Day 1356 of maternal alienation/ estrangement - Supervised phone call - Trauma to the Mother and child relationship

 

May 21, 2017 My children Abigaile and Natascha were ABDUCTED AND KIDNAPPED via the Dallas county family shelter and their trusted parent .  I want you to see Trauma in their faces- horrific trauma - there is no amount of Emotional prostitution that can buy this trauma off. 

You can go back to prior posts to this and see their current photos.  It is quite different from these posts.  There is a good cause for this.  Their biological dad and I never agreed to raising our daughters the way they are being raised now - or the way they have been used as weapon and financially exploited.  This has caused serious Psychological Trauma abuse and Childhood Trauma- in addition to stealing a childhood where they were healthy and happy without trauma abuse.  This is wrong on many different levels.  This is not in the ways of God. This is in the eyes of Trauma Abuse. 

This is my Thirty minute scheduled phone call with Abigaile yesterday 2/5/2021.  

ABGO phone call 

Call began at approximately 4:34 over half of the phone call was interrupted by the male who seemed to find it humorous to interrupt Abigailes phone time with me on our supervised phone call. 

** The entire call was disrupted and interference in my time with Abigaile - really immature, lacks parental guidance in addition to teaching our daughter how to disrespect her mom.  Would this be allowed if time were supervised in a facility?  

The majority of the phone calls have been disrupted and interrupted - people coming and going and a complete lack of respect for Abigailes time with me her mom.  Abigailes phone was on speaker phone and I asked numerous times to stop interrupting the call time and the male continued with the disruption. 

 

WORDS:  she is making mmmmm mmmmm mmm sound over and over - then says poppy, poppy she continues to try and say mmmm mmmm mmm - bye, bye, hi - please please bye, please

 ** I know what the interpretation of this is and this is beyond human cruelty and cruelty to a handicapped child.  I taught Abigaile her letter sounds, her letter blends and making words.  Her language that ( she had ) is nowhere now - where it was.  Her words are unattainable and this is not to do with anything I did but can clearly be seen by medical records of where the real Mental, Emotional and Physical cruelty to a Handicapped child started.  

STORYTIME : 

A little Sweet Tea - she keeps saying mmmmm mmmm like she is trying to say a word keeps saying mmm mmmm mmm over and over. Then she says poppy then she says bye . 

** The girls and I often played Tea parties- the Tea party book was a favorite.  Abigaile can no longer appropriately respond to any requests or verbalization of anything requested of her during any of the stories.  These are story books , nursery rhymes etc that I taught Abigaile language skills and even though she was not aware of grammar - she would appropriately respond.  This was one of Abigales favorite books - she would say please throughout most of the book. The girls and I would have indoor and outdoor tea time. While we were confined at home ( until they were abducted).  There were many reasons of being confined.  I have since been enlightened to the intentional confinement since this abduction and interstate kidnapping.  

Brown Bear Brown Bear - mmmm mmmmm mmmm mmm . 

***.She says bye poppy and please she continues making this mmmm and grunting sound. In the past this is associated with brain trauma.  Brain injury. She was not doing this prior to being abducted or kidnapped and had not done this type of pattern since prior to California in late 2010-2011 .

You are my Miracle - 

She continues with the mmmm mmmm mmm throughout the entire story. 

Old MacDonald Had a Farm - 

Mmmm mmmm mmm - 

****  The phone call is continuously disrupted by a male in the background who keeps talking to Abigaile.  

The male in background keeps distracting Abigaile and saying hi hello and distracting her where she is distracted from phone call.  

Abigailes dad and the male in the background are laughing ***  I personally don’t see what is funny about distracting a handicapped daughter from talking with her mommy - they continue the distraction even after I asked them to stop.  The male continued his intentional disruption of hi.  What kind of sick and distorted individuals do this?  How disgusting to do this to a handicapped child?  A male adult that needs therapy for attachment disorder. He is willing to further cause trauma abuse to a child and intentional sabotage of time between a child and her biological mother.  

Buh, buh, buh -  

Duh, duh, duh - 

Puh- puh - puh -  

***  Male laughing in background distracting her from phone call I asked that they stop distracting Abigaile, again-  so she can talk with me. This is my time with Abigaile.  The laughing and distractions continue with Abigaile and distracting the phone call.  **** My supervised scheduled visit is 30 minutes.  This intentional , immature disruption has last longer than thirty minutes. The remainder of the call was wasted, she was completely disengaged because of this intentional disruption. 

