Wednesday, February 26, 2020

Wisdom from The Ugly Duckling


Photo screenshot from Americanliterature.com - The Ugly Duckling


  So last evening was my scheduled 30 minute, supervised phone call with our special needs daughter Abigaile.  The Ugly Duckling by Hans Christian Anderson was my story time for her.

  I have been given two 30 minute phone conversations after October 2019 given by a judge in Florida.  This was his judgment of me based on what he has taken others to say when there was no burden of proof of what had been stated on record in court documents.  Prior to October 2019, and since May 21, 2017 I had been completely alienated, completely abandoned, completely estranged from our daughters.  Our daughters and I both expected to move forward after this decision in the court and expected for our stories to not be heard.  I am not alone there are thousands if not hundreds of thousands of other biological , natural parents who have gone through this same horrific form of domestic terrorism and court judgements.

 It has become placated as normal Divorce Culture.  " This represents a massive social change. It has taken place in the relatively short space of about 40 years and is reshaping the basic building block of society. Divorce is altering the institution of marriage and family in ways not yet fully comprehended. However, enough is understood to allow experts in the field to state that increased tolerance of divorce has produced profound changes in our attitudes toward what we think marriage and family to be."  https://www.vision.org/culture-divorce-1261

 The following of one who perpetrates this alienation, estrangement is called Flying Monkeys -
“Flying monkeys is a phrase used in popular psychology mainly in the context of narcissistic abuse. They are people who act on behalf of a narcissist to a third party, usually for an abusive purpose.” https://drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/04/14/flying-monkeys/

  This is my reward as a committed stay at home mom.  In my position as a stay at home mom I chose to stay at home to be at disposal for our daughters.  My former spouse and I chose for me to stay at home for our daughters giving them a mom at home for their needs and for their best interest.

Additional reading. 


  I carried our daughters for Nine months in my body because my former spouse and I chose to have children.  Our children were no excuse, no accident.
  I chose to stay at home with our daughters to give them the best possible outcome in life.  The best education that aligned with our beliefs and philosophies.  We may not have PhDs but we are not ignorant, and we are educated, having life experience and some college.  I have always loved education and have degrees in progress that have been put on hold due to putting our daughters needs first.  I also hold many credentials.
  I have had to defend my staying at home with our children more than any other occupation that I have ever held in my life.
  I have had to defend home education for our children based on their needs, their wants,  their desires.
  How is it that we live in such a educated culture - but yet people are so ignorant and uneducated in human behaviors.  This is not Psychology but instead this is common sense.

  Our children are socialized and always have been educated in manners ( not bullying ), respect    ( not disrespect ) education and learning , not just based in theology but what is good and God and what is right in how we treat others.
  In the time period from their birth until May 21,2017 when they were abducted and kidnapped taken without my consent and never given their whereabouts or what was being done to them - all of these things I spoke of are completely opposite and contrary to what they have been taught, how they have been taught and their actions are of a herd mentality.
  I'm certain flying monkeys and culture pathology is at play in this.  One should be curious how it is that I was a primary attachment for both of our daughters until they were abducted and kidnapped in May 21,2017 and since that time they are completely estranged from me. Where is stability?
 In doing a welfare check with the Citrus county Sherrif dept. just so I could have someone in law enforcement to see and tell me that my children are still alive.  I was told our 21 year old daughter  doesn't want to talk with me, doesn't want to see me, doesn't want anything to do with me?
Take away her current surroundings, take her to a place she feels safe.  Then let her tell you about her life when all of this behavior started in her life.  And how it started.

  Her address was changed in 2014 to Florida and she didn't have an option- she wasn't living at a Physical address in Florida in 2014 or 2015, 2016, but was abducted in May 21, 2017.  Ask her about why she would spend so much time locked in a bathroom with her phone.  How many times has she wanted to make the right decision but was being mind controlled into making a decisions with flying monkeys invading her thoughts and pressuring her like immature teenagers and peer pressure.  Someone get her to where she is alone and not controlled by these pressures - because she has been living in this mental hell for a long time to turn away from her momma.  I know this - I am her momma.    Who is going to do this?  How many of you know what happened, you know what is going on but you wont even get involved.

Stockholm syndrome, psychological response wherein a captive begins to identify closely with his or her captors, as well as with their agenda and demands. https://www.britannica.com/science/Stockholm-syndrome
 One has to ask why others even a system to allow such a behavior like this to be projected onto another human being much less a child.

  I am not blaming our daughters for this - those who have been their influence for the past three years speak for themselves through our daughters behaviors.  This is teaching hate to children whether verbally, through perception, through actions or through financial emotionally buying the girls.  Our daughters estranged from me for no viable reason.

  The court in Florida was mailed a Answer and Counterclaim and I requested to attend the hearing by telephone months in advance due to financial hardship that was forced on to me by my abandonment and desertion with no explanation and no communication.  I have medical records showing my burden of proof for our daughter while in my care.
   I have been continuously harassed and stalked to defend my staying in our daughters life.  To remove me by granting sole custody - is removing my ability of a natural parent to make decisions for our daughter.  I have watched from her progress notes-  her mental health, her emotional health and her physical health deteriorate.  She has regressed at the onslaught of medical maltreatment and those financially set out to financially exploit her.
  To remove me as her primary attachment you have caused harm, trauma, and physical health issues.  She has sounded sick or with cold in more phone calls than not.  To be able to even see our daughter is impossible because the court has further perpetrated estrangement by stating I can see my daughter supervised while a stranger is drugging my child in visits in Florida.  What kind of sick, demented practice is this ?
  In addition the request that I be removed from her Guardianship as a Co Guardian - the court has removed my Natural rights to parent my own child  and has kept me from natural law to parent my child that came from my body.  The trauma and harm being done to our daughter is beyond sickening and of complete disbelief that we have such a cruel and harmful system.  And there is not just one system but many to blame.  The mental cruelty being perpetuated on to a child who has done not one of you harm , trauma or pain.  You have forcefully estranged her as a special needs child from her primary attachment.

  Our daughter was healing from one chemical assault to her weak little body.

