Wednesday, February 26, 2020

Wisdom from The Ugly Duckling


Photo screenshot from Americanliterature.com - The Ugly Duckling


  So last evening was my scheduled 30 minute, supervised phone call with our special needs daughter Abigaile.  The Ugly Duckling by Hans Christian Anderson was my story time for her.

  I have been given two 30 minute phone conversations after October 2019 given by a judge in Florida.  This was his judgment of me based on what he has taken others to say when there was no burden of proof of what had been stated on record in court documents.  Prior to October 2019, and since May 21, 2017 I had been completely alienated, completely abandoned, completely estranged from our daughters.  Our daughters and I both expected to move forward after this decision in the court and expected for our stories to not be heard.  I am not alone there are thousands if not hundreds of thousands of other biological , natural parents who have gone through this same horrific form of domestic terrorism and court judgements.

 It has become placated as normal Divorce Culture.  " This represents a massive social change. It has taken place in the relatively short space of about 40 years and is reshaping the basic building block of society. Divorce is altering the institution of marriage and family in ways not yet fully comprehended. However, enough is understood to allow experts in the field to state that increased tolerance of divorce has produced profound changes in our attitudes toward what we think marriage and family to be."  https://www.vision.org/culture-divorce-1261

 The following of one who perpetrates this alienation, estrangement is called Flying Monkeys -
“Flying monkeys is a phrase used in popular psychology mainly in the context of narcissistic abuse. They are people who act on behalf of a narcissist to a third party, usually for an abusive purpose.” https://drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/04/14/flying-monkeys/

  This is my reward as a committed stay at home mom.  In my position as a stay at home mom I chose to stay at home to be at disposal for our daughters.  My former spouse and I chose for me to stay at home for our daughters giving them a mom at home for their needs and for their best interest.

Additional reading. 


  I carried our daughters for Nine months in my body because my former spouse and I chose to have children.  Our children were no excuse, no accident.
  I chose to stay at home with our daughters to give them the best possible outcome in life.  The best education that aligned with our beliefs and philosophies.  We may not have PhDs but we are not ignorant, and we are educated, having life experience and some college.  I have always loved education and have degrees in progress that have been put on hold due to putting our daughters needs first.  I also hold many credentials.
  I have had to defend my staying at home with our children more than any other occupation that I have ever held in my life.
  I have had to defend home education for our children based on their needs, their wants,  their desires.
  How is it that we live in such a educated culture - but yet people are so ignorant and uneducated in human behaviors.  This is not Psychology but instead this is common sense.

  Our children are socialized and always have been educated in manners ( not bullying ), respect    ( not disrespect ) education and learning , not just based in theology but what is good and God and what is right in how we treat others.
  In the time period from their birth until May 21,2017 when they were abducted and kidnapped taken without my consent and never given their whereabouts or what was being done to them - all of these things I spoke of are completely opposite and contrary to what they have been taught, how they have been taught and their actions are of a herd mentality.
  I'm certain flying monkeys and culture pathology is at play in this.  One should be curious how it is that I was a primary attachment for both of our daughters until they were abducted and kidnapped in May 21,2017 and since that time they are completely estranged from me. Where is stability?
 In doing a welfare check with the Citrus county Sherrif dept. just so I could have someone in law enforcement to see and tell me that my children are still alive.  I was told our 21 year old daughter  doesn't want to talk with me, doesn't want to see me, doesn't want anything to do with me?
Take away her current surroundings, take her to a place she feels safe.  Then let her tell you about her life when all of this behavior started in her life.  And how it started.

  Her address was changed in 2014 to Florida and she didn't have an option- she wasn't living at a Physical address in Florida in 2014 or 2015, 2016, but was abducted in May 21, 2017.  Ask her about why she would spend so much time locked in a bathroom with her phone.  How many times has she wanted to make the right decision but was being mind controlled into making a decisions with flying monkeys invading her thoughts and pressuring her like immature teenagers and peer pressure.  Someone get her to where she is alone and not controlled by these pressures - because she has been living in this mental hell for a long time to turn away from her momma.  I know this - I am her momma.    Who is going to do this?  How many of you know what happened, you know what is going on but you wont even get involved.