The Wheels on the Bus -   

Beep, beep, beep - 

***  she is too distracted by a male in the background to talk on the phone.  The male is acting juvenile and disrupting the call, the male is interfering with my custody time this is interference of custody. ***  

****  The male keeps saying hi and hello and laughing ( intentionally disrupting the phone call even after I ask them to stop disrupting my time with Abigaile. How horrible and what a horrible human being to disrupt a Childs visit with her mom.  **** laughing in background and saying hi to Abigaile disrupting my call with her.  This is NOT okay and this is directed to harm Abigaile and to cause harm in our mother and child relationship .  Clearly this seemed planned and intentional - why would anyone disrupt the only communication between a child and her mom?  

Swish , swish, swish -  

Bounce up and down - 

Ma, ma, ma - can you say ma, ma, ma - she screams bye bye bye 

My mommy loves me - 

Five little Ducks -  

She screams bye, poppy, bye, poppy poppy poppy through the entire story -  after this male disrupted our custody time.  

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star -  

She screams poppy, poppy, poppy - bye, bye, bye, 

Night time Prayer - 

now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord our souls to keep guide and guard us through the night and wake us with the mornings light amen.  Abigale can you say amen? 

** Her dad after having the entire phone call disrupted with the ( lack of maturity and  custodial phone time interruptions by his male visitor ) whispers for Abigaile to say bye, so then Abigaile starts saying bye, then hi.  She is then saying poppy as in what seeking her dad in what direction to speak. 

# PLEASE GOD SAVE MY CHILDREN 

#JUSTICEFORABIGAILEANDNATASCHA 

#Financialabuse

#Guardianshipabuse

#ChidlhoodTrauma

1,357 days May 21, 2017 - February 6, 2021 PKPA- UCCJEA- CHILDHOOD TRAUMA ABUSE

 

May 21, 2017 - my MINOR daughters abduction and Interstate kidnapping.

#JUSTICEFORABIGAILEANDNATASCHA 

https://www.facebook.com/JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

I want for you to get this image into your mind - just like it has been etched in my mind.  The Trauma and Terror they experienced at the hands of a system that not only violated their civil rights, their human rights - and due process but my civil and human rights and my due process.  #TEXAS #FLORIDA #CHILD TRAFFICKING VIA THE SYSTEM AND COURTS

    This is a continued update of our daughters and my fight of Justice for them and for me.  Justice is not gaslighting - nor is it doing things in deceit, holding children hostage, and denying my children their rights to have a relationship with me, their mother. 

    There has NEVER been any mistreatment, neglect or abuse that has been proven against me. In fact where the deceitful separation took place at the DALLAS FAMILY SHELTER       ( according to the dissolution of marriage secretly served to me Nineteen months later where the biological dad and his mother were holding our children hostage in Florida - court document 1/2019.  I was never told that my children were going to Florida and I never consented or gave permission for them to go to Florida.  I was abandoned and deserted in TEXAS where we were living- I was not responded to while my children were being withheld and kept from me in a gated community with their biological dad and his mother.  ( according to court documents).  

    You see my case is different in that this entire event was orchestrated in advance and deceitfully done using the system - and in return the system has used this opportunity to exploit me and my children.  

    This was a Twenty Two year marriage that was happy and our children were happy and living polar opposite until the family of origin for the biological dad helped to abduct and kidnap our children.  My children have been kept from me for 1357 days to date. My oldest daughter whom I had a close relationship with prior to this abduction - I'm curious why she never mentioned what was happening when I knew she was being used not only as a weapon, but as a scapegoat.  I have messaged, emailed, texted my children every day since May 21, 2017 ( amazing some of the stupid remarks or gaslighting I get from this).  Derelict defection of gaslighting to promote the abuse of me and my children.  Dysfunctional family system in the system for transactional financial abuse and trafficking.  

    This is all deceit and done because of a Guardianship and entitlement that was awarded to our daughter Abigaile- Financial abuse and exploitation of Guardianship.  I was our daughters Primary Caregiver, their Primary attachment and their health care manager, as a stay at home mom.  I cared for Abigaile and Natascha until the day they were abducted and kidnapped          ( May 21, 2017).  The fact that no one in Texas ( I have a list of 60+ organizations govt. and otherwise with case #s is alarming to me and should be alarming to you also).  

    Moving forward to FLORIDA where my children were TRAFFICKED TO and an additional 20+ agencies, organizations as well as law enforcement, government etc.  again alarming to me.  NO ONE required anything for this FRAUD TO BE ENTERED INTO COURT AS EVIDENCE.  ALACHUA COUNTY FLORIDA - HAGUE JUDGE - CASE# 01-2018-dr-4259  is a case of abduction and kidnapping / trafficking, financial exploitation , and child trauma abuse, domestic terrorism and legal abuse.  Including Medical abuse by a long time Dr who has exploited and trauma abused our daughter, legal abuse, financial abuse and judicial abuse.  

