Sunday, May 11, 2025

Day #2912 Mother’s Day 2025






Mother’s Day 2025 

  What does this look like Eight (8) years later?

The pain and trauma have compounded over the past 8 years. 

  I relive the trauma of the day my babies were stolen from me 5-21-2017.  I have never harmed my girls nor have I ever harmed, abused or neglected them ever. 

  Their childhood has been replaced with trauma.
Their childhood has been scarred and we have years of stolen memories. 

  I never thought the person I trusted more than anyone would ever betray me and toss me like garbage -

  I never wanted my girls to experience childhood trauma or the mental, emotional and physical trauma that they have. 

  Mother’s Day is 1 day out of 365 days. That leaves 364 days to love and respect. 

  The trauma I have experienced, I will never trust anyone ever again. 

  I will never trust a system who profits from dysfunction or childhood trauma and bullies loving parents. 
 
  These are malicious and intentional hate crimes targeted to destroy families. The system uses weapons of mental, emotional and physical destruction to mislead those who experienced childhood trauma abuse and neglect. 

  To my daughters, Abigaile and Natascha, my heart and soul weep for you both. I know in my heart and soul, had this horrific hate crime not happened , your lives would have turned out completely differently.

  Momma will always miss you-  and I will always love you both , unconditionally as I have. I will always be here for each of you. 

  My heart is shattered into millions of tiny pieces. 

  I lost my momma July 2024 - my heart is broken and I can not replace the lost time. My mommas heart was broken because she never got to see you come home. 

  How do you reconcile this ? There are no words. 

#mothers day 2025
#Stolen memories 
#5-21-2017 

  Momma loves my sweet girls and I miss you always Xo
Love always,
Your momma ❤️💕💋




  







 

Sunday, March 16, 2025

Day #2856 momma of a specialNeeds daughter hostage


 The Systematic Persecution of Mothers Advocating for Their Special Needs Children


Mothers of developmentally disabled, medically complex, and dependent adult children should be recognized as champions of compassion, guardians of vulnerability, and relentless advocates for equity justice.


Yet, in a stark and dystopian reality, they are targeted, maligned, and relentlessly assailed by the very system that purports to serve their children.


These mothers are not criminals, their actions are motivated by love. Their alleged offense is refusing to relinquish their children to an impersonal, bureaucratic system that views human beings as mere case numbers, funding sources, and commodities to be managed.


Why Are These Mothers Under Attack? Because they expose the truth, decline to remain silent, and demand accountability.


They Undermine the System’s Authority 


These mothers serve as the final, unwavering line of defense between their children and a system designed to dehumanize, isolate, and exploit them.


The state dislikes anything it cannot regulate, and a mother's intense, unwavering devotion is something that no legislation, no judicial decree, and no state-appointed guardian can eliminate.


They Interfere with the State’s Financial Corruption Every time a mother demands real care, real medical treatment, real therapy, she is interrupting the system’s fraudulent financial transactions.


The state does not profit from healing. The state profits from suffering.The longer a child is kept trapped in group homes, medicated into submission, denied family connections, and turned into a permanent ward of the system, the more money flows into the hands of regional centers, vendors, attorneys, and bureaucrats. 


They Refuse to Accept the State’s Forced Narrative


The state wants obedient, broken parents who accept whatever scraps of “visitation” they are given. It wants mothers to give up, to comply, to disappear. When a mother stands up, fights back, and exposes the truth, the state retaliates with smear campaigns, false accusations, blocked access, and endless legal battles. 


How Are These Mothers Attacked? 


They Are Treated as Criminals for Loving Their Own Children


Their requests for basic rights—to hug, to comfort, to celebrate birthdays, to advocate for medical care—are met with suspicion, surveillance, and punishment.They are treated like outsiders, as if they have no right to be in their own child’s life. 


They Are Gaslighted, Lied About, and Slandered


Every word they say, every movement they make, even something as simple as nodding their head in agreement or disagreement is twisted into a weaponized accusation.They are falsely labeled as “interfering,” “unstable,” or “harmful” when in reality, they are the only ones who truly care about their child’s well-being. 


They Are Subjected to Psychological and Emotional Torture


Visits with their own children are turned into state-controlled interrogations, where everything is scripted, every reaction is monitored, and every moment is manipulated to break their spirit and silence their advocacy. They are forced to watch their children suffer—knowing their love is being used as a weapon against them. 


