Saturday, September 14, 2024

Day # 2673 mission birthday


Natascha 2017 one of the last photos that I have of natascha prior to abduction and kidnapping. 


Happy mission Birthday my beautiful Natascha - your momma loves you and misses you beyond words. If there were any gift that momma could give you right now it would be that we spend it together. 

I hope one day that you will be able to understand that things have been done that the choices were not given to you or I. This is one of those choices. I would never be away from my children ever. I pray people's conscience brings them to their knees and I pray deeply for anyone who has caused us both harm. 

  Natascha, your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, that you are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."

  This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spiritually - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.

  Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.

 You my beautiful girl, are fulfilling the commandments of God, which is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image. 

  This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is a reason to be thankful for your birthday. 

  When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God gave to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. 

  It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.
  Momma prays that this day you will feel a special connection to God.
  Momma prays that you are reminded of how God created you for your mission and blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence. 

  Momma prays that my beautiful Natascha receives beautiful birthday blessings on your special day- and momma prays that God will see it possible that you and momma will be together again soon. 

Love, Hugs, Sugars, and Birthday mission blessings 
Love always, πŸ’–πŸ’• 
Your forever momma
Xoxo 
September 14, 2024 
Day # 2673






 

Saturday, September 7, 2024

Day # 2666 - Abigailes mission birthday 09-07-2003 missing since 05-21-2017

Today is one of the most difficult days of my entire life.  Every second,  minute, hour and day since May 21, 2017.  Absolute hell without you. Day # 2666. 

I never realized such human cruelty until this week and beyond. 

This is your mission Abigaile.


May 17, 2017 this is the last image I have of Abigaile taken with me. This photo was taken to create postcards for awareness in Abigaile's journey in the Vaccine Injury ( not medical genetic predisposition). God doesn't create dysfunction and God does not make mistakes.  
At this time Abigaile was walking, some independently with a walker and single pole canes. She was also feeding herself and with assistance able to request the potty and go to the bathroom.  
Abigaile had been tapered off and taken off DRUGS and had made tremendous progress in her activities of daily living. 
Abigaile was homeschooled and I was able to teach her activities of daily living in addition to necessary skill sets which she was mastering. She had no AI devices in order to control her cognitive thinking or responses, but instead her reasoning, thinking and cognitive response was organically her own response.  
She was not held abducted, kidnapped or research of any kind done to violate her human rights prior to May 21, 2017.  
She was in my full time care since pregnancy.  Abigaile was familial abducted, kidnapped and transported across multiple state lines. Abigaile was then hidden hostage for Nineteen months with no contact severing my right to Mother and to care for my own child.  I had solely cared for and managed Abigaile's health, to which she had responded positive and was making tremendous progress with no abuse, trauma or infliction of emotional distress prior to 05-21-2017.  I had filed and won TWO very large entitlements for Federal Vaccine Injuries that I was maliciously removed as the Permanent Guardian from with NO DUE PROCESS.  SEE TAB on this blog at top #FreeAbigaileGolec-HOSTAGE in FLORIDA disabled young adult for all the criminal and malicious human rights deprivation and cruelty. 

Day #2666 September 7, 2024 
Abigailes birthday 

September 2004 Abigaile 



  I love you my beautiful Abigaile - you have given me a gift of life for all that you have shared with your mommy. For the faith alone that you have given mommy through the love, caring and trusting God to keep you protected and keep you alive when Doctors said you should not be alive. I will always put my trust and faith in God and trust Him and I will continue to trust that God will bring us both through this. 

 Happy mission Birthday my beautiful Abigaile- your mommy loves you and misses you beyond words. If there were any gift that mommy could give you right now it would be that we spend it together. I hope one day that you will be able to understand that things have been done that the choices were not given to you or I. This is one of those choices. I would never be away from my children ever. I pray people's conscience brings them to their knees and I pray deeply for anyone who has caused us both harm. 

  Abigaile, your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, that you are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."

  This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. This day God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spiritually - and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And while accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.

  Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of courage and confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. Your courage will not matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.

 You my beautiful girl, are fulfilling the commandments of God, which is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image. 

  This image means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is a reason to be thankful for your birthday. 