Stockholm syndrome, psychological response wherein a captive begins to identify closely with his or her captors, as well as with their agenda and demands. https://www.britannica.com/science/Stockholm-syndrome
 One has to ask why others even a system to allow such a behavior like this to be projected onto another human being much less a child.

  I am not blaming our daughters for this - those who have been their influence for the past three years speak for themselves through our daughters behaviors.  This is teaching hate to children whether verbally, through perception, through actions or through financial emotionally buying the girls.  Our daughters estranged from me for no viable reason.

  The court in Florida was mailed a Answer and Counterclaim and I requested to attend the hearing by telephone months in advance due to financial hardship that was forced on to me by my abandonment and desertion with no explanation and no communication.  I have medical records showing my burden of proof for our daughter while in my care.
   I have been continuously harassed and stalked to defend my staying in our daughters life.  To remove me by granting sole custody - is removing my ability of a natural parent to make decisions for our daughter.  I have watched from her progress notes-  her mental health, her emotional health and her physical health deteriorate.  She has regressed at the onslaught of medical maltreatment and those financially set out to financially exploit her.
  To remove me as her primary attachment you have caused harm, trauma, and physical health issues.  She has sounded sick or with cold in more phone calls than not.  To be able to even see our daughter is impossible because the court has further perpetrated estrangement by stating I can see my daughter supervised while a stranger is drugging my child in visits in Florida.  What kind of sick, demented practice is this ?
  In addition the request that I be removed from her Guardianship as a Co Guardian - the court has removed my Natural rights to parent my own child  and has kept me from natural law to parent my child that came from my body.  The trauma and harm being done to our daughter is beyond sickening and of complete disbelief that we have such a cruel and harmful system.  And there is not just one system but many to blame.  The mental cruelty being perpetuated on to a child who has done not one of you harm , trauma or pain.  You have forcefully estranged her as a special needs child from her primary attachment.

  Our daughter was healing from one chemical assault to her weak little body.