They Are Systematically Alienated From Their Own Children


The system’s ultimate goal is to sever the unbreakable bond between mother and child—to turn a once-loving relationship into one of fear, confusion, and estrangement.They steal time. They steal moments. They steal a future. This is a Human Rights Crisis 


Mothers who sacrifice everything to protect their children are being hunted, persecuted, and silenced by a corrupt, power-hungry system that thrives on destruction, not healing.


This is not just injustice. It is state-sponsored psychological torture. It is child abuse through government decree. It is the annihilation of love through bureaucracy, greed, and unchecked power.


Yet, despite it all—despite the attacks, the retaliation, the endless legal battles, and the unimaginable grief—these mothers will never stop fighting.


Because a mother’s love is stronger than the system’s cruelty.


And one day, the world will see this for what it truly is—an unspeakable atrocity against the most innocent among us, and those who dare to protect them. And a attack on the family!


#JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha

#FreeAbigaileGolec

#Hate Crimes

#kidnapped #tortured #special needs 

#05212017


Momma to Justice for Abigaile and Natascha a special needs child Xo

Saturday, February 8, 2025

Day # 2820 stolen memories



To my girls ,
There is no processing mentally, emotionally or physically a happy birthday when your life has been terrorized through harm. To abandon and desert and then pretend that it isn’t even acknowledged while innocent children and our family has been beyond terrorized through hate filled behaviors. It is beyond comprehension. 
Birthday February 8, 2025 

#Stolen Memories 
#Hate Crimes of Humanity
#05-21-2017



   

Saturday, January 11, 2025

DAY # 2792 HOSTAGE

 DAY # 2792 HOSTAGE #FREE Abigaile Golec








UPDATES: January 2025

 FLORIDA THEFT OF WAGES:

No court orders , but the same as hostage taking
And kidnapping my daughters all other property is considered stolen. 

In 2024 the state of Florida created a theft of wages at my primary job and my hours decreased by employer created a hardship where I could not pay for necessities or housing.  

I applied for food services and received full amount due to being impoverished by the abandonment and desertion of a 20 year spouse and marriage. After receiving food services for a few months I was abruptly cut off even though I more than qualified due to wages. This created a further hardship. The employer was cutting my hours where I could not afford necessities of rent, utilities , food, fuel or major repairs that I needed for transportation or housing. 
 In September 2024 I was able to get a second part time job and my first payroll check, Florida state revenue ( where my daughters were kidnapped and held hostage, I have never been resident of, was taking the same full amount of fraud labeled support!

My primary job pay was $12.00 - $14.00 per payroll- not hour , but my entire check for 4-5 hours of work.  The employer financial department refusal to produce an order from courts or revenue only stating that they receive an electronic payment transfer. 

My second job became my primary source of income and still between 25-30 hours and THEFT of 1 check per month for electronic fund transfer to Florida revenue.

I have been DENIED any due process and since this clearly orchestrated for profit kidnapping. I have been system abused since the day it happened.

I have watched my disabled daughters health deteriorate to grave conditions during this entire orchestrated for profit event. 
If you are not part of the solution and can’t get beyond your selfish narcissistic behaviors with clearly an intent to have a disabled individual then you are just as guilty. 

Abigaile was walking with a walker, single pole canes and  ALL DRUGS DISCONTINUED a in 2014! 

Now she is a poster child of the system , medically kidnapped by depraved behaviors of a drug dependent system for profit that is slowly causing her demise.

Stop giving her fake diagnosis when the real problem is the abuse and neglect of the care she had was working! 
She has been grossly mentally, emotionally and physically traumatized, exploited and abused.

I have evidence and burden of proof to substantiate these claims.

Why are people more interested in protecting abusive behaviors and criminal behaviors than protecting
An innocent child and disabled individuals?

$$$profit $$$

#Free Abigaile Golec 
#Kidnapped #Trafficked #Hostage 
#05-21-2017




DAY #2516 APRIL 10, 2024 




The above video / photo taken by Abigailes sister Natascha was taken in Grapevine Texas. 
This was taken a couple of weeks prior to their abduction and kidnapping from TEXAS to FLORIDA. 

APRIL 9, 2024 is todays date.

This is a recent series of events. 
In fall of 2023 ( on closed case Alachua county Florida in October 2020 ) my daughters were kidnapped ( May 21, 2017).  I have been stalked, harassed and tortured by this county and the kidnappers.