  When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God gave to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. 

  It was on this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day.
  Mommy prays that this day you will feel a special connection to God.
  Mommy prays that you are reminded of how God created you for your mission and blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence. 

  Mommy prays that my beautiful Abigaile receives beautiful birthday blessings on her special day- and mommy prays that God will see it possible that you and mommy will be together again soon. 

Love, Hugs, Sugars, and Birthday mission blessings 
Love always, πŸ’–πŸ’• 
Your forever mommy 
Xoxo 
September 7, 2024 
Day #2666 




 


Friday, August 23, 2024

Day #2650 without you


Happy Heavenly birthday to my daddy 
08/22/2024

You now get to dance with the Love of your life , my momma.

Where there are no sorrows, no tears or pain.
You were an amazing example of a dad, husband, sibling and friend to so many people. 
You were loving, kind, generous and never met a stranger. You gave to so many people whether they asked or not. 
You never mistreated momma, myself or my siblings.

I only wish my girls could have met and known you. So they could have seen your example of our creator’s unconditional love. 

Dance for eternity πŸ’ƒπŸΌ πŸ•ΊπŸ’•

You are gone from this earth, but will never be forgotten 

Love always for an eternity ,
This life and beyond,
Your daughter,
Paris 
 

 

Wednesday, August 7, 2024

Mimi’s Rememberance 7/31/2024

 May Mimi’s ❤️ Memory always be a blessing 

July 31,2024 . πŸ•Š️

Mimmis life, and memories stolen before her time .

If that is when her departure actually took place. Your Mimmi  loved and missed you both more than life. 

     2023 Grand Lake - Miami, Oklahoma Mimmi at the 
     Boat slips. 


Sadly my girls, you’ve both been robbed memories and Mimmi. 

Mimmi was robbed her last days memories because of the horrific , terroristic behavior done to each of us.

Stockholm syndrome and these malicious acts of behaviors are a dangerous mental disease. These malicious behaviors and acts Terrorize and rob so many innocent and vulnerable children of their peace and health. You are no different- you’ve been robbed and so was Mimmi. 

She always talked about you, and asked if there was in progress made in anyone who chose to do the right thing. 

There is no such thing in this century of life sadly. 

Mimmi and I had many conversations I’ll share with you one day. I have videos of her speaking. She was beyond hurt and traumatized at the satanic behaviors being done to us all. 

We have each had someone we loved and supported terrorized and ripped from us and Mimmi was no different.  

There will be a story that you are told - but there is

Another story that will be told at another time. God sees it all and God heard it too !

Mimmi wanted to see you both, to hug you and to talk with you but that didn’t happen. The real sickness and disease is that who kept you away.

Mimmi will always watch over us - Mimmi was my biggest supporter and advocate for you. She knew and believed the truth. She didn’t want to see it or believe it either. 

I feel a deep loss and emptiness in my life and my soul where Mimi’s presence used to be.

You have all had the past 7 1/2 years tragically lost and stolen. And Mimmi had a lifetime stolen. 

One day when I

Can breathe again after all the trauma done to me I’ll put together a slide show. One day .

Mimmi loves you both more than life. She missed the first part of your life while I was getting Abigaile well - the last 7 1/2 years were stolen because of evil, malicious and vindictive behaviors. 

May Mimi’s memory always be a blessing,

You will know them by their behaviors love, peace, joy, patience, kindness , goodness and self control. 

#mimmi gone but not forgotten 

#Stolen Memories

#07-31-2024





Tuesday, April 9, 2024

Day # 2515 TORTURE - ABDUCTION HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA

 



The above video / photo taken by Abigailes sister Natascha was taken in Grapevine Texas. 
This was taken a couple of weeks prior to their abduction and kidnapping from TEXAS to FLORIDA. 

APRIL 9, 2024 is todays date.

This is a recent series of events. 
In fall of 2023 ( on closed case Alachua county Florida in October 2020 ) my daughters were kidnapped ( May 21, 2017).  I have been stalked, harassed and tortured by this county and the kidnappers.

There was NEVER child support ordered I have evidence of this .