  •  Abigaile almost died and  NONE of you were there with her- I was every single time and event.  In fact NONE OF YOU were there to even visit.  In her worst time of almost dying NONE OF YOU were there.  
  • NONE of you were there when I stayed up with her all night to be sure she was breathing.  
  • NONE of you were there when I gave her medications, did food diaries, did medication diaries. 
  • NONE of you were there when I spent days, weeks and months to call agencies, health and human services, state representatives including a senator in Arkansas to request a wheelchair because insurance denied her a wheelchair and she couldn't walk.  
  • NONE of you were there when I taught her to potty train and she was potty trained until May 21,2017.
  • NONE of you were there through the sleepless nights of not knowing whether she would be alive the next morning. 
  • NONE of you were there through the hundreds of seizures she would have early on, watching her stop breathing, fighting to get Oxygen ordered for her so that she would be forced oxygen while her brain was deprived of oxygen.  The dr. didn't recommend this - I DID and I kept asking and begging for it until I got it. 
  • NONE of you were there to watch the food diaries - instead you mock and make fun of and think it is okay to feed a child a food they are allergic to and just because they don't have a reaction like you do, but instead they have seizure triggers from it- learn some simple anatomy and physiology before you trying to force your drug addiction even if it is pharmaceutical - there is no difference. Even PhDs are ignorant of this and argued with me. I was the continuity of care in my Childs life and lived it with her.  Im not giving my child anything that I watch causing seizure triggers or seizures in her - just to make others feel quantified or valued.  Bring back peanuts on the airlines I'm not allergic is that mentality.  One pays taxes - the other doesn't.  Drugs are drugs.  They suppress - they don't heal.  Don't tell me or anyone else I starved my child or she was starving this is a lie from ignorance of those of you who weren't there. The AMA of Peds. has statistics from children who are sick and diseased the majority of the population of children who go to a Dr are mixed well and sick. I can assure you more are sick. My well child was being compared and told to unnecessarily be forced to gain what is not healthy. My child was healthy- she was not showing symptoms and was never sick.  She didn't catch colds ( a hoax) or she didn't catch anything else.  How drugged, sick and ill is she now?  It starts in the mind, affect the emotions and it manifests in the physical body.  
  • NONE of you were there when I gave her medications - for years - I did medication diaries - I also noticed when the medications were missed her symptoms disappeared.  This is not for you to judge, you weren't there and even if you were - you don't have the work experience, the training, the education or the life experience of what I have gone through with my child. Drugs will not change this but you make her sicker, prolonging her symptoms and causing her physical harm and trauma to her brain and neurological system.  Her medications were discontinued because she no longer showed symptoms.  Period.  I can and have read her medical progress notes for the past almost 3 years and even prior to that.  Her progress notes speak for themselves.  She has regressed in her overall Health since May 21,2017.  She is still my child and for others opinions for financial gain, for control because of your past traumas or mental illness you are harming, causing trauma and destroying our Childs health. It is not for you to say or treat my child as " an average in the patients that do this or that".  I physically saw, documented and was with her daily.  You were not.  And shame to the medical dr who has followed her since she was 18 months old and used your agenda to exploit my Childs health and finances to further your business plan.  To exploit my child and put a label that is a generalization of symptoms manifested by the damage done by your pharmaceutical pushing and marijuana drug pushing you have caused my child unnecessary trauma and harm in addition you have changed her genes with your propaganda and I can show this from her original records from Genetics appointment early in her care with me as her Primary Health care manager.  I have baselines from prior Visits to Childrens Hospitals with genetic testing in full scope.  Genetics aren't changed naturally - only through chemical means.  Genes can be altered however through eugenics - as I sent to you several academia studies that were cited regarding this topic emailed and discussed on a phone call regarding your assault on our daughters health. 
Further reading : 
  • NONE of you were there for us.  For you to all of a sudden step in and try and control someones life because of your own childhood traumas and to destroy a family that has done  nothing to you.  And has kept you from nothing.  It was your actions of neglect.   Please wake up and realize that you have destroyed your adult child, your adult Childs marriage, that adult childs spouse that ( Your adult child chose- not you ) ,  that you have destroyed the children of that adult child and their now former spouse.  Just because you get a cult of people to agree with you - in front of your face doesn't make it right, doesn't make it moral , doesn't make it the best interest of our children.  
  • And for the court to write a custody stating it in the best interest of the child - to deny a mother, a parent their natural parental right to make choices for that child when that parent has done nothing to harm that child, has not caused them trauma, has not allowed other people than their biological mom or biological dad to make decisions regarding the welfare of Abigaile.   In the life and health of Abigaile I have been there with her when no one else was there caring for my daughter, making choices for her, watching her health and her ability to walk, to talk, and to not have hundreds of seizures per day and without the medication ( a nice way of saying drugs).  This was stolen from me - Abigailes health stolen from her at the expense of profit for the system.  
  • And now you steal our daughters time from me, from their mom with no burden of proof or viable reason.  You have stolen almost three years of their lives, their childhood , their time from me, their mom.  How can this time stolen even be replaced, ever be returned, the time that has been projected on to them and to me that caused mental anguish and trauma of intentional emotional distress. 

 How do you pay back time that can not be returned?  This is legacy being left for our children.  


  I was able to find a lawyer who took my case in December 2019.  Prior to that I dealt with the state of Texas who is anti- family.  Anti - best interest of the child and doesn't even have the term mom or mother written into their family law.  Prejudiced discrimination Texas shame on you for the trauma and harm you caused me and my children and family.  I intended to build my charity there for families and children with special needs for respite. That is no longer a option of where there is such hostility for family cohesiveness and best interest of children.  
   Since that time I have emails showing where my lawyer has worked tirelessly trying to get a hearing for the court.  It took over a month to set a court date trying to coordinate with the court and the opposing attorneys.  
  The original dates they gave to Lawyer Leslie Ann was March 2 , March 12, and April 2.  The confirmation for hearing was finally emailed to me and it was June 29, 2020.  Further causing our daughter estrangement from me her Natural parent and mom. 

  What happened to the original dates?  

  In addition stalking me and harassing me to further court measures -  to estrange our child from me.  Further exploiting her finances she won't have anything for future - it will all be paid back into the system that has caused her harm, trauma and now grief and mental anguish onto a special needs child.  
  
  In addition to forcing me as a person called Indigent because I worked hard for my family, our children for 22 years. I am now labeled as Poverty and Indigent.   I spent 20 years to put my children and their needs first.  My former spouse and I agreed to prior to marriage commitment and during our 20 year marriage for my position to be a stay at home mom putting our children first.   I was left with nothing.  No retirement, no social security paid in, no health insurance, no dental , no vacation , no nothing.  Every cent that I am being forced and coerced to spend;  to try and stay in my Childs life and to stay part in what I established for her.  The vaccine entitlement , the trusts, and her care plan.  All being squandered and hidden from me.  I am being forced to spend funds that I don't have into a court that I am not an lawyer and don't have legal counsel nor am I trained as legal counsel.  All being forced and coerced on to me. 