  •  Abigaile almost died and  NONE of you were there with her- I was every single time and event.  In fact NONE OF YOU were there to even visit.  In her worst time of almost dying NONE OF YOU were there.  
  • NONE of you were there when I stayed up with her all night to be sure she was breathing.  
  • NONE of you were there when I gave her medications, did food diaries, did medication diaries. 
  • NONE of you were there when I spent days, weeks and months to call agencies, health and human services, state representatives including a senator in Arkansas to request a wheelchair because insurance denied her a wheelchair and she couldn't walk.  
  • NONE of you were there when I taught her to potty train and she was potty trained until May 21,2017.
  • NONE of you were there through the sleepless nights of not knowing whether she would be alive the next morning. 
  • NONE of you were there through the hundreds of seizures she would have early on, watching her stop breathing, fighting to get Oxygen ordered for her so that she would be forced oxygen while her brain was deprived of oxygen.  The dr. didn't recommend this - I DID and I kept asking and begging for it until I got it. 
  • NONE of you were there to watch the food diaries - instead you mock and make fun of and think it is okay to feed a child a food they are allergic to and just because they don't have a reaction like you do, but instead they have seizure triggers from it- learn some simple anatomy and physiology before you trying to force your drug addiction even if it is pharmaceutical - there is no difference. Even PhDs are ignorant of this and argued with me. I was the continuity of care in my Childs life and lived it with her.  Im not giving my child anything that I watch causing seizure triggers or seizures in her - just to make others feel quantified or valued.  Bring back peanuts on the airlines I'm not allergic is that mentality.  One pays taxes - the other doesn't.  Drugs are drugs.  They suppress - they don't heal.  Don't tell me or anyone else I starved my child or she was starving this is a lie from ignorance of those of you who weren't there. The AMA of Peds. has statistics from children who are sick and diseased the majority of the population of children who go to a Dr are mixed well and sick. I can assure you more are sick. My well child was being compared and told to unnecessarily be forced to gain what is not healthy. My child was healthy- she was not showing symptoms and was never sick.  She didn't catch colds ( a hoax) or she didn't catch anything else.  How drugged, sick and ill is she now?  It starts in the mind, affect the emotions and it manifests in the physical body.  
  • NONE of you were there when I gave her medications - for years - I did medication diaries - I also noticed when the medications were missed her symptoms disappeared.  This is not for you to judge, you weren't there and even if you were - you don't have the work experience, the training, the education or the life experience of what I have gone through with my child. Drugs will not change this but you make her sicker, prolonging her symptoms and causing her physical harm and trauma to her brain and neurological system.  Her medications were discontinued because she no longer showed symptoms.  Period.  I can and have read her medical progress notes for the past almost 3 years and even prior to that.  Her progress notes speak for themselves.  She has regressed in her overall Health since May 21,2017.  She is still my child and for others opinions for financial gain, for control because of your past traumas or mental illness you are harming, causing trauma and destroying our Childs health. It is not for you to say or treat my child as " an average in the patients that do this or that".  I physically saw, documented and was with her daily.  You were not.  And shame to the medical dr who has followed her since she was 18 months old and used your agenda to exploit my Childs health and finances to further your business plan.  To exploit my child and put a label that is a generalization of symptoms manifested by the damage done by your pharmaceutical pushing and marijuana drug pushing you have caused my child unnecessary trauma and harm in addition you have changed her genes with your propaganda and I can show this from her original records from Genetics appointment early in her care with me as her Primary Health care manager.  I have baselines from prior Visits to Childrens Hospitals with genetic testing in full scope.  Genetics aren't changed naturally - only through chemical means.  Genes can be altered however through eugenics - as I sent to you several academia studies that were cited regarding this topic emailed and discussed on a phone call regarding your assault on our daughters health. 
Further reading : 
  • NONE of you were there for us.  For you to all of a sudden step in and try and control someones life because of your own childhood traumas and to destroy a family that has done  nothing to you.  And has kept you from nothing.  It was your actions of neglect.   Please wake up and realize that you have destroyed your adult child, your adult Childs marriage, that adult childs spouse that ( Your adult child chose- not you ) ,  that you have destroyed the children of that adult child and their now former spouse.  Just because you get a cult of people to agree with you - in front of your face doesn't make it right, doesn't make it moral , doesn't make it the best interest of our children.  
  • And for the court to write a custody stating it in the best interest of the child - to deny a mother, a parent their natural parental right to make choices for that child when that parent has done nothing to harm that child, has not caused them trauma, has not allowed other people than their biological mom or biological dad to make decisions regarding the welfare of Abigaile.   In the life and health of Abigaile I have been there with her when no one else was there caring for my daughter, making choices for her, watching her health and her ability to walk, to talk, and to not have hundreds of seizures per day and without the medication ( a nice way of saying drugs).  This was stolen from me - Abigailes health stolen from her at the expense of profit for the system.  
  • And now you steal our daughters time from me, from their mom with no burden of proof or viable reason.  You have stolen almost three years of their lives, their childhood , their time from me, their mom.  How can this time stolen even be replaced, ever be returned, the time that has been projected on to them and to me that caused mental anguish and trauma of intentional emotional distress. 

 How do you pay back time that can not be returned?  This is legacy being left for our children.  