There was NEVER child support ordered I have evidence of this .

In September 2023 a series of mail
Fraud from
Non credentialed and licensed Florida employees started their stalking and harassment regime to
Bully and terrorize me once again over the abduction and kidnapping of my daughters Abigaile, who is disabled and who is not getting the necessary care and therapy. She has been excessively mentally and emotionally traumatized and used as a medical experiment. 

In September 2023, there were 3 phone calls I attended to dispute this GANG stalking and harassment and in January 2024 Alachua county Florida knowingly thefted and STOLE frauded money from my payroll, on non existing orders in a case where my daughters were abducted and kidnapped across state lines maliciously and premeditated. 

I have evidence of this theft and wire fraud .

Additionally, I now have another document from
Alachua county Florida with the biological dad name on it placing a judgement on me for not paying child support, that was not ordered for my daughters being a planned abduction and kidnapping for theft.

Follow the money trail.

They ( ALL OF THEM) have destroyed Abigailes mental, emotional and physical health! 

This is how children are groomed for trauma for generations and the system thugs love it because it’s their payroll.

This is an act of TERRORISM on me and my daughters since well before 2017. It has been orchestrated , protected and even rewarded to cause further harm and trauma, non-stop.

They have GANG STALKED, HARASSED and STOLEN, and even ABDUCTED and INTERSTATE KIDNAPPED my daughters that were in my care in TEXAS.

FOR TRAUMA and FOR PROFIT 

#JusticeForAbigaileAndNatascha 









 



USA Citizens Guardianship Task Force LLC 

https://www.usacgtf.com

** Update 01/08/2023 

  In 2022 I was asked to do an interview with Peggy Dupree on the TS Radio Network with Marti.  I accepted the invitation and then signed a non disclosure with the USA Guardianship Task Force LLC.  I am working with an Advocate who cares about me and my daughters.  

  In 2022 the USA Guardianship Task Force LLC filed a petition to petition for a Congressional hearing.  I am a victim, my daughters are victims and we are on this Petition.  Why is there no questioning what is happening, and when there is , where is accountability?  

  Please share and sign the Petition - we all deserve and need to be heard.  Our childrens lives and generations depend on what people will do.  Please share and sign even if you don't have children- Guardianship or conservatorship, medical directives are control of person and property with no accountability.  It is trafficking and theft.  

Please sign the Petition : 

Petition2 Congress 

Abolish all Commission Codes for CPS/DCF/ Guardianships from Legislation Law Books


https://www.petition2congress.com/ctas/abolish-all-commission-codes-guardianships-from-legislation-law?fbclid=IwAR3lDQ8sHC9CNixOU-kJ83-1pS1ROtLbccqmQeY9UQdMAj_oj6oye4jcr58


Please be supportive of who you feel most aligned with.  Please research and know that sometimes those organizations, coalitions, non profits, or even advocacy are there for a time. Does it mean that you have failed, or they have failed when you no longer align with one another?  I don't think it means that at all.  I believe that it means that you are growing and moving forward.  


Remember, that Life is a Journey - not a Destination.  

with Love, 

Paris 

#Justice For Abigaile and Nataschas, mommy 


Saturday, September 14, 2024

Day # 2673 mission birthday


Natascha 2017 one of the last photos that I have of natascha prior to abduction and kidnapping. 


Happy mission Birthday my beautiful Natascha - your momma loves you and misses you beyond words. If there were any gift that momma could give you right now it would be that we spend it together. 

I hope one day that you will be able to understand that things have been done that the choices were not given to you or I. This is one of those choices. I would never be away from my children ever. I pray people's conscience brings them to their knees and I pray deeply for anyone who has caused us both harm. 

  Natascha, your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, that you are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."

  This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spiritually - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.

  Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.

 You my beautiful girl, are fulfilling the commandments of God, which is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image. 

  This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is a reason to be thankful for your birthday. 

  When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God gave to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. 

  It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.
  Momma prays that this day you will feel a special connection to God.
  Momma prays that you are reminded of how God created you for your mission and blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence. 

  Momma prays that my beautiful Natascha receives beautiful birthday blessings on your special day- and momma prays that God will see it possible that you and momma will be together again soon. 

Love, Hugs, Sugars, and Birthday mission blessings 
Love always, 💖💕 
Your forever momma
Xoxo 
September 14, 2024 
Day # 2673






 

Saturday, September 7, 2024

Day # 2666 - Abigailes mission birthday 09-07-2003 missing since 05-21-2017

Today is one of the most difficult days of my entire life.  Every second,  minute, hour and day since May 21, 2017.  Absolute hell without you. Day # 2666. 