  I have no home, no money, no transportation, estranged from our children - why?  All because I committed with my former spouse to stay at home and place our children's needs above my own.  I know how hostile the culture is toward moms who stay at home with their children.  I have experienced it for over 20 years.  If that is what you choose not to do - that is great! Your probably doing your children a favor.  But don't project your hate, your jealousy, your bitterness etc on those of us who choose to place our children first.  It was our choice and it is my choice- not yours.  Stop using comparison and you would likely be happier with your decisions. 

  I have been accused of abandoning my child, not providing for her needs, not providing for her.  What a vile and horrific accusation after abducting and kidnapping her and exploiting her financially in addition to the medical maltreatment.  I haven't abandoned my child she was forcibly taken from me without communication or explanation.  After a conversation regarding my safety and the safety of our daughters.  One has to ask when a civil conversation has happened, why the other would flee to such a drastic measure involving the well - being of their children.  

  Our daughters abducted, kidnapped and has been severely estranged from me? Not even knowing who I am, no longer says mommy, can't interact on nursery rhymes or interactive stories that we shared prior to her abduction. 


Alot of truth on this page - screenshot from  " The Ugly Duckling " americanliteraure.com  web page - story read to our daughter Abigaile on February 25, 2020 during my 30 minute supervised phone call. 


  Where is the burden of proof ? Is burden of proof tied to money, for profit ?  In my experience it has not been in the best interest of the child.  

with compassion for those who's hearts have hardened and bitter, 
with love 
xoxo

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Sunday, February 23, 2020

Abduction and Family Interstate Kidnapping

Goodnight my beautiful girls. Mommy loves you both very much. Mommy is so tired of not having our girls near me. The systems that we have in this country are beyond corrupt and criminal.

It is difficult enough to have so many things happen around the time that you both were taken from me. I was your primary attachment in your entire life. Your Constitutional rights and my Constitutional rights as a Natural parent have been violated and even to today - they are still violated.
Our Human rights have been violated - destroyed the worst absolutely worst form of punishment ever inflicted onto a child is to remove that child from their mother. This is beyond the most mentally cruel forms of trauma you can ever do.

Our rights been violated since May21,2017 by every acting agency on a local, regional and federal level - your being taken without my consent or even knowledge of your whereabouts while being sent pictures that looked like a terrorist was holding you hostage. And being held hostage like a form of domestic terrorism until now February 23.2020.

The state of Texas should be ashamed - projecting itself as a family friendly, Bible believing , christian , conservative. Every person and agency from the Shelter, DHHS region 6, to the lawyers and attorneys I spoke with, who said that if I didn't know where you were and the police refused to file a missing persons report - they refused to take the case. I wish I had known then what I know now and I would have filed reports on them to the state bar. Not that it would matter with Texas receiving funds for your trafficking to Florida. The National Missing and exploited children plus other trafficking agencies would file a report but without the police filing a missing persons report - they all collected their collective FEDERAL FUNDS for your case #s while their CASE WORKERS would call me once per week asking me if I had heard anything from you or your dad. I can understand why NO ONE is found. But they still collect their funds don't they .

For you to be gone and your dad telling me face to face just days after your were abducted - telling me that he would talk with me as soon as things would calm down. I asked him when that would be and he said things just need to calm down. There was no situation I was aware of that needed to calm down and he didn't have an answer. He said this in person - when he came back to get the food for Abigaile while he left you with strangers - God only knows what they did to you with no parent there. Also telling me if there was an emergency with Abigaile that he would call or text me. I know there were emergencies with Abigaile - the hell , the torture , of what that baby went through I can not imagine. I am not sure that I will ever be able to work through that terrorism. I still requested her medical records ( I was only allowed the chart notes) I even signed the request form. Dr. is another person of interest aiding in child alienation, child estrangement, medical kidnapping and medical maltreatment.

I also called Arlington Police Department numerous times- yes even after 72 hours they would send officers who mocked me, laughed at me and even said for me to " SHUT UP AND STOP CRYING AND BEING EMOTIONAL." And then refuse to file a missing persons report. Refused to file a suspicion of interest report.

I currently have a list of over 60 or more agencies including the DHHS, police, State attorney general of Texas, state auditor of Texas, Governor, and even the Interstate Highway authority. NONE have acknowledged the abuse that you both have encountered or what I have encountered. I was abandoned and deserted- left with no transportation - bank account was closed- I was told to be amicable by the Trustee who has oversight over our daughters medical trust and Guardianship ( even when NO COURT ORDER EXISTED FOR ANYTHING). I had no money - no employer ( our daughter was my employer I provided her care around the clock - and yes I received compensation for it. The only employer that literally left me with no job after 14 years ( 20 years of marriage) with no money, no retirement, no nothing, no insurance, and no way to file for unemployment because I committed to my child to make her well.  Our daughter went from deaths door from the vaccine injury to rehabilitation with walking with a canes, walker and 10+ words, two and three word sentences, intelligible, was verbal, happy.

I couldn't afford attorney or lawyer, could obtain legal aid due to the conflict of interest because of false allegations. Legal aid supported and gave funds to the one who abducted and kidnapped our daughters- I had no legal due process in any of this. NO DUE PROCESS for myself or our children.  

When I learned of the divorce ( BY BEING SERVED ) -->>1 year and 7 months later I learned my children were in Florida and were living a false narrative of a story that my husband and I said would never happen. Our daughters went from one lifestyle to - FORGET MOMMY, homeschool or any resemblance of the life you lived for the majority of your life. As our 17 year old daughter would say just days before their abduction; " Momma HOMESCHOOL I'SNT REAL SCHOOL".  Interesting hindsight. Plus there are many other events and situations I have had time to reflect on.

In addition pro bono lawyers in Texas don't exist. Everything is funneled through the state, so when a person , parent etc does this to you - you have no recourse but paying a lawyer. You have NO DUE PROCESS. They refer you to the Texas legal project, domestic violence, DHHS, and all the other agencies ( gaslighting). I was told jurisdiction was in Florida now. Wait what about my children , my due process for our children for me. Oh you will have to file in Florida and find a pro se there. Start the entire game over and I am forced to file in Florida where I have never lived. No pro se and the same gaslighting as Texas. I could not get legal aid in Florida where I am not a resident.

