Tuesday, May 25, 2021

1,465 days May 21, 2017 - May 25, 2021 Psychological Trauma Abuse

 1,465 days


May 21, 2017 - May 25, 2021

Psychological Trauma Abuse 


Words:  

Poppy, hi, hi, bye, bye, bye ( screaming bye, bye, bye ) she is screaming in loud outbursts and saying bye, repeatedly.  Please, bye, bye, poppy, bye, 


Storytime : 

A little Sweet Tea -

 she screams poppy, bye.  Please, bye.  She says bye repeatedly over and over. 

She continues screaming bye - sounding as though she is trying to cry- she says bye, bye, poppy. 

Poppy, she says bye, bye, bye, bye, screams bye, bye, ( screams her version allen several times then cries bye, bye, bye ).


You Are my miracle - 

She is screaming bye , bye, ( and allen in her version ) she is clearly upset. ( personal note- I can not imagine the trauma and pain she is in.  Having been given the circumstance of going through all the vaccine trauma, the hospitals and Dr traumas, therapy traumas and  then to be FORCED by a parent that she trusted and the system to further cause trauma and take her away from the only continuity of care and secure attachment that she had).  How horrific how terroristic.  Poppy, bye, bye, hi - her version allen .  She continues screaming.  She continues screaming - she is told to stop that.  


Brown Bear Brown Bear

Poppy, poppy, poppy, poppy,  ( she gives sugars ( blowing kisses ) - how heart breaking). Hi, screams bye, bye, bye, she screams bye, bye several times. 


Old Macdonald had a farm

Ma, ma, ma - the phone went silent - I ask if she can hear me, no response. I ask if she can say ma, ma, ma - again the phone is silent.  Bye, bye, bye, I hung up phone ( there was no noise it was silent and I called her back) the phone was answered and she was saying hi, hi, then started saying bye, bye, bye.  

She said mmmm mmmmm I told her good job saying mmmmm sounds like ma, ma, ma she starts screaming allen . Then bye . 

Buh, buh, buh - she screams bye, hi, bye, then allen - she screams several times then says bye 

Duh, duh, duh - she screams bye, bye, bye 

Puh, puh, puh - she said poppy, I said that puh, puh, puh, sounds like poppy good job. 


Pat A Cake - no response, no engagement.  


Wheels on the Bus

Beep, beep, beep - I ask if she can say beep, beep, beep - I repeat the request. She says poppy, poppy, she repeats poppy, poppy, poppy. 

Swish, swish, swish - she responds please 

Bounce up and down - I ask if she can bounce up and down - no response. 

Ma, ma, ma - she says -bye, bye, bye, I ask if she can say ma, ma, ma - she repeats ma, ma, ma 

My mommy loves me - she is making a banging noise in background she screams bye allen 

I ask her if she can give her and Natascha love, hugs, and sugars that mommy misses them very much- 


The Muffin girl

No response no engagement. 


Five Little Ducks

Four - 

Three - 

Two- 

One- bye, bye, bye, bye 

Five - bye, bye, bye 


Incy Wincy Spider


Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

Bye, bye, bye - 


Nighttime prayer - I ask her if she is ready for night, night prayer . No response. Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord our soul to keep guide and guard us through the night and wake us with the mornings light. Amen. I give her night, night sugars and tell her I miss her and I love her - she says poppy, poppy, poppy.  


** There are no words to describe the evil and dark behavior behind this.  This is the absolute worst psychological trauma anyone could ever inflict upon my children or me as their mother. 


#JusticeForAbigaileandNatascha 

#BrokenHeartedMomma 

#ChildhoodPsychologicalTraumaAbuse

#KidnappingTrafficking 

#Fraud

#GuardianshipFraud

#MedicalAbuse


Sunday, May 16, 2021

Emergency Human Reset Needed Parental Alienation Rampant System Failing #Familylaw

 




Event by Infowind New News and InformationAnyone on or off Facebook
You can now watch the event here :
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Emergency Human Reset Needed Parental Alienation Rampant System Failing #Familylaw #Parentalrights
Welcome to our guest host Lisa Breece Linke
Lisa has over twenty years of professional and compassionate expertise as a Child Development Counselor and specializing in Behavior Therapy and modification. She has a diverse background in the mental health field as well as the legal field and is well-versed with case law and case study in the family court system & criminal court system As well as being a Landmark Forum graduate, Lisa is well-versed in conflict resolution and communication skills for solution for the entire family dynamic. All Curriculum Vieta's are available upon request, as well as personal & professional references. Lisa's greatest pride & Joy is her daughter, Laila. 
PAS Family Advocacy is founded on a 3rd step prayer. being of service to use our pain , experience, and knowledge to educate and advocate for others. Parental Alienation or IPV has profited into a $50 BILLION dollars a year, causing detrimental harm to the innocent babies whom cry for their fit parent nightly, yet can not be seen or touched, or rocked to sleep. This is considered IPV, Intimate Partner Violence to the DSM-5. Any mental health professional should be fully versed on this pathology and underlying signs leading up to full alienation. Between the uninformed and failed court system & the Narcissistic ex-spouse, there is hope, we promise you. 

with health and wellness, 
Paris 

#JusticeforourFamilies 
#StopTraffickingourChildren  https://abigailesstory.blogspot.com

My first interview for this Handicapped Child Human Trafficking event was with James at Podcast Buzzfeed and can be found here.  