    Our daughter being exploited financially, and profited from every person that was there to protect her.  Medical records - her own Dr. and even financial institution exploiting her.  Law enforcement protection - not in TEXAS or FLORIDA.  NATIONAL MISSING AND EXPLOITED CHILDREN - Parental rights - nope.  

    All frauds - our children TRAFFICKED FROM TEXAS TO FLORIDA - VIA TEXAS INTERSTATE TRAFFIC AUTHORITY.    Courtesy of the DALLAS FAMILY SHELTER DALLAS CTY. TEXAS .  I could go into this family history of dysfunctional family systems but I don't think I need to. Most of us have some dysfunctional behaviors or dysfunctional family behaviors we are not proud of.  My now, former husband and I - vowed that we would not follow in that same path and did so for many years but our daughter - well money does a lot to get people to turn against their faith and to follow the money trail no matter who it harms including their own children.  

    Here is our daughters Vaccine Injury case.  I have prior education and work experience for many years in Nursing and insurance coding as well as private duty nursing.  I am not ignorant to the field.  Even though I was accused of being abusive and neglecting my daughters care.  I'm curious who cared for our daughter from birth to the day she was abducted and caused severe mental trauma and mental anguish in addition to being forcibly separated from her Primary caregiver of almost 14 years and her Primary attachment.  

 During this time between her infant adverse reaction,  I researched and advocated for my daughter while contacting friends, Doctors and nurses that I personally knew in the field as well as contacting and setting appointments , visiting Dr.s, specialists and other professionals from the onset of her symptoms of the Vaccine reaction until she was abducted and kidnapped.

  

    I also researched once it was made clear to me, doing my own research and advocacy for our daughter in addition to personally being trained in all of her therapies and treatments that I needed to file for a Vaccine Injury claim on VAERS reporting system which I did ALONE.  

    Abigailes Vaccine injury : My daily observation and documentation - in addition to my education, nursing experience, education and working skills was the documentation that the professional witness ( Assistant professor at LeBoneurs Memphis TN ) used in his expert witness testimony that won our daughters vaccine injury case.  

FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION :  Family of origins on both sides of family were not part of our childrens lives.  Not because we didn't want them to. They were too busy and not interested in a child who was handicapped or was hospitalized and dying - that is until she was entitled with this entitlement.  And making progress being rehabilitated by my care plan that was approved and part of the acceptance of the initial seed money and entitlement.  Amazing how people flog and even help to destroy and pay for divorce, emotional buy offs.  emotional incest -  to destroy children they had never been part of their life prior.  

SEE ABIGAILES VACCINE INJURY CASE HERE: http://www.cofc.uscourts.gov/sites/default/files/opinions/ABELL.Golec.Ent.pdf

    It is this entitlement and in addition to Dysfunctional family systems , addictive behaviors, trauma abuse, medical kidnapping that has been wrongfully done to our daughter.  This is a horrific form of abuse to her and to me.  This is domestic terrorism and human cruelty.   

     I am going to post the documentation of the phone call I had with Abigaile yesterday.  I have recording of this call.  It is beyond heart breaking to hear our daughter at a fraction of the health she was at prior to her abduction and kidnapping.  I did the work, research, built the case, found the lawyers, Doctors, specialists, therapists, equipment , drove for over three months from NW Arkansas to Tulsa OK for therapy every single day to and from.  This was a three hour drive one way.  I drove to Little Rock from our home- four hours one way to get equipment from ICAN Arkansas ( used equipment - because insurance refused to provide a wheelchair for our daughter who could not walk).  I potty trained a child who could not walk.  

        I taught our child to walk, trained in all of her therapies.  I trained in Integrative Nutrition in order to correct our daughters multiple chemical disorder caused from the chemical assault on her infant brain - watching my child stop breathing and turning blue , doing CPR on her so she didn't die while others idly stood by.  This is abuse and neglect?  

with love, hugs, sugars, and more love to my beautiful girls you don't deserve this trauma abuse.  What a horrific childhood memory and to have your childhood stolen from you at the hands of others.  

love, 

mommy 

xoxo 

    

1,335 days May 21, 2017 - January 15, 2021 Abduction, Interstate Kidnapping and Estrangement

 What does that look like ? 

How long ago was May 21st 2017?

May 21st 2017 was on a Sunday and was in week 20 of 2017.

How many months ago was May 21st 2017? 
43 months

How many weeks ago was May 21st 2017? 
191 weeks

How many days ago was May 21st 2017? 
1336 days

How many hours, minutes and seconds ago? 
32,040 hours 
1,922,403 minutes 
115,344,206 seconds

    This story line started long before Texas or Florida.  But there is a lot more to this Story than is being led to believe via Facebook and the false narrative in Court.  