My children have been abducted and kidnapped and forced to live a lie of a lifestyle for whatever reason and expected to deal with it. Our oldest daughter I was told by a Citrus county Sherrif ( I had to call and do a welfare check once I found an address - they were living with my former husbands mother -I'm not at all surprise considering POLAR OPPOSITE lifestyle of throwing my children in public institutionalized school and over medicating, drugging while giving our daughter foods and medications that she has had known allergic reactions to in the past causing seizure triggers and seizures. Then to drug the seizures with medications that she has more seizures with. Medical kidnapping and being thrown to the wolves.  

It was our choice, my husband and I, our choice for me to stay at home with our children. Our children were my job, they were my career why is this so difficult for people to get? And to do this to innocent children and throw them into a lifestyle and expect them to just live it? Why? How can a parent do this to a child and expect them to forget their parent who was their primary attachment. To forget how they were raised their entire lives. To send me a text to tell me to look at Abigailes blog when he had no interest in her blog for 13.5 years or anything else that was going on? You just throw your kids in a mind warp and say forget mom? How does that work exactly? I cant even wrap my mind around that type of mentality.

Our 21 year old daughter now who is aged out of the system - who people inform me she is an adult. She can do what she wants. I wonder what that looks like ? Especially if she was saying days before she left ( momma homeschool isn't real school - ) ill tell you what it looks like. I spoke to three separate Citrus county sheriffs deputys on the phone to do a welfare check. I had not heard our daughters voice, I had not seem them for over 2 1/2 years. My emails, texts, phone calls were never returned. When I found an address I called to ask them to do a welfare check just so I would know my children were alive.  I told the Sheriffs deputy, I am their mom , they were abducted and kidnapped from Texas. I haven't seen them for over 2 years ( this was late fall 2019) I just need to know if they are alive, if they are breathing. I need to know if they are alive.

The Sheriffs Deputy who met with our oldest daughter, now 21, was able to meet her at a location away from dad. The deputy told me that my 21 year old who had been at home with me for 17.5 years was telling him that she did not want to see me, did not want to talk with me, did not want to hear from me. I think back to signs now that I can see - why is this ? I know this is not typical behavior for a child to spend 17 years with her mom and then to leave and to just say I don't want to see, talk or have anything to do with my mom? If you believe this you are seriously mistaken. What kind of mental and emotional or physical trauma has to happen to this child? She wasn't saying this prior to leaving - children act out while trauma is happening - in the moment. How will she heal from this, when people are saying it isn't important and we wonder why this pathological behavior doesn't stop? It is triangulated and passed through generations like a canker worm.

In late December 2019 I was finally able to get a lawyer to take my case. Another mother who had also been alienated. She took my case late December. In the meantime, there are still struggles with this case in getting hearings scheduled in funding.

Moving to January 2020 - trying to remove me from her Guardianship funds what I am a Permanent CoGuardian and was key in setting the Guardianship as well as medical trust set up for her from the vaccine injury. Continued financial abuse and exploitation. Medical kidnapping. And further alienation to where the child that was calling me mommy for 13.5 years and was a completely different child now has regressed to the point she can no longer talk, can no longer say mommy, is severely estranged from me, doesn't recognize me, can not even engage in a short conversation with me via a 30 minute phone call. Songs, books, stories that we have interacted in the past - she no longer has interest. She is often distracted and making noise on the phone. She has been distracted playing with toys while on the call. Her only words are Poppy ( which she refers to her dad) and Bye.

This is a special needs child. While it is still critical for other children who are typical to be reunited with their biological parent. It is critical that a special needs child be with their parent for health reasons.
And just to summarize: The day the former husband left we had a conversation. Not an argument, no yelling , no screaming and not fighting. There had not been any mention of a separation, or a divorce. There were several incidents that happened that I will not make public knowledge that I had requested counseling. On the day that he absconded with our daughters was one of those incidents, and a request to seek counseling. Is this worth destroying children over?

And the court reasoning for granting sole custody to a parent who does abduction and family interstate kidnapping - is because I would not give our special needs daughter medication. She didn't have any medication ordered. Why would I give our child medication when it wasn't ordered?

Where is the human rights in this for our children ? Where is their due process ? Where are my human rights I did nothing wrong. I was caring for my family , caring for our children and had already lived through hell with the vaccine almost killing our daughter. She was classified as having a severe adverse reaction. This is a published vaccine injury case. I had considered posting the link to the entitlement- but because so many people already take advantage of our daughter and people have no idea what the entitlement is - they don't understand it works like a medical trust.

My history : prior to marriage I worked in a hospital environment of over 8 years. I worked in Cardiac, ICU, ER, and Geriatrics and Oncology. I have worked in Clinicals at a Nursing home for long term care. I have worked in a Diagnostic office with a POD of five specialists. There were Pulmonologist, Oncology, Epidemiology, I did their ICD9 coding and Insurance billing. I have since completed several certificate programs in Integrative Nutrition, part in BS of Nutrition program, Several certificate programs with Natural health practitioner, Holistic Nutrition, and am currently 6 classes and dissertation from finishing my Dr. of Naturopathy. My prior hospital and nursing experience were key in helping to get through the trauma with our daughter and her vaccine injury. If I had not be trained in the skills in Nursing - our daughter would be dead. I gave our daughter CPR twice while on the phone with EMTs dispatch.

I was able to document the symptoms, and do research while our daughter went through the shear trauma or vaccine injury. I was not only her primary attachment but I was her primary Health care giver. I took her through trauma care, medical care and into rehabilitation. I was able to win our vaccine injury case and entitlement for her with my day planner and baby book where I had charted symptoms, dates, observations, and calls to clinics, Dr.s specialists in a four state area to find help for my baby so she could live.

I have medical records- progress notes that during the time our daughter was under my care she was not on medication and was making progress. Her dr . visits were once per year. You can clearly see the progress notes - of what the trauma of the abduction and kidnapping did to our child and the Dr. reinforced that pathological behavior telling me that she is in a better place in Florida, with people who love and care for her, she is groomed, - what kind of individual does this to a child and says that are looking out for her best interest?

I fought for the entitlement so that she could have funds for additional care in addition to the health insurance. I have worked in this field almost 25 years in all. I am not ignorant of what goes on. I wanted the additional funds so our daughter could make it through this and be able to function. I wanted the best care for her. The best treatments for her. Not to leave her in a system of sick and disease and not getting well where she is now. While the funds are being exploited. Our daughter is regressing, she is living trauma for the past three years over and over - while being medically kidnapped and financially exploited.

Where is the Justice ? I did nothing to harm my children ever. I did nothing to neglect my children ever. I have never abused or traumatized or abandoned my children. Where is a Human Rights attorney ? Where is the law that says people can just abduct and kidnapped their children and estrange them from the other parent while the system does nothing about it?