  I was able to find a lawyer who took my case in December 2019.  Prior to that I dealt with the state of Texas who is anti- family.  Anti - best interest of the child and doesn't even have the term mom or mother written into their family law.  Prejudiced discrimination Texas shame on you for the trauma and harm you caused me and my children and family.  I intended to build my charity there for families and children with special needs for respite. That is no longer a option of where there is such hostility for family cohesiveness and best interest of children.  
   Since that time I have emails showing where my lawyer has worked tirelessly trying to get a hearing for the court.  It took over a month to set a court date trying to coordinate with the court and the opposing attorneys.  
  The original dates they gave to Lawyer Leslie Ann was March 2 , March 12, and April 2.  The confirmation for hearing was finally emailed to me and it was June 29, 2020.  Further causing our daughter estrangement from me her Natural parent and mom. 

  What happened to the original dates?  

  In addition stalking me and harassing me to further court measures -  to estrange our child from me.  Further exploiting her finances she won't have anything for future - it will all be paid back into the system that has caused her harm, trauma and now grief and mental anguish onto a special needs child.  
  
  In addition to forcing me as a person called Indigent because I worked hard for my family, our children for 22 years. I am now labeled as Poverty and Indigent.   I spent 20 years to put my children and their needs first.  My former spouse and I agreed to prior to marriage commitment and during our 20 year marriage for my position to be a stay at home mom putting our children first.   I was left with nothing.  No retirement, no social security paid in, no health insurance, no dental , no vacation , no nothing.  Every cent that I am being forced and coerced to spend;  to try and stay in my Childs life and to stay part in what I established for her.  The vaccine entitlement , the trusts, and her care plan.  All being squandered and hidden from me.  I am being forced to spend funds that I don't have into a court that I am not an lawyer and don't have legal counsel nor am I trained as legal counsel.  All being forced and coerced on to me. 

  I have no home, no money, no transportation, estranged from our children - why?  All because I committed with my former spouse to stay at home and place our children's needs above my own.  I know how hostile the culture is toward moms who stay at home with their children.  I have experienced it for over 20 years.  If that is what you choose not to do - that is great! Your probably doing your children a favor.  But don't project your hate, your jealousy, your bitterness etc on those of us who choose to place our children first.  It was our choice and it is my choice- not yours.  Stop using comparison and you would likely be happier with your decisions. 

  I have been accused of abandoning my child, not providing for her needs, not providing for her.  What a vile and horrific accusation after abducting and kidnapping her and exploiting her financially in addition to the medical maltreatment.  I haven't abandoned my child she was forcibly taken from me without communication or explanation.  After a conversation regarding my safety and the safety of our daughters.  One has to ask when a civil conversation has happened, why the other would flee to such a drastic measure involving the well - being of their children.  

  Our daughters abducted, kidnapped and has been severely estranged from me? Not even knowing who I am, no longer says mommy, can't interact on nursery rhymes or interactive stories that we shared prior to her abduction. 


Alot of truth on this page - screenshot from  " The Ugly Duckling " americanliteraure.com  web page - story read to our daughter Abigaile on February 25, 2020 during my 30 minute supervised phone call. 


  Where is the burden of proof ? Is burden of proof tied to money, for profit ?  In my experience it has not been in the best interest of the child.  

with compassion for those who's hearts have hardened and bitter, 
with love 
xoxo

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Sunday, February 23, 2020

Abduction and Family Interstate Kidnapping

Goodnight my beautiful girls. Mommy loves you both very much. Mommy is so tired of not having our girls near me. The systems that we have in this country are beyond corrupt and criminal.

It is difficult enough to have so many things happen around the time that you both were taken from me. I was your primary attachment in your entire life. Your Constitutional rights and my Constitutional rights as a Natural parent have been violated and even to today - they are still violated.
Our Human rights have been violated - destroyed the worst absolutely worst form of punishment ever inflicted onto a child is to remove that child from their mother. This is beyond the most mentally cruel forms of trauma you can ever do.

Our rights been violated since May21,2017 by every acting agency on a local, regional and federal level - your being taken without my consent or even knowledge of your whereabouts while being sent pictures that looked like a terrorist was holding you hostage. And being held hostage like a form of domestic terrorism until now February 23.2020.