  My scheduled , supervised phone call with Abigaile today ( January 15, 2021 ). I can not imagine the confusion , the trauma and the pain my child is experiencing and has experienced during all of this.  What a horrific form of trauma abuse.  You don't believe this is abuse - 

https://www.psychologicalscience.org/publications/observer/obsonline/how-mother-child-separation-causes-neurobiological-vulnerability-into-adulthood.html#

In addition this was a healthy, happy and healing child who's medications and drugs were discontinued prior to the. abduction and kidnapping event ( since 2015 ) drug free and healing.  After this event malicious lies and false narratives were spoken about me to The Dallas Family shelter in addition to Alachua County Florida family court.  All fraud to remove me from my childrens lives-  This is what that looks like.  

Why were my children removed - I didn't remove my children nor did I project or triangulate malicious and false narratives to them about anyone.  

  This is my call with our beautiful , handicapped Abigaile who has regressed and has experienced further regression in addition to medical kidnapping, legal abuse and financial exploitation and Guardianship abuse.  

  I will leave a legacy of Truth for my children.  My children will know the truth.  

💔. It literally breaks my heart and soul to hear and to see what has been done to our daughters at the hands and actions of other people.  For anyone to allow this type of behaviors and to do this to children much less a handicapped child to cause the trauma to her in the name of financial exploitation and medical abuse is beyond reprehensible. 

See Alachua County Florida - Robert Groeb - case # 01-2018Dr- 004259 

https://www.flsenate.gov/Laws/Statutes/2018/787.03

http://www.leg.state.fl.us/Statutes/index.cfm?App_mode=Display_Statute&URL=0700-0799/0787/Sections/0787.03.html

  What Alienation turned Estrangement looks like.  I did NOT alienate or abandon my children as the false narrative, fraud story that has been spoken in court.  My minor children were Abducted and Kidnapped and then kept and withheld from me.  

  In addition ALL forms of communication were kept from our daughters and I from communicating with one another.  While a malicious and false story of fraud was being perpetrated in court and on court record that I had abandoned my children which is an out- right fabricated lie.  This has continued to be the false narrative while my children have been forced and coerced to live in a lifestyle of lies and deceit while being emotionally traumatized, psychologically manipulated and continued trauma of being kept from me their mom.  

  This is a horrific form of Psychological child abuse that has been done to our children and is being done to our children.  

  This is Tortious interference with parental rights in addition to abuse being done to me and my children.  

WORDS: 

Abigaile answers saying BYE, BYE, BYE, I ask how she is and she says “ hi”.  She then starts hitting something in the background.  She then starts screaming POPPY, POPPY, POPPY, 

STORYTIME:  ( These are all nursery rhymes and books that I read to her and all books and nursery rhymes that I taught her letter sounds, word sounds, vowels, and two and three word sentences.  

I also taught her counting as well as inter-active play and engagement.  

While I can not visualize what she is doing ( I can hear that she is playing with toys - meaning she is distracted from our phone call, from my time with her as her mother ).  

There is no verbalizing or engaging in any of the conversation.  

A Little Sweet Tea - 

I read the book- there were several distractions of saying please, bye, and banging on something in the background ( a distraction ).  She then says please and continues beating on whatever object she is beating on.  

Brown Bear Brown Bear -  

She says please several times and continues banging on whatever object she is banging on. 

Says please continues beating on object and saying please then poppy . 

You are My Miracle - 

She continues beating on object - says poppy during my reading the story and then continues banging again.  She says please and continues banging on object.  

Old MacDonald Had a Farm -  

She says please , please , please I ask her to say 

Ma, ma, ma - she responds with Please, please, 

Buh, buh, buh -  she starts beating on object .  

Duh, duh, duh -  she responds with please, please, please, please and continues banging on object. 

Puh, puh, puh-  no Response - no Engagement 

Pat - A- Cake -  she starts blowing sugars over and over I tell her good blowing sugars then she says please, please, please 

Wheels on the Bus-  

Bepp. beep. Beep - She starts banging on object again and says please , please 

Swish, swish, swish - she says please, please - no response no engagement 

Bounce up and down - no response no engagement 

Ma, ma, ma - no response no engagement . The phone is silent.  

My mommy loves me - no response no engagement - the phone is silent. 

Five Little Ducks - no engagement no response - no verbalization of counting when I ask her to count. 

Incy Wincy Spider - 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - banging on object again - after I started reading . 

No response No engagement.

