reactions to her emergency medication called Diastat and would cause more violent seizures with additional side effects. I noticed this would prompt the Dr to try and add an additional diagnosis on to her. I would point out to Dr. Kartzinel that the Diastat causes the additional muscle atrophy and the muscle twitching , leg cramps and leg spasms. When I tool her off of the seizure drugs, she no longer took he emergency drugs diastat , she no longer had twitches, spasms or seizures. She would have an occasional drop seizure that has been caused when given a previous seizures drug. This was given to Dr. Kartzinel. When she was taken off all the drugs, she would only have an occasional seizure and a Neurologist that we had seen prior had told us this is normal and she will eventually cease having the seizures it is her body growing out of them. The Neurologist told us to view it as a hiccup in the brain. Why would you give your child seizure drugs when they cause side effects of seizures ?
It appeared that each time I would give Abigaile these drugs within 30 min to 1 hour start having seizures. This is a red flag to me. Called an adverse reaction. To think that someone , a child or any one can't have a reaction to a seizure drug or can't have a seizure because of a adverse reaction to a seizure drug is ignorant and blatant malpractice. Even the warning labels of seizure drugs, even the emergency drug for seizures state this very thing. Abigaile was having drug reactions to her emergency medication called Diastat and would cause more violent seizures with additional side effects. I noticed this would prompt the Dr to try and add an additional diagnosis on to her. I would point out to Dr. Kartzinel that the Diastat causes the additional muscle atrophy and the muscle twitching , leg cramps and leg spasms. When I tool her off of the seizure drugs, she no longer took he emergency drugs diastat , she no longer had twitches, spasms or seizures. She would have an occasional drop seizure that has been caused when given a previous seizures drug. This was given to Dr. Kartzinel. When she was taken off all the drugs, she would only have an occasional seizure and a Neurologist that we had seen prior had told us this is normal and she will eventually cease having the seizures it is her body growing out of them. The Neurologist told us to view it as a hiccup in the brain. Why would you give your child seizure drugs when they cause side effects of seizures ?
I talked about this with Dr Kartiznel and told him what I had been journaling and documenting and it appeared she was having seizures around the time seizure drugs were given, her reactions was more seizures. I would skip doses of the drugs sometimes two doses and she would not have seizures.
Abigaile also had many triggers to seizures. This is not an isolated case, but there are many people and many different names to call this and the allopathic wants to give it a diagnosis so they can drug it. When in reality stopping the drugs, stopped the seizure. Abigaile was not on seizure drugs since about 2014 and she was only having an occasional seizure when coming into contact with a " seizure trigger". She was on Thyroid drugs. A natural Thyroid armor. I asked Dr. Kartiznel if we could do regular labs and when it was safe I would like to start tapering Abigaile off that Thyroid drug so she didn't become DRUG DEPENDENT.
Abigaile also had many triggers to seizures. This is not an isolated case, but there are many people and many different names to call this and the allopathic wants to give it a diagnosis so they can drug it. When in reality stopping the drugs, stopped the seizure. Abigaile was not on seizure drugs since about 2014 and she was only having an occasional seizure when coming into contact with a " seizure trigger". She was on Thyroid drugs. A natural Thyroid armor. I asked Dr. Kartiznel if we could do regular labs and when it was safe I would like to start tapering Abigaile off that Thyroid drug so she didn't become DRUG DEPENDENT.
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| Abigaile with her birthday gift from me - sometime between Sept. and Oct 2019 pretzel legs and her look on her face - I see the same fear from trauma during the vaccine reaction |
So we did labs and Abigaile was taken off the natural Thyroid armor. Her labs were tested often to be certain that her body was responding to normal values, and it was confirmed on lab test by serum. These labs were ordered by numerous Dr.s and by Dr Kartzinel . I was not given Abigailes lab test when I requested her medical records even though I requested ALL medical records and labs.
Abigaile was making huge positive progress and great progress when we were in Southern California between 2011- 2014 but we could not afford rent there. I decided to look for other options so that we could keep Abigaile in California in the therapy and environment that she was in. This is when I requested the motorhome for her travel with our agreement between her dad and I to live in Texas ( between our family of origins) and the motorhome would be travel to stay and go to S. California where Abigaile had made the most progress.
Southern California care plan is the most progress that she had made due to environment, due to therapy that is for Trauma and Traumatic brain injury ( even when injury is chemically induced traumatic brain injury ) . Polfit Therapy was the best thing that I have ever scheduled and done with Abigaile. I will be posting videos in additional posts from her therapy and this is why Abigaile was walking. https://www.polfit.com. I was trained as a mom with the Home program to do with Abigaile. This was part of our routine.