I never realized such human cruelty until this week and beyond. 

This is your mission Abigaile.


May 17, 2017 this is the last image I have of Abigaile taken with me. This photo was taken to create postcards for awareness in Abigaile's journey in the Vaccine Injury ( not medical genetic predisposition). God doesn't create dysfunction and God does not make mistakes.  
At this time Abigaile was walking, some independently with a walker and single pole canes. She was also feeding herself and with assistance able to request the potty and go to the bathroom.  
Abigaile had been tapered off and taken off DRUGS and had made tremendous progress in her activities of daily living. 
Abigaile was homeschooled and I was able to teach her activities of daily living in addition to necessary skill sets which she was mastering. She had no AI devices in order to control her cognitive thinking or responses, but instead her reasoning, thinking and cognitive response was organically her own response.  
She was not held abducted, kidnapped or research of any kind done to violate her human rights prior to May 21, 2017.  
She was in my full time care since pregnancy.  Abigaile was familial abducted, kidnapped and transported across multiple state lines. Abigaile was then hidden hostage for Nineteen months with no contact severing my right to Mother and to care for my own child.  I had solely cared for and managed Abigaile's health, to which she had responded positive and was making tremendous progress with no abuse, trauma or infliction of emotional distress prior to 05-21-2017.  I had filed and won TWO very large entitlements for Federal Vaccine Injuries that I was maliciously removed as the Permanent Guardian from with NO DUE PROCESS.  SEE TAB on this blog at top #FreeAbigaileGolec-HOSTAGE in FLORIDA disabled young adult for all the criminal and malicious human rights deprivation and cruelty. 

Day #2666 September 7, 2024 
Abigailes birthday 

September 2004 Abigaile 



  I love you my beautiful Abigaile - you have given me a gift of life for all that you have shared with your mommy. For the faith alone that you have given mommy through the love, caring and trusting God to keep you protected and keep you alive when Doctors said you should not be alive. I will always put my trust and faith in God and trust Him and I will continue to trust that God will bring us both through this. 

 Happy mission Birthday my beautiful Abigaile- your mommy loves you and misses you beyond words. If there were any gift that mommy could give you right now it would be that we spend it together. I hope one day that you will be able to understand that things have been done that the choices were not given to you or I. This is one of those choices. I would never be away from my children ever. I pray people's conscience brings them to their knees and I pray deeply for anyone who has caused us both harm. 

  Abigaile, your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, that you are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."

  This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spiritually - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.

  Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.

 You my beautiful girl, are fulfilling the commandments of God, which is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image. 

  This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is a reason to be thankful for your birthday. 

  When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God gave to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. 

  It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.
  Mommy prays that this day you will feel a special connection to God.
  Mommy prays that you are reminded of how God created you for your mission and blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence. 

  Mommy prays that my beautiful Abigaile receives beautiful birthday blessings on her special day- and mommy prays that God will see it possible that you and mommy will be together again soon. 

Love, Hugs, Sugars, and Birthday mission blessings 
Love always, 💖💕 
Your forever mommy 
Xoxo 
September 7, 2024 
Day #2666 




 


Friday, August 23, 2024

Day #2650 without you


Happy Heavenly birthday to my daddy 
08/22/2024

You now get to dance with the Love of your life , my momma.

Where there are no sorrows, no tears or pain.
You were an amazing example of a dad, husband, sibling and friend to so many people. 
You were loving, kind, generous and never met a stranger. You gave to so many people whether they asked or not. 
You never mistreated momma, myself or my siblings.

I only wish my girls could have met and known you. So they could have seen your example of our creator’s unconditional love. 

Dance for eternity 💃🏼 🕺💕

You are gone from this earth, but will never be forgotten 

Love always for an eternity ,
This life and beyond,
Your daughter,
Paris 
 

 

Wednesday, August 7, 2024

Mimi’s Rememberance 7/31/2024

 May Mimi’s ❤️ Memory always be a blessing 

July 31,2024 . 🕊️

Mimmis life, and memories stolen before her time .

If that is when her departure actually took place. Your Mimmi  loved and missed you both more than life. 

     2023 Grand Lake - Miami, Oklahoma Mimmi at the 
     Boat slips. 


Sadly my girls, you’ve both been robbed memories and Mimmi. 