Prayer :  

Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord our souls to keep Guide and Guard us through the night wake us with the mornings light. Amen.  

• There is no response except the continued beating on an object to make noise.  She has gotten quieter and no longer responsive and does not engage with my conversation.  

   I spent at least 10- 15 minutes asking Abigaile if she was there - asking her to respond to me- asking her to repeat ma, ma, ma or my mommy loves me trying to engage her to respond and verbalize anything and the phone was silent.  

   It sounded as though she possibly fell asleep - then she started beating on the object again and I heard a male voice say bye - say bye - so she said bye several times and said bye please. The phone was then disconnected.  

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

#ChildInterstatekidnappingandParentAbduction

#ChildPsychologicalTrauma

   My children were trafficked via the legal system from Arlington , Texas where we had lived from 2015-2017 with established services for our daughter. 

The Dallas county family shelter was used in this trafficking.  Per court record. I have copy. 

The State of Texas I have numerous documented incidents that aided in this interstate trafficking. Including Arlington Texas Police Department.

The children were trafficked, hidden, kept and withheld all communication from me their mother. I received a service in Texas for dissolution of marriage in January of 2019 - my children kept this entire time with no communication of their whereabouts.  I was never told where my children were at and had not been served or brought to my attention any investigations that were in the state of Texas ( as claimed on dissolution of divorce).  The state of Texas was notified through several government  and local agencies of this incident as it was happening. I have documented.

 

The state of Florida was notified through several documented contacts that they were harboring a parent abduction and kidnapping. I have documented.  The state of Florida in addition to others who knowingly held and kidnapped my children and have since continued to cause Intentional trauma to the Mother and child attachment and relationship.  I was the primary attachment, primary caregiver and primary continuity of care for our handicapped daughter prior to this parent abduction and interstate kidnapping.  

#Stop the abuse to my children 

#Bring them home

#Justice for Abigaile and Natascha ( on facebook) 

with love,

Momma to Abigaile and Natascha 

xoxo

1,328 days May 21, 2017 - January 8, 2021 since parent abduction and kidnapping

My appeal to Heaven 🙏🏼

    My "supervised phone call " with the most beautiful - spirit filled girl that I have ever encountered.  A child who has been forced to endure an insurmountable mental, emotional and physical pain and trauma.  And continues to be forced to endure mental, emotional and physical trauma and pain in addition to the many ways that she has been exploited , punished and used as a weapon.  

    No child should ever have to endure what she has been forced to endure at the hands of others who follow evil for their own benefit - their own selfishness.  I pray that Lazarus is delivered from the tomb. For the sake and safety, well being and health of my children.  They do not deserve what they have been forced to endure.  

    My call with Abigaile tonight.  The call speaks for itself.  Please pray for me - Please pray for my children.  It is enough of the evil it is enough of the abuse.  This is nothing but evil.  When adults use a child as a weapon, when they financially exploit a child and remove the Childs primary caretaker and caregiver- the primary attachment .  This goes beyond cruelty - 

ABGO PHONE CALL 01/08/2021

WORDS: 

Storytime : 

A Little Sweet Tea -  

Says poppy, poppy, - no response no engagement.  I asked her to use her words and tell mommy what she did today.  She was silent and never responded.  

Brown Brown Brown Bear - 

No response no engagement. 

You are my miracle - 

No response no engagement. 

Old Macdonalds Farm -  

ma, ma, ma - can you say my mommy loves me ?  No response no engagement and then she says please.  

Buh, buh, buh - can you say buh, buh, buh ?  No response, no engagement. 

Duh, duh, duh - “ “ “ “ - no response , no engagement . 

Puh, puh, puh, - “ “ “ “ - no response, no engagement .

Wheels on the Bus- 

Beep, beep, beep - no response no engagement .  

Swish, swish, swish - no response, no engagement. 

Can Abigaile bounce up and down - no response no engagement. 

Babies say ma, ma, ma - can you say ma, ma, ma ?  Thats pretty simple - no response and no engagement - she is banging on something in background.  

Mommy say - my mommy loves me - no response no engagement. 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - 

no response no engagement - 

Prayer time - No response no engagement 

Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord our souls to keep - guide and guard us through the night and wake us with the mornings light amen - can you say amen Abigaile ? She screams several times out loud. 

#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

#Child Psychological Trauma Abuse 

#Hate Crimes against Handicapped Child 

# Child Abuse 

#CrimesagainstHumanity 

1,325 days May 21, 2017 - January 5, 2021 since Parent abduction and kidnapping

     

May 2017 - prior to Parent abduction and kidnapping - using fraud in court.   

