Today is one of the most difficult days of my entire life. Every second, minute, hour and day since May 21, 2017. Absolute hell without you. Day # 2666.
I never realized such human cruelty until this week and beyond.
This is your mission Abigaile.
May 17, 2017 this is the last image I have of Abigaile taken with me. This photo was taken to create postcards for awareness in Abigaile's journey in the Vaccine Injury ( not medical genetic predisposition). God doesn't create dysfunction and God does not make mistakes.
At this time Abigaile was walking, some independently with a walker and single pole canes. She was also feeding herself and with assistance able to request the potty and go to the bathroom.
Abigaile had been tapered off and taken off DRUGS and had made tremendous progress in her activities of daily living.
Abigaile was homeschooled and I was able to teach her activities of daily living in addition to necessary skill sets which she was mastering. She had no AI devices in order to control her cognitive thinking or responses, but instead her reasoning, thinking and cognitive response was organically her own response.
She was not held abducted, kidnapped or research of any kind done to violate her human rights prior to May 21, 2017.
She was in my full time care since pregnancy. Abigaile was familial abducted, kidnapped and transported across multiple state lines. Abigaile was then hidden hostage for Nineteen months with no contact severing my right to Mother and to care for my own child. I had solely cared for and managed Abigaile's health, to which she had responded positive and was making tremendous progress with no abuse, trauma or infliction of emotional distress prior to 05-21-2017. I had filed and won TWO very large entitlements for Federal Vaccine Injuries that I was maliciously removed as the Permanent Guardian from with NO DUE PROCESS. SEE TAB on this blog at top #FreeAbigaileGolec-HOSTAGE in FLORIDA disabled young adult for all the criminal and malicious human rights deprivation and cruelty.
Day #2666 September 7, 2024
Abigailes birthday
September 2004 Abigaile
I love you my beautiful Abigaile - you have given me a gift of life for all that you have shared with your mommy. For the faith alone that you have given mommy through the love, caring and trusting God to keep you protected and keep you alive when Doctors said you should not be alive. I will always put my trust and faith in God and trust Him and I will continue to trust that God will bring us both through this.
Happy mission Birthday my beautiful Abigaile- your mommy loves you and misses you beyond words. If there were any gift that mommy could give you right now it would be that we spend it together. I hope one day that you will be able to understand that things have been done that the choices were not given to you or I. This is one of those choices. I would never be away from my children ever. I pray people's conscience brings them to their knees and I pray deeply for anyone who has caused us both harm.
Abigaile, your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, that you are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."
This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spiritually - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.
Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.
You my beautiful girl, are fulfilling the commandments of God, which is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image.
This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is a reason to be thankful for your birthday.
When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God gave to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth.
It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.
This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spiritually - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.
Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.
You my beautiful girl, are fulfilling the commandments of God, which is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image.
This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is a reason to be thankful for your birthday.
When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God gave to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth.
It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.
Mommy prays that this day you will feel a special connection to God.
Mommy prays that you are reminded of how God created you for your mission and blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence.
Mommy prays that my beautiful Abigaile receives beautiful birthday blessings on her special day- and mommy prays that God will see it possible that you and mommy will be together again soon.
Love, Hugs, Sugars, and Birthday mission blessings
Love always, 💖💕
Your forever mommy
Xoxo September 7, 2024
Mommy prays that my beautiful Abigaile receives beautiful birthday blessings on her special day- and mommy prays that God will see it possible that you and mommy will be together again soon.
Love, Hugs, Sugars, and Birthday mission blessings
Love always, 💖💕
Your forever mommy
Xoxo September 7, 2024
Day #2666
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