Monday, May 10, 2021

Motherhood isn't a day - it is a lifetime

 


Momma and Natascha - I love my beautiful girl. To this day I still call her my beautiful baby. 

Select the link below ( Nataschas slideshow ) 

Natascha slideshow


     So yesterday I fought between the bad to nonexistent internet here at the campground and a Macbook that I bought in 2010.  I barely got the slide show done but it was midnight.  I do have some pictures beyond this but nothing besides the photos in the blog I have shared that in my mind are not reality.  

     To know what I mean by saying this is that my former husband and I never raised our daughters to live this way.  Our daughters were taught to honor and respect their mom ( me) and dad ( my former husband). They were also taught that you don't have to dress or follow culture in order to "seek attention".  

Honor your father and your mother, so that your days may be prolonged on the land which the Lord your God gives you.

     In my mind I see our daughters scared, confused, and emotionally tormented because they have been coerced to live a lifestyle that is not them and they are treated poorly if they don't.  Even medically punished and drugged.  I know this may sound harsh to some of you but I know the family dynamics and I have plenty of examples after 22 years.   So while I have a few photos of our daughters since 2017 - they cause me trauma triggers they mentally and emotionally traumatize me because our daughters have been forced into living this way and told it is normal to live in culture and addictive behaviors.  

     I decided to put together a online slide show for our girls to tell them I love them and I'm sorry they were not allowed to spend Mothers day with me, their mom for four years.  Hurt people hurt other people.  I choose not to feed that and I also choose to react in a way that God would see pleasing.  

   I was only able to get Nataschas done last night and have started Abigailes and will post Abigailes when it is completed.  

   Am I hurt because our daughters we not allowed to see me and stay with me Mothers day - of course I was. It is not only disrespectful to me - but it is especially disrespectful to our girls.  It is meant to try and show disrespect from our girls , but in reality it is disrespect from those who have retaliated by jealousy , spite, envy and hate.  You all know who you are I don't need to mention names.  
  
  You are spewing your hate campaign toward our daughters - it doesn't affect me.  I know nasty behaviors when I see them.  Children are to be reared and raised by their mother and father - not the village.  The children DNA is made up of the Mother and Father - not the village.  And when one sided dysfunctional values get in the way, this is Emotional Incest.  

" Woe to those who call evil good, and good evil;
Who substitute darkness for light and light for darkness;
Who substitute bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter. " 

   Being a Mother in the eyes of God is a Mother who loves her children unconditionally - not by conditions. I have messaged, texted and even tried to call our daughters every day the last four years.  The questioned should be - why have they not been allowed to call me back, text me when they choose to , or email me when they choose to?  It is ignorance to believe it is because of me- it is more the fear of what they have been led to believe, even coerced and forced to believe.  And then been forced to live that false narrative.  It goes beyond dysfunctional to not allow a 22 year old female to not allow her to call her mother. 

  In addition my caring for our daughters was not abusive.  Nor neglectful.  My care for our daughter was not abusive or neglectful.  I have medical records to prove this.  I also have formal complaints written and filed on record with the state authorities with case numbers.  You have caused trauma and mental anguish to me and my children.  My care of 17 years and 8 months for Natascha and my extensive care of Abigaile for 13 years and 8 months by far supersedes the four years stolen from me and our daughters.  

   This video slideshow is for my beautiful girl for the memories that are reality and how your dad and I chose to raise you with purity, modesty and with God.  With God as the head of your life.  To honor your Mother and Father - not the ways of uncertainty and fear or being forced to live according to culture which is the religion of satan. 

" Children are a gift from the Lord;
    they are a reward from him." 

  Momma loves you beautiful you can call momma, text momma, or email me and come to see momma whenever you want, I can assure you I will always be here for you with no conditions - I won't questioned what happened because I already know what happened and I also know who did what.  You are being held hostage for four years has nothing to do with anything I have or haven't done.  You can see the court documents - I can prove my side of the story - its pretty visual and public.  I will answer openly and honestly any question that you have that is with regard to me or my actions.  Nothing is hidden or deceitful with me.  I am here for you my beautiful girl I love you and I miss you.  
  
  If you feel unsafe and wish to talk to me - reach out to a domestic abuse agency or the local Citrus county sheriff dept.  I can share the name of a deputy that I have spoken to extensively about the reality of what has happened.  

   Being a Mother is not about a glamorized day once a year that profits for some, idolizes others and oppresses even the best of moms.  Instead Motherhood is a lifetime.  If you feel otherwise, you need to do some soul searching and look inward to why you feel that way.  Stop destroying others because of the way you feel.  




Momma loves you my beautiful girl.  Please message me on text , Facebook ( I know you know how to do private groups ) this is how parents and the village teaches their children to dishonor the other parent. 
If you feel as though you will be " punished" like I am there are people here that you can reach out to.  That I promise who will keep your information safe. Momma loves you and misses you.  I am also working with PAS ( Lisa Breece Linke - https://www.linkedin.com/in/lisabreecelinke

  Please Natascha, do not allow anyone else to coerce or force you to stay away from your momma who has always loved you and will always love you.  That is mental and emotional terrorism.  Those thought patterns are stealing your life and stealing your joy.  Mental and emotional bribery and materialism can only pacify for so long.  Let hurt people be hurt people if they choose to do nothing about it.  

with Love, hugs, sugars and more love, 
your momma <3 
xoxo 


    

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