May 2017 - the days somewhere near the Parental abduction and Interstate kidnapping.  Look at their faces - what a horrific form of punishment and Mental, emotional and Psychological abuse done to me and to our daughters.  

May 2017 - NO DRUGS ( no drugs ordered ) healthy, happy - prior to Parent abduction and kidnapping. 

    But wait, there is a lot more.   There are over Sixty Local, State and even federal agencies that 

were involved in this abduction and kidnapping.  I have a lot of documentation.  The state of Texas aided in this Parent abduction and kidnapping with no evidence, no trial and with no investigation what so ever.  The Parent in this case used the state system in order to bypass an investigation, bypass court and bypass all legal works.  In addition the state bypassed all the legal, bypassed all the investigation and allowed this parent to abduct and kidnapped our two daughters.  

                The state of Texas was involved in this abduction as well as the state of Florida.  In addition there is Guardianship Fraud and abuse, Medical abuse and medical kidnapping , Legal abuse - including the attorney who took my case ( and seemed to no longer represent me once she got my Guardianship information). I was denied to attend pretrial hearing and so much more- yes I have documentation of it all. 

    How this Abducting parent changed their address with the oldest daughters address in 2014 ) all pre-mediated.  There is a financial trail that follows.  Ask me how, I have documentation of how. 

    In addition I was never told and in fact I was denied phone calls, texts and emails all communication was denied to me from my children and my communication to my children was denied to them.  

    October 2019 court - I was denied - Yes, I have proof.  In the judgement that I was shown a copy of - the Court never sent it to me. In fact I have never been sent or served 60% or more of the comments in the docket.  Why?  A fraud coverup.  I was also told that our Handicapped daughter was made a Ward of the state of Florida ( any parent who believes they have won something with this is beyond delusional ) in addition says she can not leave the state but Judge Groebe Hague judge awarded the Abducting, kidnapping biodad sole custody based on Fraud. No evidence no trial - no due process .  

    Court year 2020- Even more of a joke but played in the hands of the ones abusing our children.  Add all the proof and documents in addition to proof of kidnapping, in addition to fraud of a Guardianship, ADA, and medical abuse.  Financial abuse.  The parental alienating attorney who claimed to be a lawyer - helped in aided the biodad further exploit and continue the abuse against our child.  

    I have a list of every local, state and federal agency including private funded agencies.  I have had countless people ask why no one has done anything - to a parent who clearly planned and premeditated to abduct and kidnap their child from the other parent from Texas To Florida.  I asked the same thing to the agencies I spoke to- it was planned - an inside job was done to destroy a child to exploit her estate and to use her. 

    In addition the kidnapped and abducted children were taken the biodad with his elder  parent and held hostage and kept from me all communication between me and my children from June 2017- at least January 2020 ( according to Dissolution of marriage) - Say NO to grandparents rights for this reason! 

    There is excessive Financial fraud and guardianship abuse of a handicapped minor child.  

  Stop the abuse of my handicapped child.  I raised my children as a stay at home mom for their entire lives, homeschooling them and caring for them as their primary attachment and primary caregiver until they were abducted and kidnapped by their dad and his mother.  

    There are laws against this type of legal abuse - the abuse against my children continue.  They are psychologically abused and forced to live a life that is polar opposite to how they lived prior to their Parent abduction and kidnapping.  

    I care for our handicapped daughter and spent years researching the traumatic brain injury , vaccine reaction and spent the years gathering evidence that won her vaccine injury case against the DHHS. She was awarded entitlement and because of that entitlement, my attachment, and my care plan working with professionals she was healing and she had words and vocabulary that are NO LONGER existent. She was walking with canes, single pole canes, a walker. I designed a handicapped van for her for rehabilitation based on her needs.  

     She was making progress and she was happy and healthy.  Our oldest daughter the same. If you ask someone who is experiencing Stockholm syndrome if they are experiencing they are too fearful of their abusive captors to speak.  

    Follow the money trail - meanwhile the child - mother relationship has been damaged and continues to be damaged.  There is evidence.  There is harm that has been done - a lot of harm to both of our daughters.  Substantial trauma and harm.  Substantial trauma and harm do to me.  

    This is a HATE Crime - a crime of humanity to me to our children.  A mental, emotional and physical abuse.  

    Every court, every lawyer, attorney, Doctor , family member you have all abused me and my children.  The court is just as abusive as the perpetrator who has done this action. I cant wrap my mind around how anyone call allow a handicapped child to be abused at the hands of a parent or the system.  

Will you have any shame or show any shame. I haven't seen it.  