In September 2023 a series of mail
Fraud from
Non credentialed and licensed Florida employees started their stalking and harassment regime to
Bully and terrorize me once again over the abduction and kidnapping of my daughters Abigaile, who is disabled and who is not getting the necessary care and therapy. She has been excessively mentally and emotionally traumatized and used as a medical experiment. 

In September 2023, there were 3 phone calls I attended to dispute this GANG stalking and harassment and in January 2024 Alachua county Florida knowingly thefted and STOLE frauded money from my payroll, on non existing orders in a case where my daughters were abducted and kidnapped across state lines maliciously and premeditated. 

I have evidence of this theft and wire fraud .

Additionally, I now have another document from
Alachua county Florida with the biological dad name on it placing a judgement on me for not paying child support, that was not ordered for my daughters being a planned abduction and kidnapping for theft.

Follow the money trail.

They ( ALL OF THEM) have destroyed Abigailes mental, emotional and physical health! 

This is how children are groomed for trauma for generations and the system thugs love it because it’s their payroll.

This is an act of TERRORISM on me and my daughters since well before 2017. It has been orchestrated , protected and even rewarded to cause further harm and trauma, non-stop.

They have GANG STALKED, HARASSED and STOLEN, and even ABDUCTED and INTERSTATE KIDNAPPED my daughters that were in my care in TEXAS.

FOR TRAUMA and FOR PROFIT 

#JusticeForAbigaileAndNatascha 


Wednesday, April 3, 2024

Day #2509 MISSING and EXPLOITED ABDUCTION -HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA

 




MISSING AND EXPLOITED DAY #2509


You can read the tab HOSTAGE IN FLORIDA 


It has now been 2509 days since my daughters were abducted and kidnapped and have been held hostage. 

While they were in my care in Arlington Texas our residence 2017.  Our daughter, I had spent almost 10 years fighting for her Federal TORT for vaccine injury and I won ( $$MIL).  I was her Health Care Manager and daily caregiver her entire life until she was family/system abducted and kidnapped 05-21-2017. 

I have evidence of contacts, agencies and case numbers.  

My daughter was walking with a walker and single pole canes - she was walking behind a push chair and was doing this on a daily basis. BEFORE ABDUCTION AND CHILD STEALING.   

Since that time of the abduction she has been Mentally and Emotionally tortured as well as exploited.  

Follow the money and you will find the motive.  

It is almost 7 years later and I seriously can not believe what I have experienced and how many people that I feel have exploited my case and my daughter.  

She can no longer walk, and she can no longer talk.  In fact she has progressed in Traumatic Brain Injury because of this horrific trauma abuse.  

I can see how children are continuously abused, traumatized, raped and taken advantage of because no one will help- they only want to profit.  FOLLOW THE $$$ trail USA INC  

It is a sad day when people stand by and watch innocent and disabled children exploited and slowly murdered.  


Please pray for Abigaile and pray for me pray for someone to help free Abigaile before it is too late.  


There was an eclipse the year this event of abduction and child stealing (2017) occurred.  

There is an eclipse that is happening on 4/8/2024.

It will be SEVEN years my daughters have been ABDUCTED, CHILD STEALING AND HELD HOSTAGE ON MAY 21,2024.  

---->>>>>When people do not want the truth - do not want to investigate - they are just as complicit and guilty of the crime as the perpetrators. 


Matthew 19:18

he said; Thou shalt not murder, commit adultery, nor steal and should not bear false witness. 

Deuteronomy 24:7

if someone is caught kidnapping and treating them or selling them as a slave the kidnapper must be purged. 


You have harmed innocent children, you have stolen their childhood, you have stolen their peace and security and sold them into bondage and slavery. 

To say that I abandoned them and did not care for them is a blatant lie.  

My daughters and I are being tortured , 

but to steal from a disabled child and cause her such harm, to cause mental and emotional trauma to the point that she can not function. To blatantly cause her harm and hold her hostage to cause further harm is torture.  

her health deteriorated her mental and emotional health destroyed for profit 

These are premeditated and heinous hate crimes and crimes of humanity.




 




Wisdom

Day # 2673 mission birthday

Natascha 2017 one of the last photos that I have of natascha prior to abduction and kidnapping.  Happy mission Birthday my beautiful Natasch...