Southern California care plan is the most progress that she had made due to environment, due to therapy that is for Trauma and Traumatic brain injury ( even when injury is chemically induced traumatic brain injury ) . Polfit Therapy was the best thing that I have ever scheduled and done with Abigaile. I will be posting videos in additional posts from her therapy and this is why Abigaile was walking. https://www.polfit.com. I was trained as a mom with the Home program to do with Abigaile. This was part of our routine.
Abigaile was not wheelchair bound, with her legs in a pretzel position. This is how children and adults loose all control of their extremities. When you keep a child from a therapy and treatments and care plan that was showing remarked progress - 2013 is when we left S. California to move toward Texas due to Abigailes dad and his work we arrived in Texas in 2016. During this time I trained for additional education for Abigailes needs and also did her activities of daily learning, teaching her mastery of skills, doing her home therapy program, Tomatis speech and cognitive learning. In 2015 and 2016 I had made plans for Polfit therapy but could not get an affirmed appointment with her dad to drive her motorhome. I had to cancel several appointment for Polfit and Hyperbarics in California.
A recent photo of Abigaile taken sometime after Christmas 2019 to show Abigaile opening her gift from me. The photo was sent to me via text from her dads phone Dec. 30,2019. I was not given a phone call or any messages from her or her sister. I have been given no contact and received no phone calls, text or emails from her sister since May 22,2017. I did a welfare check once I had an address on October 2019. How can children who lived with a stay at home mom who cared for them daily and didn't harm them, didn't abuse them. Just not want anything to do with their mom? Not even to call, not to text or email ? These questions need asked. Read about Parent Alienation. It should be called Child Alienation. That is what is really is.
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| Abigaile sitting with pretzel legs opening her Christmas gift from me |
Hyperbaric Oxygen therapy and Dr. Jolly at the Center for New Medicine was in conjunction with the Polfit therapy. The Hyperbaric therapy was amazing and Dr. Jolly such a kind and caring individual. I will be posting photos of this therapy as well with more information. Abigaile made tremendous progress with Hyperbarics. I found that she made most progress when doing the Polfit wellness therapy first and then we would take her to Hyperbarics afterward. This was a very good thing for her. These two therapies were why she was making such progress. We also did TMS therapy that seemed to stop the globalized seizures that she was having. She completely stopped global seizures. I was told by Dr. Kartzinel that he had a child with autism who was getting the same TMS and she was doing the therapy and suddenly the little girl lost all progress and regressed to a point they weren't sure she would ever be okay. I decided then to stay with the progress we made and we never did another TMS therapy after that.
Abigaile was potty trained requesting potty needed assistance to and from potty. But needed assistance with Ambulation.
Abigaile had mastered 15-20 words. She was starting to master two word sentences in proper context. She would respond approproiately and was cognitive in understanding of what was being asked of her. This is huge progress - prior to this she was babbling mommy and dad and calling her sister boppie occasionally. One of the last phone calls with Dr. Kartzinel in 2018 I questioned him with regard to her dad remarking that " well Abigaile finally stopped saying - Dr Kartzinel didn't finish the sentence in chart notes and when I asked him to tell me more about this - he was silent.
Oxygen is key for a brain that was chemically assaulted and damaged. Oxygen regenerates new cells. The damage from the vaccine injury and drugs that were used to treat the vaccine injury were causing neurotransmitters to shut down or misfire causing globalized seizures.
Abigaile was potty trained requesting potty needed assistance to and from potty. But needed assistance with Ambulation.
Abigaile had mastered 15-20 words. She was starting to master two word sentences in proper context. She would respond approproiately and was cognitive in understanding of what was being asked of her. This is huge progress - prior to this she was babbling mommy and dad and calling her sister boppie occasionally. One of the last phone calls with Dr. Kartzinel in 2018 I questioned him with regard to her dad remarking that " well Abigaile finally stopped saying - Dr Kartzinel didn't finish the sentence in chart notes and when I asked him to tell me more about this - he was silent.
Oxygen is key for a brain that was chemically assaulted and damaged. Oxygen regenerates new cells. The damage from the vaccine injury and drugs that were used to treat the vaccine injury were causing neurotransmitters to shut down or misfire causing globalized seizures.
Abigailes therapy and rehabilitation would have never made the progress she did had I kept drugging her. And being a stay at home mom making Abigaile my priority to make her well was absolutely key and monument in her healing.
I have been kept from her decision making even as being a permanent Guardian and her mother. I have been forcibly kept and withheld from all medical decisions, financial decisions and all respect to her care.
I was her stay at home mom for 13 1/2 years of her life where she was making progress and now after being abducted and kidnapped from Texas as a home state to Florida. I have been denied all parental rights and all attachment to the child I had nurtured from being gravely ill , getting entitlement to a Guardianship and Trust to being denied to have any attachment, denied everything from my child and everything denied to my child from me.