 #Hate Crimes against handicapped children 

#HatecrimesagainstProtectivemom 

#TraffickingviatheUScourtsystem

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1321 days since parental abduction and interstate kidnapping

   Today I had my 30 minute scheduled phone call with my Abigaile. This is 1321 days of Abigaile being refused and denied  to have a child - mother attachment relationship. My rights to parent my child have been stolen from me. 

  To my beautiful Abigaile and Natascha - mommy loves you and misses you both so much.

  I will never accept this false narrative that you both currently have. Built with deceit, lies and theft. No I don’t accept the fake deception or the actors playing it. It is morally and ethically in addition to laws that were broken. 

  Mommy wants for each of you to know - and  Natascha you have copies of emails, texts messages and you have the court documents as well. I guess you have to ask yourself is it worth living a lie and to have been bought off with gifts and money of deception to not have a relationship with your mom? Or with your moms family? You think you have plenty of time but people decease all the time. Mimi is 82 - you have lost time with her. You have missed birthdays and holidays and I have been kept from your birthdays for you and Abigaile. Why would anyone do something so cruel to children. People decease in accidents. Mimmi has been in an accident and was hospitalized for Covid. I never taught you to disrespect anyone in that manner. I never taught you to disrespect your dad. It has been done to me- ask yourself why that is and where that came from? 

  You think possibly that one day everyone will die and then you come home to that scenario we have all been painted of a better life? What happens when your not there. Can you live with your actions of false narrative and deceit ? 

  

  You were both whisked away that Sunday morning May 21,2017 and clearly by the look on your face you knew what was happening but never said anything. And I’m not pointing blame in this - you were 17 and were never raised to believe this by me. I don’t keep secrets and never have. It’s dark and hurts people. Always. It’s meant to hurt people otherwise they could be honest. 

  To watch Abigaile and to hear her begging and crying mommy, mommy, mommy over and over ? 

  Abigaile having generalized seizures again because of the trauma this caused. Medical records and progress notes all prove this.  

  Abigaile was healthy, healing and happy after all her medications were discontinued because she was healing and making progress. 

  Then to blame this behavior on me - just to abduct her and kidnap her and blame neglect and abuse on me so she can be drugged ? No I don’t accept that nor do I buy it.

And I will one day find someone who has morals and values that will help me to bring all these lies to light. 

  To steal my time from our daughters and their time from me causing them childhood trauma that was premeditated. Let’s talk about why a 22 year old adult daughter won’t speak to me. It isn’t because of what I’ve done. 

  And let’s talk about our Abigaile. The baby I carried, and cared for from sun up to sun down - seven days a week through good and bad times. I saved her life and did CPR literally bringing her back from death more than once. I have countless emails, texts and advocacy work I’ve done for her.     Including training on all of her therapies. I have done medical care for her and I have done health care for her. Thirteen years and eight months to finally to get her stable, healthy and healthy - then abducted and kidnapped. She was finally able to start living a normal life. And for no fault of hers and no fault of mine or Natascha’s we were all punished? 

 I have watched medical records and I’m blown away that anyone can live such a malicious lie and harm children. I know what Abuse is- mentally, emotionally, physically and sexually. I’ve been exposed to all of it. 

   Tonight 01/01/2021 my phone call with Abigaile was shut down at 30 min. I have transcripts of each call.

  I’ve sat through call after call hearing my child begging her dad - who she references as “ poppy”. Saying bye, poppy and please. This is our child who now only has 4-5 words due to the severe psychological trauma she’s experiencing because of being forced from me her mom who was her primary attachment and primary caregiver. 

  I read story time to our daughter because she no longer has enough vocabulary to talk with me like she used to.  Before, she could laugh, talk and speak sentences and conversation even make up some words , could articulate letters and even count. She no longer does any of this. I’ve counted no more than 2-4 of the same words on every phone call. I document this regardless of the “Report card “ given in evidence that proves no more than a report for federal education funding and some free therapy. A therapy not geared to traumatic brain injury like she was doing in my care plan. The reason I fought and spent seven years alone in my battle to get good funding for her so she could be rehabilitated- that hasn’t happened in 3 1/2 years. Only severe regression at the hands of every person who has kept the separation between me and my child and our relationship. Every single person has profited from it while destroying our daughters health and well being. 

  The first call I was allowed to talk with her was Sept 7 2019 her birthday - 2 1/2 years that she was not allowed to talk to me.

I was refused to talk with my girls and was never disclosed where they were even at. I learned by the dissolution of marriage I was served Jan. 2019, they were living with their dads mother in a elder gaited community.  While my daughters were lied to and told I was abusive and neglectful and kept from me.