I want my children! I have done nothing to harm them. I will not be told that I can not tell the story of what led up to this as though it never existed. It does exist. Where were the people to protect our children ? Was anyone asking the ones who abducted and kidnapped my children - instead of blame shifting on to me? Where was the hearing to hear my side? Where is the evidence to prove anything? There isn't any. Only two children who have seriously been traumatized, who have been misled, who have been exploited.  This has caused significant trauma for our children it has caused significant trauma to me in addition to financial hardship and the system has carried on the abuse where the abduction and kidnapping left off.

Now I have to fight to maintain as a Permanent CoGuardian to a child I established the trust for with my research and my spending 7 years to win. I have to fight this now for a child so estranged from me that she can't call me mommy, can no longer engage in conversation with me. Can no longer say mommy - and can no longer say I love you.
Prove to me that this is in the BEST INTEREST OF MY CHILD.


# JUSTICE FOR ABIGAILE AND NATASCHA
# medical kidnapping
# medical maltreatment
# financial exploitation

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Saturday, February 15, 2020

Fundraiser for legal fees and other misc. needs to be reunited to our daughters



This was the most recent photo I have received of Natascha - Christmas 2019 ( see explanation below)

This is the most recent photo Christmas 2020 that I have received of Abigaile. 

  In the beginning and several times through out this ordeal I was sent photos after the girls were abducted and kidnapped with out my consent to take the girls out of the state of Texas  - to live in the state of Florida where they had never lived in much less to live without me, their mother.  There was no explanation, no description of what was happening, no description of where they were or any other communication.  A google album of Abigaile sent via a link and a text message stating Abigailes blog and that " I should read her blog to have something to talk with her about".  on our schedule 30 minute phone visit. 

  I want to explain that when you have a spouse who has not disclosed they are separating or divorcing you with out your knowledge.  They first abduct and kidnapp your children without any explanation or consent of taking your children out of state- there is really no stability in this behavior.    
  
In addition to this - betrayal trust and knowing that I had been her primary caregiver ( and there are additional reasons in this also that I will not make public but they will be in court record ).  That I am just to accept by this spouse holding our children hostage for two years and then expecting me to talk about her new life of her blog - when there was no interest in her blogs, her care, or education or anything additional - was really like the thought that I had been married to and living with a terrorist for 20 years. So for this person to send photos after kidnapping and then send text photos with no explanation, this was beyond trauma triggers for me. I requested that he stop sending me photos - sending photos to a parent who's children have been abducted or kidnapped - in reality there is no closure or meaning to seeing a photo and connecting dots to believe that child is alive.  This is the absolute worst trauma that a spouse could ever inflict on another spouse and the worse behavior a parent could ever inflict on to a child. 

  Please see the dangers and childhood trauma that this cause a child or a parent.  
1. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/co-parenting-after-divorce/201304/the-impact-parental-alienation-children
2. https://www.childandfamilyblog.com/child-development/parental-alienation-child-abuse-child-development/
3. https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/11/181127171419.htm
4. http://www.mhfmjournal.com/pdf/parental-alienation-syndrome-a-serious-form-of-psychological-child-abuse.pdf
5. 
6. https://drcachildress.org


 I have recently posted a fundraiser in order to raise funds to help with legal fees and other misc. expenses that will be related to being able to reunite with our daughters.


  I have not been charged or convicted with any crimes or nor abuse, nor neglect.  My civil rights as a mother and parent to mother and parent my own blood related children was forcibly removed from me May 21, 2017 with no justifiable reason or charges.  Our daughters have continued to be alienated and estranged from me their primary attachment and primary caregiver until they were abducted and interstate kidnapped.  We have to ask - why would local, state, regional and federal agencies allow this to happen ?  I have asked this same question since May 21, 2017.

  I had contacted and filed reports since May 21, 2017 through the present with multiple states, local, state, regional and federal agencies.  My answers have been that this case is complicated in nature  and lack of funds during this time I was not able to retain an attorney or lawyer.  Since December 2019 I have been blessed with a wonderful Lawyer, who was alienated from her child as well and has deep understanding of the nature of this case.  Leslie Ferderigos Esq. https://leslieannlaw.com.

  These funds will go toward helping our daughters and I to be reunited in something that was forcibly done to us, against our wishes, and has caused significant trauma in our lives.   Please consider giving there is no amount that is too small - or too large.  Thank you and God bless you for giving - God bless you for praying as well - prayers do not have monetary value but they are significant in value.

with love,
Paris for Abigaile and Natascha <3

Please see link for fundraiser and please share in all your emails, social networks etc.
https://gogetfunding.com/justiceforabigaileandnatascha/

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Friday, January 24, 2020

Independent Steps - Grapevine, Texas - day 3 - Medications -

Independent Steps in rehabilitation another day of learning.  Activity of daily living.  

  What is it like to have a child who has experienced trauma from vaccine injury?   While living through the trauma it simply can't just be the child, it is the entire family that suffers from trauma of the vaccine injury.  

  Sadly friends, family, extended family tend to force their beliefs, their thoughts, their culture and ideaology into the family who is already suffering.  When the family or caregiver of the child has been the one who has provided continuity of care for that child.  I have been hands - on in every facet of our daughters life and health care since she was conceived. 

  In addition, most families want and seek consolation.  However when you have extended family who has not been in the childs life or daily care there can be unhealthy thoughts, a unhealthy belief system and can even harm and cause more trauma to the child or even more harm and trauma to the family of origin of the child.  

  Why do others feel compelled after not being in the childs' life for her entire life- to no fault but their own business, too busy with vacations, life, or whatever excuse to indulge in this type of behavior? 
   It's certainly their life but to use guilt and shame and to force your belief systems in a family where the child has been raised and has a belief system contrary to your thoughts and beliefs can cause trauma, harm and even physical danger to the child. 

  When people ask for family or others to be there - we aren't asking for you to parent us and tell us what to do.  I have been caring for our daughter for over Thirteen years and have managed to take her from death and dying to rehabilitation.  Since her abduction, I have watched her Health and progress deteriorate substantially on her medical records.  