The state of Texas should be ashamed - projecting itself as a family friendly, Bible believing , christian , conservative. Every person and agency from the Shelter, DHHS region 6, to the lawyers and attorneys I spoke with, who said that if I didn't know where you were and the police refused to file a missing persons report - they refused to take the case. I wish I had known then what I know now and I would have filed reports on them to the state bar. Not that it would matter with Texas receiving funds for your trafficking to Florida. The National Missing and exploited children plus other trafficking agencies would file a report but without the police filing a missing persons report - they all collected their collective FEDERAL FUNDS for your case #s while their CASE WORKERS would call me once per week asking me if I had heard anything from you or your dad. I can understand why NO ONE is found. But they still collect their funds don't they .

For you to be gone and your dad telling me face to face just days after your were abducted - telling me that he would talk with me as soon as things would calm down. I asked him when that would be and he said things just need to calm down. There was no situation I was aware of that needed to calm down and he didn't have an answer. He said this in person - when he came back to get the food for Abigaile while he left you with strangers - God only knows what they did to you with no parent there. Also telling me if there was an emergency with Abigaile that he would call or text me. I know there were emergencies with Abigaile - the hell , the torture , of what that baby went through I can not imagine. I am not sure that I will ever be able to work through that terrorism. I still requested her medical records ( I was only allowed the chart notes) I even signed the request form. Dr. is another person of interest aiding in child alienation, child estrangement, medical kidnapping and medical maltreatment.

I also called Arlington Police Department numerous times- yes even after 72 hours they would send officers who mocked me, laughed at me and even said for me to " SHUT UP AND STOP CRYING AND BEING EMOTIONAL." And then refuse to file a missing persons report. Refused to file a suspicion of interest report.

I currently have a list of over 60 or more agencies including the DHHS, police, State attorney general of Texas, state auditor of Texas, Governor, and even the Interstate Highway authority. NONE have acknowledged the abuse that you both have encountered or what I have encountered. I was abandoned and deserted- left with no transportation - bank account was closed- I was told to be amicable by the Trustee who has oversight over our daughters medical trust and Guardianship ( even when NO COURT ORDER EXISTED FOR ANYTHING). I had no money - no employer ( our daughter was my employer I provided her care around the clock - and yes I received compensation for it. The only employer that literally left me with no job after 14 years ( 20 years of marriage) with no money, no retirement, no nothing, no insurance, and no way to file for unemployment because I committed to my child to make her well.  Our daughter went from deaths door from the vaccine injury to rehabilitation with walking with a canes, walker and 10+ words, two and three word sentences, intelligible, was verbal, happy.

I couldn't afford attorney or lawyer, could obtain legal aid due to the conflict of interest because of false allegations. Legal aid supported and gave funds to the one who abducted and kidnapped our daughters- I had no legal due process in any of this. NO DUE PROCESS for myself or our children.  

When I learned of the divorce ( BY BEING SERVED ) -->>1 year and 7 months later I learned my children were in Florida and were living a false narrative of a story that my husband and I said would never happen. Our daughters went from one lifestyle to - FORGET MOMMY, homeschool or any resemblance of the life you lived for the majority of your life. As our 17 year old daughter would say just days before their abduction; " Momma HOMESCHOOL I'SNT REAL SCHOOL".  Interesting hindsight. Plus there are many other events and situations I have had time to reflect on.

In addition pro bono lawyers in Texas don't exist. Everything is funneled through the state, so when a person , parent etc does this to you - you have no recourse but paying a lawyer. You have NO DUE PROCESS. They refer you to the Texas legal project, domestic violence, DHHS, and all the other agencies ( gaslighting). I was told jurisdiction was in Florida now. Wait what about my children , my due process for our children for me. Oh you will have to file in Florida and find a pro se there. Start the entire game over and I am forced to file in Florida where I have never lived. No pro se and the same gaslighting as Texas. I could not get legal aid in Florida where I am not a resident.