  Sept 7,2019 was Abigailes birthday. I called every year texted and bought gifts on amazon sending to email address because I had no physical address. Because of their dads conflict in family of origin in our marriage - I wasn’t surprised our daughters were being held at the bio dads- moms house. My texts, emails and phone calls went unanswered - while fraud was spoken that I abandoned our daughters and that I had not contributed to their care. They were kidnapped ! 

  When I spoke to Abigaile she didn’t say much but over the call she started remembering. Can you imagine , being a handicapped child and having a contact and 24 hour per day 7 day per week healthy attachment and one day your just picked up, taken to a rental car and sorry you won’t ever see mommy again? Imagine what this does to a typical child ( read stories from alienated adults who were  alienated as a child). Imagine then magnifying this with a handicapped child who was healing because of the attachment first and the care plan this attachment was doing and one day - gone and then being coerced to live a polar opposite lifestyle from the 13.8 years you just lived. And being ignored when you say mommy so you forget the word and the person? 

  She said mommy and ma ma ma mommy my mommy loves me - on the sept 7 2019 call. I tried to keep her saying it and telling her past stories. But because of the trauma she doesn’t respond. 

Neurobiological Trauma and attachment 

psychologicalscience.org

  Her health has dramatically regressed - she doesn’t have words, numbers, sentences - nothing cognitive. No response no engagement. 

   There has been harm and unnecessary trauma in medical treatments. I have been denied the right to care for and parent my child that I primarily cared for 13.8 years. Her health suffered because of this. This is Child Psychological Trauma Abuse 

Dr Craig Childress Child Psychological Abuse

  I will  share the court dates and what happened on those days also as well as my deceitful lawyer 

- yep you heard it the alienation lawyer played into the plan and further did more damage. But she got a lot of clients from my fb. Shame ! 

  Tonight’s call was much like the rest I’ve spoke about. Tonight’s words were hi, poppy, and please and at the end while I asked her to please say ma, ma or mommy - a male voice in the background told her say bye. So when I asked her to say mommy she was told to say bye.

  I read her several books - all nursery rhyme books that I taught her words from. I taught her life lessons from and sentence structure. Colors, counting and all were interactive. 

  She no longer responds to any of these or me. She has no response, no engagement in any of the stories. When I request her ( I had ABA therapists and I did ABA home therapy for requesting ) she can no longer respond to any of this. 

  A lot of traumatic in 1321 days, damaging to a innocent, handicapped child -and a loss of a mother and child bond who had a healthy attachment. 

  I have to ask why would anyone want to keep a child from their other parent - when clearly those accusations were lies and a much bigger scheme was at hand. To destroy a child’s mental, emotional and physical health to the point of regression - proven by medical records and progress notes. This is how I knew she is regressing so the Dr Kartzinel -denies me, her mother any more medical records or progress notes. He son, who works in his office stayed on email I would have to get court and judge to write an order for me - my daughters mother to get her medical records. There’s more to this - and I have documentation. 

  Why would anyone want to destroy a child who was happy, healthy and making progress? Look at the photos they don’t lie. 

The false narration the other side is being painted - but for over 3 1/2 years has destroyed lives. Destroyed childhoods . 

  My beautiful Abigaile and Natascha, mommy loves you my beautiful girls with all my heart. I am not writing these blogs to hurt or harm. But truth needs to be told. You are seeing truth or hearing it. Mommy loves you both very much and I miss you even more. I can’t explain why anyone or how anyone can do this. I will never stop speaking the truth. 

  Mommy has never abandoned you like you have been told. That lie has been spoke in court. You can remember through the trauma to the day you left Natascha. I have photos sent to me with no explanation nothing except my girls look traumatized as though you had been told you would never see me again. I was abandoned and deserted , in Texas and you were both taken and hidden.  I was never told where you were or where you were going. All of the bank accounts were then taken and closed as I watched funds from the account I set up for my caregiver payroll silently being transferred to hidden account numbers and when I asked the trustee she would never reply. I didn’t abandon you. I was abandoned - but my girls didn’t abandon me.

  I pray one day that someone comes into my journey that truly will get justice for us all. I love you my beautiful girls. 

  Natascha if you feel I have been abusive to you - please consider getting therapy. So you can determine and know in your heart where that came from. And seek an outside therapist that isn’t part of whom or where your at now. Seek a therapist that works with dysfunctional family systems. Please do this so that one day you can have a healthy relationship- not what you have been experiencing or observing. 

Love, hugs, sugars and more love,

your forever mommy ❤️💕

xoxo

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1320 days alienation since parent interstate kidnapping

 

PSALM 56: 8-11

"You have kept count of my tossing; put my tears in your bottle.

Are they not in your book?

This I know, that God is for me. In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord,

whose word I praise, in god I trust;

I shall not be afraid."

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