Mimmi was robbed her last days memories because of the horrific , terroristic behavior done to each of us.

Stockholm syndrome and these malicious acts of behaviors are a dangerous mental disease. These malicious behaviors and acts Terrorize and rob so many innocent and vulnerable children of their peace and health. You are no different- you’ve been robbed and so was Mimmi. 

She always talked about you, and asked if there was in progress made in anyone who chose to do the right thing. 

There is no such thing in this century of life sadly. 

Mimmi and I had many conversations I’ll share with you one day. I have videos of her speaking. She was beyond hurt and traumatized at the satanic behaviors being done to us all. 

We have each had someone we loved and supported terrorized and ripped from us and Mimmi was no different.  

There will be a story that you are told - but there is

Another story that will be told at another time. God sees it all and God heard it too !

Mimmi wanted to see you both, to hug you and to talk with you but that didn’t happen. The real sickness and disease is that who kept you away.

Mimmi will always watch over us - Mimmi was my biggest supporter and advocate for you. She knew and believed the truth. She didn’t want to see it or believe it either. 

I feel a deep loss and emptiness in my life and my soul where Mimi’s presence used to be.

You have all had the past 7 1/2 years tragically lost and stolen. And Mimmi had a lifetime stolen. 

One day when I

Can breathe again after all the trauma done to me I’ll put together a slide show. One day .

Mimmi loves you both more than life. She missed the first part of your life while I was getting Abigaile well - the last 7 1/2 years were stolen because of evil, malicious and vindictive behaviors. 

May Mimi’s memory always be a blessing,

You will know them by their behaviors love, peace, joy, patience, kindness , goodness and self control. 

#mimmi gone but not forgotten 

#Stolen Memories

#07-31-2024





Tuesday, April 9, 2024

Day # 2515 TORTURE - ABDUCTION HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA

 



The above video / photo taken by Abigailes sister Natascha was taken in Grapevine Texas. 
This was taken a couple of weeks prior to their abduction and kidnapping from TEXAS to FLORIDA. 

APRIL 9, 2024 is todays date.

This is a recent series of events. 
In fall of 2023 ( on closed case Alachua county Florida in October 2020 ) my daughters were kidnapped ( May 21, 2017).  I have been stalked, harassed and tortured by this county and the kidnappers.

There was NEVER child support ordered I have evidence of this .

In September 2023 a series of mail
Fraud from
Non credentialed and licensed Florida employees started their stalking and harassment regime to
Bully and terrorize me once again over the abduction and kidnapping of my daughters Abigaile, who is disabled and who is not getting the necessary care and therapy. She has been excessively mentally and emotionally traumatized and used as a medical experiment. 

In September 2023, there were 3 phone calls I attended to dispute this GANG stalking and harassment and in January 2024 Alachua county Florida knowingly thefted and STOLE frauded money from my payroll, on non existing orders in a case where my daughters were abducted and kidnapped across state lines maliciously and premeditated. 

I have evidence of this theft and wire fraud .

Additionally, I now have another document from
Alachua county Florida with the biological dad name on it placing a judgement on me for not paying child support, that was not ordered for my daughters being a planned abduction and kidnapping for theft.

Follow the money trail.

They ( ALL OF THEM) have destroyed Abigailes mental, emotional and physical health! 

This is how children are groomed for trauma for generations and the system thugs love it because it’s their payroll.

This is an act of TERRORISM on me and my daughters since well before 2017. It has been orchestrated , protected and even rewarded to cause further harm and trauma, non-stop.

They have GANG STALKED, HARASSED and STOLEN, and even ABDUCTED and INTERSTATE KIDNAPPED my daughters that were in my care in TEXAS.

FOR TRAUMA and FOR PROFIT 

#JusticeForAbigaileAndNatascha 


Wednesday, April 3, 2024

Day #2509 MISSING and EXPLOITED ABDUCTION -HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA

 




MISSING AND EXPLOITED DAY #2509


You can read the tab HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA 


It has now been 2509 days since my daughters were abducted and kidnapped and have been held hostage. 

While they were in my care in Arlington Texas our residence 2017.  Our daughter, I had spent almost 10 years fighting for her Federal TORT for vaccine injury and I won ( $$MIL).  I was her Health Care Manager and daily caregiver her entire life until she was family/system abducted and kidnapped 05-21-2017. 