My children have been abducted and kidnapped and forced to live a lie of a lifestyle for whatever reason and expected to deal with it. Our oldest daughter I was told by a Citrus county Sherrif ( I had to call and do a welfare check once I found an address - they were living with my former husbands mother -I'm not at all surprise considering POLAR OPPOSITE lifestyle of throwing my children in public institutionalized school and over medicating, drugging while giving our daughter foods and medications that she has had known allergic reactions to in the past causing seizure triggers and seizures. Then to drug the seizures with medications that she has more seizures with. Medical kidnapping and being thrown to the wolves.  

It was our choice, my husband and I, our choice for me to stay at home with our children. Our children were my job, they were my career why is this so difficult for people to get? And to do this to innocent children and throw them into a lifestyle and expect them to just live it? Why? How can a parent do this to a child and expect them to forget their parent who was their primary attachment. To forget how they were raised their entire lives. To send me a text to tell me to look at Abigailes blog when he had no interest in her blog for 13.5 years or anything else that was going on? You just throw your kids in a mind warp and say forget mom? How does that work exactly? I cant even wrap my mind around that type of mentality.

Our 21 year old daughter now who is aged out of the system - who people inform me she is an adult. She can do what she wants. I wonder what that looks like ? Especially if she was saying days before she left ( momma homeschool isn't real school - ) ill tell you what it looks like. I spoke to three separate Citrus county sheriffs deputys on the phone to do a welfare check. I had not heard our daughters voice, I had not seem them for over 2 1/2 years. My emails, texts, phone calls were never returned. When I found an address I called to ask them to do a welfare check just so I would know my children were alive.  I told the Sheriffs deputy, I am their mom , they were abducted and kidnapped from Texas. I haven't seen them for over 2 years ( this was late fall 2019) I just need to know if they are alive, if they are breathing. I need to know if they are alive.

The Sheriffs Deputy who met with our oldest daughter, now 21, was able to meet her at a location away from dad. The deputy told me that my 21 year old who had been at home with me for 17.5 years was telling him that she did not want to see me, did not want to talk with me, did not want to hear from me. I think back to signs now that I can see - why is this ? I know this is not typical behavior for a child to spend 17 years with her mom and then to leave and to just say I don't want to see, talk or have anything to do with my mom? If you believe this you are seriously mistaken. What kind of mental and emotional or physical trauma has to happen to this child? She wasn't saying this prior to leaving - children act out while trauma is happening - in the moment. How will she heal from this, when people are saying it isn't important and we wonder why this pathological behavior doesn't stop? It is triangulated and passed through generations like a canker worm.

In late December 2019 I was finally able to get a lawyer to take my case. Another mother who had also been alienated. She took my case late December. In the meantime, there are still struggles with this case in getting hearings scheduled in funding.

Moving to January 2020 - trying to remove me from her Guardianship funds what I am a Permanent CoGuardian and was key in setting the Guardianship as well as medical trust set up for her from the vaccine injury. Continued financial abuse and exploitation. Medical kidnapping. And further alienation to where the child that was calling me mommy for 13.5 years and was a completely different child now has regressed to the point she can no longer talk, can no longer say mommy, is severely estranged from me, doesn't recognize me, can not even engage in a short conversation with me via a 30 minute phone call. Songs, books, stories that we have interacted in the past - she no longer has interest. She is often distracted and making noise on the phone. She has been distracted playing with toys while on the call. Her only words are Poppy ( which she refers to her dad) and Bye.

This is a special needs child. While it is still critical for other children who are typical to be reunited with their biological parent. It is critical that a special needs child be with their parent for health reasons.
And just to summarize: The day the former husband left we had a conversation. Not an argument, no yelling , no screaming and not fighting. There had not been any mention of a separation, or a divorce. There were several incidents that happened that I will not make public knowledge that I had requested counseling. On the day that he absconded with our daughters was one of those incidents, and a request to seek counseling. Is this worth destroying children over?