   In addition for unknown reasons that child was removed forcibly from my care for no justifiable reason and thrown in a car and relocated to a different state to assume a new life.  The first time I heard her voice after her abduction was September 7,2017 which I called and was hung up numerous times.  The next time I was allowed to talk with her was September 7, 2019.  
  According to medical records she is now being drugged six times per day with marijuana oil to just make her forget this abduction or her mom? 
 Addictive behaviors and addictive tendencies don't make someone even a child forget.  This childhood trauma in addition to the medical trauma that was forced into her life for the early years of her life - there is no drugging or amount of drugging unless she would be overdosed and expired would make her forget these traumas.  She can't express that. She can't talk about that.  She can't verbalize that.  Instead this is compiling trauma upon trauma upon trauma in many different levels.  I can't comprehend why anyone would ever do this to a child who has done nothing to anyone. 

  I have seen and heard remarks from others that the reasoning of forcibly taking our daughter from my care after almost Fourteen years of trauma care and rehabilitation.  This reasoning I was told is that I wouldn't give her medication.   I want to clarify some things for those of you who were not in our lives and who wasn't in Abigailes life during the first Fourteen years of her life until she was abducted and kidnapped.   

  I was the ONLY primary caregiver and Health care manager that Abigaile had during those almost Fourteen years.   I can assure you she did not live those Thirteen - Fourteen years without medicine and there is a lot more to the story that is told or even on the medical records.  
  So before presuming and re-writing your false narrative - there is a truth and truth is coming out.  This statement is an outright lie - it is a false narrative- it is defamation and slander to me as her mom and her caregiver to imply that I have ever been neglectful or negligent in Abigailes care.  I have made appointments and taken her to Pediatricians, hospitals, childrens hospitals ( in a five state area), to therapists, to treatments in state as well as out of state.  In addition I have fought DHHS to even get recommended equipment when Insurance refused her a wheelchair. 
    I have given her medications , I have stopped medications when I have noted by diary, day planners, journals and according to packet inserts her symptoms coincided that she was having an adverse reaction or an adverse event to which I had notified the primary care Dr. or the Specialist each and every time.  I have worked with all of these individuals and professionals on a first name basis that I have been able to do private duty care for our daughter and had her at the level where she was making tremendous progress and in active rehabilitation. 
   If we want to visit a conversation about neglect and withholding equipment, denying care, treatments and therapies by not responding to my requests or my being able to follow through with appointments.  I will be glad to have that chat with my Lawyer present.  

  Below is a video of daily Independent steps where you can notice several things.  I want to be sure that you get the TRUTH of the video.  There are several items in the video.  


2016 Greapevine, Texas Abigaile taking her medicine.  Medicine is defined as pharmaceutical drugs and Supplements.  Abigaile could not verbally express the word medication or drugs.  She simply would call it " MedMed ".  


1. You will notice and hear my voice with beautiful Abigaile and her voice.  Also you can hear beautiful Natascha speaking in the video as well.  
2.  You will notice she has her apron on - this is used when she is feeding herself and eating so she doesn't have to change clothes so many times per day.  She was able to help assist in dressing but not always independently. These were skills on our daily learning activities. 
3.  You will notice a large sized - worn zip lock baggie.  It has brown bottles with white lids ( locking lids ) these are plastic pharmaceutical bottles- both ordered by Dr. Kartzinel.  They contained her medications a Thyroid armour ( which was discontinued based on labs after modifying her diet to correct her Thyroid profile.  The large ziplock baggie also contained a large white bottle with Kirkman labs Buffered Magnesium Bisglycinate also ordered by Dr. Kartzinel.  There was no marijuana homeopathic. 
4.  Next you will hear me request Abigaile to " put container in the bag".  Container is filled with these " medications" once per week after they are all taken.  This is a Seven day pill dispenser making it easier to keep up with daily medications or supplements per week.  So that one doesn't ( over dose - or forget to take a pill).  
5.  Abigaile takes " container " and " puts container in the bag.  The container was out of the bag so that Abigaile could take her medicine - and then I used this time so that Abigaile was able to recognize and use her occupational therapy skills as well as cognitive learning skills in use with activity of daily learning.  While taking her medicine.  
6.  The next thing you will notice is that when Abigaile gets the clear pill container to the bag - there are a few days still left in the clear container meaning that we still had the remainder of the week to go.  
7.  Next, Abigaile became distracted with Natascha likely cooking something and had become disengaged from closing the baggie.  I had taught her to use occupational therapy to use pincher and pinch the bag shut - but because she was disengaged by Natascha  distraction she didn't do it.  I was eager to move forward with the day and requested her to say Bye- Bye which was common to close the video out.  So she immediately responded Bye - Bye because she has mastered that word.  Then in addition by her recall and call back - she automatically waves " Bye " as well.  These prompting and actions took years to master.  Early on she was having so many seizures " on medications and drugs" that she could not retain anything - she could not master anything.  
8. Abigaile then proceeded to " blow sugars " or blow kisses as most people will call it.  This is her saying I love you- I'm done.

  In addition I want to say that Abigailes dad and I had agreed prior to having children and once we had our children that if we or our children needed drugs or medical care that we felt they should be able to get that.
  However it crossed the lines if and when class 1 drugs that are gateway drugs to other drugs.  Due to addictive tendencies and behaviors in extended family ( family other than our family of origin ) our family of origin - defined as myself, Abgailes dad, Natascha ( her sister ).
  Because of my continued education for Abigailes Health care and my work experience prior in the medical field her dad and I agreed to never give our daughter a highly addictive drugs or drugs that would not promote healing for the condition.
  I have spoken my disgust in the prescribing of CBD oil ( CBD is addicting and does nothing to promote healing).   This conversation was held with Dr. Kartzinel as well as Abigailes dad and I all present on several occasions).  Since the abduction and absconding,  the medical records state this DRUG is being given to our daughter against my will due to my Philosophical beliefs and Religious beliefs and it has no Health benefit or healing toward our daughters seizures.  It does nothing to promote life saving abilities.  Our daughter is being  " doped"  six times per day against my wishes and the wishes for our daughter to not be forced addictive tendencies or behaviors toward medications with known addictive tendencies and behaviors in family of origin members.  

  I hope this clears up the "medication - drug" mis-information and false narrative.  I have never - nor would I ever do anything to cause harm to my children - never.  To be coerced into a place where someone out right causes trauma to a parent or a child by spreading such deceit for whatever reason - it is clearly not in the best interest of Abigaile.  

with love, 
Paris ( Abigailes mom ) 
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Thursday, January 23, 2020

Independent Steps - Texas Day 2 part 3

Abigaile at the Monterey Bay Aquarium 

Lessons of Activity of Daily Living : 

  Abigaile washing face- video gets cut off at the end and will resume in the second video. 