I have evidence of contacts, agencies and case numbers.  

My daughter was walking with a walker and single pole canes - she was walking behind a push chair and was doing this on a daily basis. BEFORE ABDUCTION AND CHILD STEALING.   

Since that time of the abduction she has been Mentally and Emotionally tortured as well as exploited.  

Follow the money and you will find the motive.  

It is almost 7 years later and I seriously can not believe what I have experienced and how many people that I feel have exploited my case and my daughter.  

She can no longer walk, and she can no longer talk.  In fact she has progressed in Traumatic Brain Injury because of this horrific trauma abuse.  

I can see how children are continuously abused, traumatized, raped and taken advantage of because no one will help- they only want to profit.  FOLLOW THE $$$ trail USA INC  

It is a sad day when people stand by and watch innocent and disabled children exploited and slowly murdered.  


Please pray for Abigaile and pray for me pray for someone to help free Abigaile before it is too late.  


There was an eclipse the year this event of abduction and child stealing (2017) occurred.  

There is an eclipse that is happening on 4/8/2024.

It will be SEVEN years my daughters have been ABDUCTED, CHILD STEALING AND HELD HOSTAGE ON MAY 21,2024.  

---->>>>>When people do not want the truth - do not want to investigate - they are just as complicit and guilty of the crime as the perpetrators. 


Matthew 19:18

he said; Thou shalt not murder, commit adultery, nor steal and should not bear false witness. 

Deuteronomy 24:7

if someone is caught kidnapping and treating them or selling them as a slave the kidnapper must be purged. 


You have harmed innocent children, you have stolen their childhood, you have stolen their peace and security and sold them into bondage and slavery. 

To say that I abandoned them and did not care for them is a blatant lie.  

My daughters and I are being tortured , 

but to steal from a disabled child and cause her such harm, to cause mental and emotional trauma to the point that she can not function. To blatantly cause her harm and hold her hostage to cause further harm is torture.  

her health deteriorated her mental and emotional health destroyed for profit 

These are premeditated and heinous hate crimes and crimes of humanity.




 




Wednesday, December 27, 2023

Day# 2409 Christmas 2023

Christmas 2023 - 2409 days without you 


  Sunday is one of my scheduled , supervised call days. 
 I typically read storybooks to Abigaile as I have since the day she was born. 

  Before she was abducted and kidnapped while still in my care she used to repeat the words back to me and often 2-3 word phrases. She no longer repeats anything. 

  She can no longer articulate thoughts or speech other than the words bye poppi mmmumm please. 

  I was reading to her this supervised Sunday, Christmas Eve and reading old Macdonald and the phone disconnected after 30 minutes.  I normally have several more stories and then I pray with her the childhood prayer that I’ve always prayed with her since she and her sister were born. But not on Christmas Eve 2023. I thought surely that no one could be that cruel but saw a new level of cruelty that day. I did call back and left a voice mail saying that I hadn’t even got to pray with her. 

  There was no call back. 

I had sent the girls gifts and I got a text saying here is your google link with Abigaile opening her gifts. 

I’m not a surrogate I’m her mother. I’ve done nothing wrong all I’ve done is stay at home with our daughters and love them, provide for them and went above and beyond to win a tort in federal court for my child who was harmed and disabled from that injury. I believe the entire basis of this abduction, kidnapping and subsequent hostage taking of a disabled child. 

I am still working on filing the Judicial complaint for every judge on these cases. I have already filed 1 bar complaint, the attorney is no longer an attorney. 

I have additional attorneys and several judges. 

I can’t even believe that people are so horrible to be so abusive and terroristic to traumatize a disabled child and terrorize her mother.

She was walking and talking and had many skills even riding a 3 wheel trike and taking independent steps before her kidnapping.

It is clear to me the reason of the kidnapping and hostage taking. 

I’ll be posting additional information on state reps and others to contact on behalf of Abigaile and I. Please if you can help to form an advocacy for her to free her she has endured more in her short life than the majority of adults.

I can’t understand how anyone can terrorize an innocent, disabled child and steal millions to benefit themselves and destroy her health. 

Please pray for my girls pray for all the children that these awful traumas are being done to. 

Love always 

For Abigaile and Natascha ,

X❤️X❤️


Wisdom

Day #2912 Mother’s Day 2025

Mother’s Day 2025    What does this look like Eight (8) years later? The pain and trauma have compounded over the past 8 years.    I relive ...