She is being given marijuana oil , and calling it a medication. Her dad and I agreed that we would not give her addictive drugs. Marijuana oil or cannabis oil is not medication it is a class 1 gateway drug. It is against my religious and philosophical beliefs for my child.
Drugging a child with marijuana oil and calling it medicine is like calling a prostitute a business woman. I am vehemently against marijuana oil and I have done the research on it. And her dad and I agreed to not give her marijuana oil because of addictive behaviors and prior drug and alcohol tendencies that were in family members.
It is clear with Abigailes medical records from the time of her birth in 2003 until May 22, 2017 when she was forcibly abducted and kidnapped from me and my possession that her health has greatly deteriorated. There are medical records with Dr. Kartzinel that show this.
I was her stay at home mom for 13 1/2 years of her life where she was making progress and now after being abducted and kidnapped from Texas as a home state to Florida. I have been denied all parental rights and all attachment to the child I had nurtured from being gravely ill , getting entitlement to a Guardianship and Trust to being denied to have any attachment, denied everything from my child and everything denied to my child from me.
She is being given marijuana oil , and calling it a medication. Her dad and I agreed that we would not give her addictive drugs. Marijuana oil or cannabis oil is not medication it is a class 1 gateway drug. It is against my religious and philosophical beliefs for my child.
Drugging a child with marijuana oil and calling it medicine is like calling a prostitute a business woman. I am vehemently against marijuana oil and I have done the research on it. And her dad and I agreed to not give her marijuana oil because of addictive behaviors and prior drug and alcohol tendencies that were in family members.
It is clear with Abigailes medical records from the time of her birth in 2003 until May 22, 2017 when she was forcibly abducted and kidnapped from me and my possession that her health has greatly deteriorated. There are medical records with Dr. Kartzinel that show this.
Marijuana has nothing extracted except directly into the oil and you can call it cannabis but it is the same. The extraction of THC goes from the plant into the oil. The oil is then put on a child with seizures causing her more complications and damage. Doping her dose six times a day, to the extinct that the dosage will get higher and higher not working. Eventually her neurotransmitters having enough and blowing up in seizures again. Which has likely happened already- due to the numerous drugs that she is now forced to take.
Marijuana/cannabis doesn't matter if it is home grown or grown GMO it suppresses and controls neurotransmitters to stop signaling receptors. It heals NOTHING. It does not promote healing - it does not make anything well. With carrier oils the drugs are still assimilated into the bloodstream ( quicker than smoking a joint) and assimilated directly into the cell walls and membranes taking it to the heart and the brain via the bloodstream. Call it topical ( allopathic ) call it homeopathic ( alternative ) . Its all the same drug. Marijuana and cannabis also blocks the Limbic area of the brain causing one to not experience EMOTIONS. Convenient?
Marijuana/cannabis doesn't matter if it is home grown or grown GMO it suppresses and controls neurotransmitters to stop signaling receptors. It heals NOTHING. It does not promote healing - it does not make anything well. With carrier oils the drugs are still assimilated into the bloodstream ( quicker than smoking a joint) and assimilated directly into the cell walls and membranes taking it to the heart and the brain via the bloodstream. Call it topical ( allopathic ) call it homeopathic ( alternative ) . Its all the same drug. Marijuana and cannabis also blocks the Limbic area of the brain causing one to not experience EMOTIONS. Convenient?
Causing further damage to a little girl who has been through more than enough trauma in her life. Causing her more trauma and pain. Causing her additional health complications. Then forcibly removed her from her primary attachment while she is medically/ health fragile and throw her to the wolves who have not been her continuity of care but instead throw drugs at symptoms.
What is that looking like now ?
What is that looking like now ?
I know my child, I was there when there was no one else there - I had to be to keep her alive.
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| Natascha opening her Christmas gift from me sometime aftyer Christmas 2019 |
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| Photo of Abigaile a seizure patient with necklace on ? Christmas photos Dec. 2019 |
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| A beautiful - happy photo of Natascha and Abigaile in Grapevine Texas where we moved to call home in 2016
Our daughters were abducted and kidnapped from me while living with their dad after 20 years of marriage. I was a stay at home mom dedicating my time at home our girls were my priority. In everything. In their daily care, their learning, their daily skills, and with the medical and health care. I have never neglected our girls nor have I ever neglected their care. I can have some very long conversations with people that matter in regard to talking about neglecting of care.
I am ALIENATED parent #6 and Parent Alienation has caused me Trauma and mental anguish as well as our daughters - and is causing Trauma and harm to our child.
Please follow my facebook page for our girls it is called # Justice for Abigaile and Natascha
My blogspot for my ministry - https://wholebodyrestoration.blogspot.com
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