  Daily life skills are routine and made habit.  This was a daily routine for the girls and I.  These skills are necessary and a necessity for learning and living out daily.  These actions may seem redundant to some but with families who have special needs children these skills - even one of these skills can take enormous pressure off of a parent that the child can manage this skill on their own. 
  It is obvious the benefit for the child.  

 


  It is not only important for ones health to have good hygiene it is important to learn as a skill set.  I am amazed at how many people who are adults, much less children who have not been taught proper hygiene.  It is actually a very important concept in teaching one good health.  




2016 Grapevine, Texas Abigaile finally decides to wash her nose and face - little Sweat Pea <3

  
  I am not trying to bring down the writer in this post I believe over all the post is very spot on. However, coming from a stance of Natural health I disagree that one has to use deodorant.  And this thought comes with research of not wearing deodorant and why we shouldn't.  

  You can fact check this with some simple Biology and anatomy.  
  
  Your body sweats because your body is detoxing from things antagonistic to your body.  The endocrine system and sweat glands - sweat out what is toxic.   There are chemicals in food, water, drinks, even the environment that the body can absorb through the skin.  This is why when one eats raw or fresh garlic they tend to sweat out the garlic once it has assimilated into the blood.  

  This is why exercise is good for detox, to make one sweat- to sweat out the impurities.  
So when you layer that deodorant on ( in my opinion its unimportant if it is organic, natural or whatever -) the fact is you are covering up a very important health benefit of sweating out toxins.  
    The deodorant is sticky and creates a layer so the skin and pores can not sweat and can not breathe trapping toxins and trapping the deodorant back into your pores, trapping into the sweat glands and creating more toxins back in to the blood stream.  
  You will find with a pure diet and less toxins that you drink or eat, or put into your body - you won't sweat as profusely and it won't smell.  It is good to sweat out toxins.  This should make one aware of what they are eating or drinking - is not always good for your body. 

  This is a good list of basic care that should be taught to all children and is should especially be taught to children with special needs.  I am not going to label children with the diagnosed diseases or disorders but instead focus on the symptoms.  

8 Easy steps to teaching your special needs child Personal Hygiene :  
https://suchatimeasthis.com/2017/10/14/teach-your-child-proper-hygiene-special-needs-lifeskills/

Applied Behavior Analysis : 
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapy-types/applied-behavior-analysis


 While listening to the videos you may hear me repeat phrases over and over.  I realized while watching these that likely I was repeating to quickly for Abigaile to respond this was a several times per day request to do these behaviors.  

  This type of repetitive wording was taught while we were in California.  I had Abigaile in Applied Behavioral therapy.  I initially wanted to do this therapy because Abigaile loves books and instead of have a formal dining room I put wall to wall bookshelves and it became our library.  It was much more relaxed and served a purpose to us all.   However, Abigaile loves books and while I like to foster that in our girls- well Abigaile found books and this is how she learned to do the pulling to stand - she would start with the lowest shelf on the wall and pull all the books.  Then she would gradually keep going up the shelf until she could stand, while knocking rows of books off the shelves.
  While this was cute, and she did good she would get done with all the books and clap.  So we had to change this behavior.  Yes- we had tethers on the shelves.  I didn't want her doing this because it is not always guaranteed that all bookshelves where she is at would be tethered and not fall on her.

  Our children with special needs aren't hopeless it takes time and attention to their details - to meet their needs.  It isn't always simple to figure out but when you do and your child has that AhA moment then that will be the biggest blessing taken away from the adventure.  

  Once again I want to reiterate that this is Abigaile in 2016, who was not prescribed drugs or medications.   She did not have a seizure pattern or global seizures - she did not have clusters.  She was making substantial progress.  

  I had planned and scheduled on different occasions our trip back to Southern California for Polfit wellness therapy.  A great group of professionals who taught Abigaile that she could walk.  Sadly these plans were never acted upon due to lack of commitment.  

with love, 
Paris ( Abigailes mommy ) 
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Independent Steps day 2 Grapevine, Texas 2016

2016 Grapevine, Texas at Independent steps Abigaile drinking water from a straw.  



Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet’s reward, and whoever receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man will receive a righteous man’s reward. When anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones because he is My disciple,truly I tell you, he will never lose his reward.” Matthew 10:41-42


  We started every day with prayer, some praise and worship music and often a study somewhere in the word of God.  Often the girls and I did this to start our day of learning and before school.  There were days it wasn't possible but this was the normal routine for the girls and I.  

  While I am aware that water here in the scripture is meant for the Spiritual concept- in reality water in life - especially Spring water has much to give as well.  Spring water has all the natural minerals left intact.  In health and wellness Spring water has nothing missing, nothing broken.  Does this sound familiar to you from scripture ?  

  Isaiah 26:3-4 Perfect peace. Shalom. Nothing missing, nothing lacking, nothing broken.


  In my experiences in life, through all my testimonies this is always true.  Even though we may not see it at the time we have to remain faithful to God that we trust Him.  When we Trust in God - His ways will come to pass.  We can't trust in human ways or ways of culture - but we must trust in God.  

  I worked with Natascha and Abigaile daily to work first and foremost in Spiritual mindset.  In order to create and foster a way of thinking toward the ways of God.  So they were not forced into slavery of thinking like culture. I wanted them both to remain positive, happy, and giving, loving toward others.  We can clearly see the world around us in turmoil - and this is chaos.  No where does God tell us to think or rely on chaos.  He also tells us to put Him first. I believe putting Him first is starting with that cup of water.  

 Psalm 42:1
As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

   I worked on Spiritual skills first.  We were able to foster healthy emotional skills because of this.  

  Then I worked on occupational skills such as the eating, drinking, dressing, walking, talking, all of these things are by far more necessary starting with a child who has special needs.  They are a foundation that is to be set prior to anything in institutional learning.  This is why special needs children don't make progress in Institutions called school.  I have friends who has MS in Education that have special needs children and agree with this statement.  

  In my 30 minute phone call visits per week our daughters verbal skills have declined she has very few words and nothing of the vocabulary she once worked to get to.  She had mastered at least Fifteen words prior to being abducted.  

 Prior to her leaving I observed the more that her physical skills were improving the more her verbal skills improved.  What is this saying for her Physical and motor skills now?  In photos she sits with legs crossed Indian style.  That is from inactivity and not walking. Occupational therapy for a physical accident does not work with those who have experienced Traumatic Brain Injury ( from a chemical component ).  The more chemicals that are given the more the brain function deteriorates.  These Drugs Suppress the activity - suppressing the neurotransmitters that fire signals for necessary action.  Causing one to be wheel -chair bound indefinitely and not making progress. Not making independence and not fostering a rehabilitation but instead a dependency. 
  