And the court reasoning for granting sole custody to a parent who does abduction and family interstate kidnapping - is because I would not give our special needs daughter medication. She didn't have any medication ordered. Why would I give our child medication when it wasn't ordered?

Where is the human rights in this for our children ? Where is their due process ? Where are my human rights I did nothing wrong. I was caring for my family , caring for our children and had already lived through hell with the vaccine almost killing our daughter. She was classified as having a severe adverse reaction. This is a published vaccine injury case. I had considered posting the link to the entitlement- but because so many people already take advantage of our daughter and people have no idea what the entitlement is - they don't understand it works like a medical trust.

My history : prior to marriage I worked in a hospital environment of over 8 years. I worked in Cardiac, ICU, ER, and Geriatrics and Oncology. I have worked in Clinicals at a Nursing home for long term care. I have worked in a Diagnostic office with a POD of five specialists. There were Pulmonologist, Oncology, Epidemiology, I did their ICD9 coding and Insurance billing. I have since completed several certificate programs in Integrative Nutrition, part in BS of Nutrition program, Several certificate programs with Natural health practitioner, Holistic Nutrition, and am currently 6 classes and dissertation from finishing my Dr. of Naturopathy. My prior hospital and nursing experience were key in helping to get through the trauma with our daughter and her vaccine injury. If I had not be trained in the skills in Nursing - our daughter would be dead. I gave our daughter CPR twice while on the phone with EMTs dispatch.

I was able to document the symptoms, and do research while our daughter went through the shear trauma or vaccine injury. I was not only her primary attachment but I was her primary Health care giver. I took her through trauma care, medical care and into rehabilitation. I was able to win our vaccine injury case and entitlement for her with my day planner and baby book where I had charted symptoms, dates, observations, and calls to clinics, Dr.s specialists in a four state area to find help for my baby so she could live.

I have medical records- progress notes that during the time our daughter was under my care she was not on medication and was making progress. Her dr . visits were once per year. You can clearly see the progress notes - of what the trauma of the abduction and kidnapping did to our child and the Dr. reinforced that pathological behavior telling me that she is in a better place in Florida, with people who love and care for her, she is groomed, - what kind of individual does this to a child and says that are looking out for her best interest?

I fought for the entitlement so that she could have funds for additional care in addition to the health insurance. I have worked in this field almost 25 years in all. I am not ignorant of what goes on. I wanted the additional funds so our daughter could make it through this and be able to function. I wanted the best care for her. The best treatments for her. Not to leave her in a system of sick and disease and not getting well where she is now. While the funds are being exploited. Our daughter is regressing, she is living trauma for the past three years over and over - while being medically kidnapped and financially exploited.

Where is the Justice ? I did nothing to harm my children ever. I did nothing to neglect my children ever. I have never abused or traumatized or abandoned my children. Where is a Human Rights attorney ? Where is the law that says people can just abduct and kidnapped their children and estrange them from the other parent while the system does nothing about it?

I want my children! I have done nothing to harm them. I will not be told that I can not tell the story of what led up to this as though it never existed. It does exist. Where were the people to protect our children ? Was anyone asking the ones who abducted and kidnapped my children - instead of blame shifting on to me? Where was the hearing to hear my side? Where is the evidence to prove anything? There isn't any. Only two children who have seriously been traumatized, who have been misled, who have been exploited.  This has caused significant trauma for our children it has caused significant trauma to me in addition to financial hardship and the system has carried on the abuse where the abduction and kidnapping left off.

Now I have to fight to maintain as a Permanent CoGuardian to a child I established the trust for with my research and my spending 7 years to win. I have to fight this now for a child so estranged from me that she can't call me mommy, can no longer engage in conversation with me. Can no longer say mommy - and can no longer say I love you.
Prove to me that this is in the BEST INTEREST OF MY CHILD.