  I had worked with Abigaile over the years testing her with institutional learning and even though her  cognitive understanding was there - the output wasn't always there.  She had gone through a massive chemical assault on her brain and her body from the vaccine reaction.  So over the years I did research to try and find some thing more suitable.  Thankfully there are many great pioneers out there that have already traveled this road.  Thankfully there are others who are education minded but not controlled by funding or culture that have understanding - you can't always follow the culture or the money to help children.  I had finally found modalities and philosophies that were working.  Abigaile started making real progress and I was so happy for our girl.  It was so wonderful to see her progress- it didn't look like ACT tests and public funding for programs that " aren't working for anything but tax dollars to fund institutional learning." 

  Here a a few of the really wonderful programs and those in field who were extremely helpful in me being able to " reach my daughter " and pull out her learning ability.  

  I am going to start with Dr. Maria Montessori.  Many have learned of Montessori schools. Well this is where I started because I felt in the ages and stages of child development moving and using the limbs is the key to everything else.  The real foundation is healthy eating ( but I won't go there just yet ).  Martha Montessori was an amazing woman and has an incredible history about how she got into the field.  She was the first female Doctor of Italy.  She was also an educator.  Unlike traditional institutional learning the Montessori learning focuses on a child driven learning.  

  I made great progress with Abigaile using Montessori - things were slow at first it was a learning curve for me .  And a learning curve as well trying to think in reverse of how I had been taught.  But well worth the time and effort.  Learning isn't about culture nor is it about socializing it is that we learn basic life skills - then we build on that to learn skills that will lead us into occupations that will be preparing us for life.  

Who was Maria Montessori" : 

The History of the Montessori education : 

  The next added learning philosophy was Charlotte Mason.  I found Charlotte Mason theory in Nature leaning.  At the homeschool education events we attended I was always looking for books ( I have a lot of books) that would capture " reality" nature, daily living, things that were like " living books".   In Charlotte Mason - now Ambleside has a collection.  I also did this with Abigailes older sister in her learning.  Then we went to institutional learning and curriculum for her older sister and she was no longer interested in school.  I believe there were other intrusions in her behaviors about her school also.  

 "  Charlotte Mason was a British educator who believed that education was about more than training for a job, passing an exam, or getting into the right college. She said education was an atmosphere, a discipline, and a life; it was about finding out who we were and how we fit into the world of human beings and into the universe God created. " 

  An Introduction to Charlotte Mason - Ambleside online :

Charlotte Mason preschool and preK focus on Nature and enrichment 

" The Charlotte Mason method is based on Charlotte's firm belief that the child is a person and we must educate that whole person, not just his mind. So a Charlotte Mason education is three-pronged: in her words, “Education is an Atmosphere, a Discipline, a Life.”

The next area that I was focusing was on Abigailes cognitive learning.  I knew that she had cognitive understanding and I knew that she could retain that information.  She was also tested on teaching her a specific skill several times and then testing her until she mastered that skill.  

 Abigaile learned that she needed to either use her hands and grasp the food to eat.  She also knew that she could grasp the spoon to eat.  Abigaile knew that if she was hungry and there was food on the plate or in the bowl she would completely bypass the spoon to get the food quicker.  She knew these things.  This is basic fundamental skill of necessity.  Food and being able to eat food, knowing what that looks like. Knowing the different stages of how to move that food from point A to point B is not taught in institutional learning.  Learning shapes, colors, numbers and socializing is less important that the need to learn basic life skills.  
  
  I believed Abigaile was at a point in her rehabilitation that I wanted to challenge her more. So I continued to research programs, therapies and anything I felt that would challenge her to the next level of learning and mastering a skill.  
  
  I should mention that Abgaile was not on medications or drugs during this time because all of her drugs and medications were not necessary.  They had all been discontinued.  She was not having active seizure patterns that were progressing.  She would have an occasional seizure trigger and this was no different than anyone else who experiences an allergic reaction. It simply triggered a seizure in her ( that didn't require drugs) she would seizure and then stop on her own.  This was an allergic response , not frequent and there was no pattern to it. 

  The next level of learning and education for Abigaile was with Equipping Minds. I had contacted the H.S.L.D.A. with regard to a newsletter about Dr. Brown after reading a newsletter she had written.  We ( our family- Abigailes dad, her sister and myself ) planned a trip to Kentucky.  It was suppose to be a learning experience and because we didn't get to take vacations. I planned for us to stay at the Kentucky Horse park near Lexington and to visit The Ark ( out in the middle of no-where Kentucky) .  I have some photos I will have to post later but these were really wonderful exhibits and fun.   It is very difficult as a special needs family to take vacations- now I have an understanding of why it was so much more difficult for our family -  with the outside conflict that was brewing, controlling and manipulating.  

  I first contacted Equipping Minds on email and ordered the conference ticket.  I was able to talk with Dr. Carol Brown and was able to share our story about our Abigaile with her.  Then I booked the conference and the trip.  I finally felt I was getting all of Abigailes plan complete so that I could focus on making additional progress for her.  I really could see Abigaile moving to the next level and making progress with this.  We had just moved from Grapevine, Texas to Arlington Texas because we had not found a more permanent address.  

About Dr. Carol Brown : 

Dr. Carol is an amazing woman.  She is kind and caring and invited us to her home to be able to do a personal consult with Abigaile.  She wished to meet with Abigaile and with our family.  I felt that she went above and beyond what any other professional in the field would do.  Her conference was one of the most detailed and hands on that I have ever attended and reasonably priced.  We felt this would be a great program for Abigaile.  I would recommend this program to anyone who has neuro-developmental issues.  

Equipping Minds - Cognitive learning : 

  I was able to bring home a bag of wonderful goodies for Abigale to start her program and the plan was to work with Dr. Carol in Abigailes progress.  Abigaile loved the program and was just starting to get accustomed to the items we used in the program. Most of all she loved the ear buds to listen to her audio and Abigaile loved the audio.  

  We made the trip in April 2016.

  I would not have been made aware that in May 21, 2017 not even a month later that my world would fall apart, and that our daughters would be abducted and kidnapped with no communication, and no logical reason why.  

with love, 
Paris  ( Abigailes mommy ) 
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Day #3031 Victims Impact Abigailes Birthday, 9-7-2025

  🦋 Anniversary of your mission birthday. I love you my beautiful Abigaile - you have given me a gift of life for all that you have shared ...