# JUSTICE FOR ABIGAILE AND NATASCHA
# medical kidnapping
# medical maltreatment
# financial exploitation

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Saturday, February 15, 2020

Fundraiser for legal fees and other misc. needs to be reunited to our daughters



This was the most recent photo I have received of Natascha - Christmas 2019 ( see explanation below)

This is the most recent photo Christmas 2020 that I have received of Abigaile. 

  In the beginning and several times through out this ordeal I was sent photos after the girls were abducted and kidnapped with out my consent to take the girls out of the state of Texas  - to live in the state of Florida where they had never lived in much less to live without me, their mother.  There was no explanation, no description of what was happening, no description of where they were or any other communication.  A google album of Abigaile sent via a link and a text message stating Abigailes blog and that " I should read her blog to have something to talk with her about".  on our schedule 30 minute phone visit. 

  I want to explain that when you have a spouse who has not disclosed they are separating or divorcing you with out your knowledge.  They first abduct and kidnapp your children without any explanation or consent of taking your children out of state- there is really no stability in this behavior.    
  
In addition to this - betrayal trust and knowing that I had been her primary caregiver ( and there are additional reasons in this also that I will not make public but they will be in court record ).  That I am just to accept by this spouse holding our children hostage for two years and then expecting me to talk about her new life of her blog - when there was no interest in her blogs, her care, or education or anything additional - was really like the thought that I had been married to and living with a terrorist for 20 years. So for this person to send photos after kidnapping and then send text photos with no explanation, this was beyond trauma triggers for me. I requested that he stop sending me photos - sending photos to a parent who's children have been abducted or kidnapped - in reality there is no closure or meaning to seeing a photo and connecting dots to believe that child is alive.  This is the absolute worst trauma that a spouse could ever inflict on another spouse and the worse behavior a parent could ever inflict on to a child. 

  Please see the dangers and childhood trauma that this cause a child or a parent.  
1. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/co-parenting-after-divorce/201304/the-impact-parental-alienation-children
2. https://www.childandfamilyblog.com/child-development/parental-alienation-child-abuse-child-development/
3. https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/11/181127171419.htm
4. http://www.mhfmjournal.com/pdf/parental-alienation-syndrome-a-serious-form-of-psychological-child-abuse.pdf
5. 
6. https://drcachildress.org


 I have recently posted a fundraiser in order to raise funds to help with legal fees and other misc. expenses that will be related to being able to reunite with our daughters.


  I have not been charged or convicted with any crimes or nor abuse, nor neglect.  My civil rights as a mother and parent to mother and parent my own blood related children was forcibly removed from me May 21, 2017 with no justifiable reason or charges.  Our daughters have continued to be alienated and estranged from me their primary attachment and primary caregiver until they were abducted and interstate kidnapped.  We have to ask - why would local, state, regional and federal agencies allow this to happen ?  I have asked this same question since May 21, 2017.

  I had contacted and filed reports since May 21, 2017 through the present with multiple states, local, state, regional and federal agencies.  My answers have been that this case is complicated in nature  and lack of funds during this time I was not able to retain an attorney or lawyer.  Since December 2019 I have been blessed with a wonderful Lawyer, who was alienated from her child as well and has deep understanding of the nature of this case.  Leslie Ferderigos Esq. https://leslieannlaw.com.

  These funds will go toward helping our daughters and I to be reunited in something that was forcibly done to us, against our wishes, and has caused significant trauma in our lives.   Please consider giving there is no amount that is too small - or too large.  Thank you and God bless you for giving - God bless you for praying as well - prayers do not have monetary value but they are significant in value.

with love,
Paris for Abigaile and Natascha <3

Please see link for fundraiser and please share in all your emails, social networks etc.
https://gogetfunding.com/justiceforabigaileandnatascha/

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